Thursday, 18 August 2005 - 2:42 PM EDT

Hey I don't really think that your mom is that bad... I realize that its your mom and ur going to have problems. But I will say I really like her alot and she's always been nice to me! But I do see the tention there between the 2 of you! I dunno why but thats between you guys! All I know is that she spoild me and Devin and im LOVIN it!*lol But I really like that she calls me and checks on me, even if she didnt bt me or him a thing. She don't have to buy our love cause we loved her before she had money and a job and love her just the same now. But that's just with me, i realize that you guys have more of a past and have been around each other more than I have. But you guys will either get along or not, it in ya'lls hands!! I wish I could change that but I'm not a merical worker!

Thursday, 18 August 2005 - 3:25 PM EDT

WELL THIS IS FUNNY THAT YOU WOULD GET SO BENT OUT OF SHAPE OVER SOMETHING AS SILLY AS FABRIC.WHY DON'T YOU GET DADDY TO GET IT FOR YOU HELL HE GETS YOU EVERYTHING ELSE?
YOU REALLY NEED TO GROW UP AND TAKE KNOTE OF YOUR LIFE AND SHOW YOUR SON THAT YOU ARE A DESENT HUMAN BEING...YOU DO KNOW WHAT THAT IS DON'T YOU??I THOUGHT I RAISED YOU TO HAVE ALITTLE MORE RESPECT FOR YOUR PARENTS THEN YOU HAVE SHOWN IN THE PAST...WELL,LET ME JUST SAY THIS LITTLE GIRL.IF I EVER READ ANOTHER "BLOG"ON HERE ABOUT MY LIFE YOU REALLY WON'T LIKE ME.
AND YOU CAN TELL LITTLE MISS CATRINNA THAT SHE BEST PAY UP THE FIFTY DOLLARS SHE OWES ME FOR THE PAST 2 1/2 YRS OR I'LL GET A LAWYER.
AND WHAT HAS HAPPEN BETWEEN YOUR FATHER AND MYSELF IN THE PAST IS OUR BUSINESS NOT YOUR FOR YOU TO GET YOUR PUGGY LITTLE NOSE INTO...STAY THE HELL OUT OF MY PRIVATE LIFE.DOESN'T HAVE A THING TO DO WITH YOU LANI.
AND SISTER MID-LIFE CRISIS...GET REAL CHICKY.IT WASN'T A MID-LIFE CRISIS THAT CAUSED ME TO DIVORCE YOU FATHER,,IT WAS YOUR FATHERS DRINKING,.AND YOUR BITCHY ASS ATTITUDE I HAD TO DEAL WITH ON A DAILY BASE...SO LOOK IN THE MIRROR LITTLE LADY.HELL WHAT AM I SAYING LADY YOU ""NOT!!!!" YOU WOULD KNOW WHAT IT WAS TO BE A LADY IF YOUR LIFE DEPENDED ON IT..ALL YOU KNOW IS TO BE CONTROLING AND A ROYAL BITCH.
THOUGHT I HAD THE MARKET ON THAT BUT YOU TAKE THE CAKE ON THAT CORNER...HELL GUESS YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT CORNERS SHOULD YOU..SEEM YOU TEND TO SPRED IT FOR ALL OF YOUR BR0THERS FRIENDS WHO WOULD BE NEXT??LETS SEE YOU HAD MICHA,RICHARD, CANTO,THAT I KNOW OF WANT TO LET US ALL IN ON THAT SICRET???GUESS YOU SHOW YOUR FATHER ALOT OF RESPECT WHEN U LAY UP AND DO WHAT U DO UNDER HIS ROOF.
WHY DON'T YOU GROW UP AND GET A JOB SO THAT U CAN TAKE CARE OF YOUR CHILD , I WOULDN'T SAY ITS YOUR FATHERS JOB TO DO THAT AS WELL AS TAKE CARE OF YOU AND YOUR BF AT YOUR AGE
AN IN REFRENCE TO THE"FABRIC"LET ME TELL U THIS ALL I HAVE I PAID FOR WITH THE MONEY I MADE WORKING THIRD SHIFT...YOU REMEMBER THAT DON'T YOU ME "WORKING" YOUR NOTHING BUT A SPOILED LITTLE BITCH WHO IS SO UNGRATEFUL,YOU'LL FIND THAT ONE OF THESE DAYS , WHEN YOU TREAT OTHERS THE WAY YOU DO, THINGS TEND TO RETURN TO YOU AS IF SOMEONE THREW SHIT INTO A FAN IN YOUR FACE....LEARN SOME RESPECT LITTLE GIRL...


YOUR MAMMA!!!

Friday, 19 August 2005 - 12:09 AM EDT

Yea i wasnt that pissed about the fabric but i thought it was fucked up that i couldnt have one piece. But i dont know why it should surprise me your selfish. What happens between you and cat is between you two i dont care. You of all people know I am NOT spoiled but then again you havent been around. When you were here i never asked for anything unless i needed it..yea well hasnt changed much. Dont even try to make me seem like the reason for the divorce cuz if i remember correctly we were actually getting along then.. you know when you were meeting all those guys off the internet while you were still married. Yea and you can call me a bitch if you want I am one of those but i came by it honestly. But one thing i am not is a whore but if you think so i come by that honestly. Your right your personal business is not mine even though your my mother and I used to care.... fuck it. kiss my ass. I have respect for people who deserve it. YOU GET NOTHING FROM ME. I am NOT ungratefull i am gratefull everyday and i make sure my FATHER knows it. And what if I do write another blog about you......I'll do what i want bitch....DO SOMETHING.

Sunday, 21 August 2005 - 12:54 AM EDT

Ok so this is so not my business and all but I know that I would never ever talk to my mom the way that you do. So HARSH!But I guess thats just the difference between the way me and you where brought up. But I respect my mom weather she makes me mad or not, and I'm a bitch also but I would never ever curse my mom and say things to intentionally tear her down and hurt her feelings. Mom's have the ability to get away with saying things that we can't or shall i say, we shouldn't say. Even if I was in this situation with my mother I just would talk it out with her and respect her because she is my mother. She is older and wiser therefore Id reason with what she had to say. All I know is that you two have issuse that will probably never ever be resolved because its a 2 sided story and one or the other can't addmit when they're wronge. But I guess what it all comes down to is if you 2 lost each other weather or not you were getting along or not. YOU WILL HAVE REGRET ONE DAY!! And that pretains to the both of you. Im not trying to be on anyones side because both of you are my family, I just thought I would share my opinion, as if I was in this situation with my mother. Im not saying anyone is right or wronge thats between you too, I just hope that you two can resolve this!! Plus I have one comment to make about Debbie calling me... Yes she does call and check on me and Devin but we also call her. And I talk to her online and she e-mails me when she has a chance and I e-mail her when I have something to talk about. But I'm boring so that doesn't happen often. *lol I will make the comment that I don't think that she picks favorites, its just that she talks to us so much and associates with us so much is because we also call her and check on her from time to time. And I feel like she would do the same with you if you would call her and show her that you care and do want to talk to her. I know she probably feels like she's being shunned away, cause I know when me and you werent talking and into it thats how I felt! But I guess thats it who cares what I have to say...*lol Im just a blonde bitch stoping in to up my 2 cents in!!*lol L8er S@M@R@