Mood:
Well, I went out to the apt. Tuesday and they told me to come by Thursday to look at an apt and decide if I want it and we can do the paper work then. I can move in on friday if all goes well. Matts upset....awwww o-well. He says its because if I move out he cant get a job. I dont know. All I know is that I am sick of Gavin not even being able to cry without him yelling at him because Matts sleeps during the day. Fuck that, hes a kid. Matt doesnt clean up after himself, and I shouldnt have to clean up after grown ass boys who can do it themselves. Matt brings bad shit into this house and he still smokes in the house while we are asleep even after I asked him not to because of gavins asthma. If he doesnt have respect enough for my son than I am outta here. It upsets my dad but hey what else can I do. Its time for Gavin to have his own room and for me to be able to have my own household that he can play with stuff and I dont have to watch what he has, because matt leaves shit out that gavin can get a hold of.