Mood: not sure
What makes you touch?
What makes you feel?
What makes you stop and smell the roses in an open field?
What makes you unclean?
Yeah, Yeah
What makes you laugh?
What makes you cry?
What makes our youth run
From the thought that we might die?
What makes you bleed?
Somebody told me the wrong way
What if I died?
What did I give?
I hope it was an answer so you might live
I hope I helped you live
I hope I helped you live
Somebody told me the wrong way
~CREED~
I found out one of my closest friends is having trouble at home. her mom is really sick, shes having problems with her older sister, and shes having problems with her ex boy friend. but the good news, she went on a date today. i am so excited for her...i hope it went well! it seems that is what life is about right now...having a boyfriend or girlfriend. it just seems like thats all that people care about nowadays. i dont understand why it is so important. i mean i do like this one guy and he is so nice to me and listens to all my problems, but he does not like me in return. this is how it always works for me! the guys i like never have the same feelings for me. plus most of the people that have a significant other, never stay together that long and if they do it always, no matter what ends tragicly. most guys say "i love you" and dont mean it, so whats the point? everyone just gets hurt in thee end. so why not save yourself before the fact and just say to your self that you dont need anyone to make you happy. i say all this but it makes me feel hypocritical, because i know that someone in the relationship will get hurt or both will get hurt, but it seems that my heart is over powering me and telling me that i want a boyfriend. i dont know what to do, except to fight away my hearts feelings and not except the fact that i am lonely. i dont need a person to complete me, i am not lonely in any way shape or form. it may seem this way but i am not. anyways enough with the LOVE DIARIES!