Mood:
not sureI have spent the entire day cleaning. It feels good to be in a clean house. And I rearranged my room. It actually seems like I have more room. But somethings been buggin me for the last couple of days. i feel like crap. Am i important? I try my best to do nice things for the people I care for. I try to include people I care about in my life. But it just doesnt seem to matter. I dont know. I like to do nice things for people I care for but I dont like it when its not noticed. Then I am called a Bitch or whatever else with out the thought of all the nice things I try to do. I dont know I guess I dont know what I am talking about. I just feel like crap. I want to be noticed! LOL I guess thats all it is, I want to feel special. And LOVED~! That over anything. I want to be LOVED!