what to say........
Mood:  hug me
UMM first off who is the mysterious person leaving comments on my blogs? I never said my problems were worst than anyones just that is whats going on at that point.......I know there are people with worst problems and worst lives......Like my ex-boyfriend. yea I miss him because he was so much fun.. I know what some people are thinking. He's a bum blah blah. I wasn't porpoising marriage or asking him to support me or anything but he was sweet and nice and so much fun. Not to mention how good he was with my son. He did cheat or lie that was a major plus. You know how hard that is to find and around here...well who ain't gay! I think i was the only one feeling that way though. But i miss him damn it. I'm sad. But at least he still wants to be friends. I guess as long as hes happy even if it ain't with me then i'll get over it. As much as it pains me sooo......And i did care soooo much about him. people cant help who they care about, I'm sorry. Yea pathetic i don't need negative comments please. I know its probably not what some want to hear.........