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Sunday, 4 September 2005
Aladin and me
Mood:  crushed out
I went to Tunisia for a week with my dad and younger brother Johnny. Little did I know that I would live out a true fairy tale. Not many people get to experience what I have experienced in their whole life. So even if it was short, I am just happy it happened. I will start it was Monday night we went out to a club called Latino with a German family we met earlier in the hotel. We were all having fun by about 1 a.m the family had left the club just leaving their older son who obviously had a crush on me. And my dad and brother also stayed. I had been checking out everyone in the club and their was one guy who kept on taking my attention he was dancing on this elevated platform and my God he could dance. I had never seen anyone dance so sexy in my life. I tried to look away but somehow our eyes always met. I started to dance trying and copying his moves, since I know I can dance pretty good I knew he would notice my skills soon and he did. I went to look for my dad and this person from behind comes up to me and says that he had been looking at me dance and that he thought i danced really good. And I told him yeah U dance better I have been trying to copy Ur moves did you notice? And he said no but I noticed you the minute you walked in the club. So then he asked me to go this other part of the club that I didn't even knew existed and we were walking out the other dance floor were i saw my dad and my brother and The German guy sitting looking for me. So I told them I wanted to go dance with him and they said okay but I took them out with me so it was a little awkward because we weren't really dancing together we were just all in a circle and he was trying to teach my brother some dance moves and he always looked at me from his corner of his eyes. But he was so cool just hanging out with my family. And then he kept on whispering to me common I really wanna dance with u. And so after about 1 hour my bro and that German guy disappeared. And finally we ran to the dance floor and started to dance. He danced so freaking good. And later they showed up again but by then I was completely infatuated with this guy. So just skipping to later he asked me to meet him at 12 the following morning but I didn't my dad convinced me he tried to meet every day with a different girl. But I saw him anyways the next day he was on the beach. and he saw my brother and called him so I came as well. and he had this really disappointing look on his face. He told me he waited for me for 4 hours in front of the hotel in the sun and yea it was true I ended up asking the security guard and he really waited that long for me. So I told him I would see him later at the club he said yea okay. So I went again, and this time he walked in with this girl. and saw me and let go of her pretending he didn't see me. Well then the German guy i was with Benny he told me yeah look at him what an asshole. And I thought well yeah i am gonna pretend i dint care so i said I told him I dont care. So I went to the middle of the dance floor nobody was dancing their yet, it was early about midnight and I thought If I get up to the elevated platform and dance by myself to get his attention and it did he was sitting on the other platform across from mine and just looking at me. Well then he left eventually because i ignored him then later he came and told me that he had waited so long for me and looked in the club last night and couldn't find me. And I told him well why did u walk into the club with that girl. And he said I am an entertainer i meet 100s of girls and part of my job is taking them out. And I told him whatever u dint have to take anyone out. So then he asked me if he could dance with me later. And I said yea. So i went over to my dad and told him I was going to go dance with him.Well I went over to him and guess what he was talking again to that girl so i just looked at him and walked away. And their was this other guy that last time i was their he was always trying to dance with me but I didnt because I was dancing with Aden so i thought yeah I will take u and told him to come dance and of course he did. So i was mad at Aden for talking to that girl, so I thought whatever he is an asshole and i just started to dance with him. And of course next to me was Aden dancing with that other girl. And he managed to always dance next to me. every time i looked he would get closer to her. And would I did the same thing with the guy I was dancing.

I guess were were playing some kind of jalousie game. So then he came up to me and said Thats it dance with that guy all u want i dont care anymore. So he walked away and danced with that girl. And i did the same ignoring him at least trying i did give him a few smiling looks trying to pretend i didn't care. So while i was dancing with that other guy he was telling me how much he liked me and all this crap and i didn't feel like dancing anymore with him, because i didnt like him at all i just didn't wanna look stupid waiting for Aden to dance with me so i used him i guess u can say. But then he started to get to possessive of me and telling me to go dance some were else were Aden wasn't there because i guess he noticed that we were always moving close to each other and giving each other looks. Well I then told him I would like to dance alone with my brother because he was still there so eventually he left angry. And i was dancing alone so i swallowed my pride and went to ask Aden for a dance and he SAID NO! i was shocked my face must have showed it and i just walked away and decided to just dance with everyone. I know guys like me and I dance really good so it wouldn't be hard to become the center of attention. And I did I had a circle of guys around me and even though inside I was hurt I had this big smile on my face winking at a few cute guys I saw. And I started to forget about Aden and this kid about 15 years old comes up to me and tells me to follow him I didnt at first but he came back and grabed my hand and pulled me out of the dance floor. And I saw Aden walking in front and he turns but says nothing. I was really confused by this time then i followed that 15 year old guy and he maked me sit down literally just sayed to me sit here and for some weird reason I sat without asking why.

Then i see Aden pull out 10 dinars which is a lot for them and gives it to the kid. Then he comes up to me and says i need to talk to u. And he says you made me so angry tonight seeing u dancing with that boy, the same boy that was trying to dance with u last time. Why? and i said well you were dancing with that girl,and on and on, we blamed each other. And we realized after an hour of fighting we both liked each other a lot. Then earlier he had also told me he had has a brother that looked like him I guess he was using that as an excuse why my brother saw him holding hands with this blond girl. I said yeah whatever and all of a sudden to my surprise this guy walks up IDENTICAL to him... And says hi I am Alex nice to meet u. And says yeah I am the real him he just my copy. Ha i was in shock once again looking at both of them and holy shit he really has a identical twin. So I believed him and my brother said yea he was the one holding hands with her. So i forgave him about that. And whispered in his ears Ur brother is sexy, I think I like him. And he said aww well then I better go!!So through all of this my little brother was always next to me so Aden begged me to tell him to leave us a little alone, so again that other 15 year old kid got paid to take my brother away but it didn't work so i told him to go with dad for 10 minutes and i would meet him there. So we were sitting down finally alone. And he said if I dont kiss you right now I am going to go insane. So he just grabbed my face and kissed me for about 10 seconds then got scared because he was expecting my brother or dad to see us. So all of a sudden he stands up and opens this window and starts climbing out of it its pretty high so I am like what are u doing and he says just follow me so he jumped down and helped me out the window. And now we are in the back of the club all finally alone .

He took me to this corner and started to kiss me and by that time I was scared I was going to be able to control myself I wanted him so bad and he wanted me even more. We were making out i was touching his stomach and my God he had the hardest abs I had ever felt hes hand grabbed my hand and started putting it lower past his lowest abs, I knew I shouldnt go any farther but the way he was touching me and kissing me I really getting turned on. I didn't let him touch me below the waist he tried a few times but i kept on taking his hand away so he got the point. Well then It started getting to far for just meeting him and I told him to stop and he said common just 10 more seconds and I said no really I have to go. So he agreed and we got out of our little corner and guess what. the window was locked.. No way to get back in the club.. I started to panic a little and he said hold on he went to get this guy that was sleeping and he came out in his underwear and said a few things in and then we all started to knock on the window for about 5 minutes no body would open it. But then Johnny opened the window for us and said what the hell!!!!!!

And i told him i would explain him later. And now he knows the truth but at the time i made up a silly but sort of believable story about that we had seen a kitten and went to try to catch it and got ourselves locked out. Well after that he asked me to see him again at the beach it was my last day in Tunisia and I said yes and I did meet him this time. We went for a walk I kept on asking him were we were going because it started getting uglier and uglier as we walked on. We went threw little streets passed all the 5 star hotels. Into the real Tunisia, he told me he wanted me to go back and tell people the way they lived. Well he took me to his house. Infront their were kids laying sleeping outside with stray vicious dogs eating the trash. I have to be honest i was scared but it got worse we got into this sort of house. We opened the door and all u saw was a hall way a little one and like 6 locked doors. So he took his keys and opened the first one it was his twin brothers room just blankets on the floor no bed nothing no closet no nothing it was just smelly and Hot!! Then he took me to his room he had a little CD player and a mattress on the floor his room also had I guess what was the kitchen of the house it was really just a sink with a water bottle. He had his clothes up drying all in this little room half the size of my room which is already small. but he had his bed and I guess a kitchen, which only had a sink and some chips and he told me he also washed his clothes there. And let me tell u this guy is always dressed like a star. He smells good he looks good. And he has nice clothes u wouldn't know if u only see him 4 times that that is all he has. And for living in that shit hole I would look like shit. He even has to take a shower at the hotel he works in. He put on a CD and started to dance while i was sitting on his mattress. Then he came closer and started to kiss me, i guess at this point he thought we would have sex because he locked the room closed the window. and had some cool music in the background. But I told him within 2 minutes what I would and wouldn't do. And he said surprisinly okay I just want to hold and kiss u thats it nothing else I promisse. And thats exactly what happened. So one hour went by of just kissin and hugging and laughing and dancin and talking. And even though i was dying of heat in that room I was so happy to be there with him. Nothin mattered at that time, it was just me and him in the horrible room. But it was romantic... then i told him i had to go after all i had said i would be gone for 30 minutes but it had been almost 2 hours. Well we started walking back through the little corners past the kids, the dogs. And we past the nice resorts back on to the beach. We got to the beach and he stoped and held me just gave me a long hug for about 15 minutes not letting go saying things in Arabic. And I asked him what and he said I am just praying that i will not loose u forever. And he said i just want to run away with u and stay with u forever. And i thought yeah well thats cute of him to say. But as i looked in his eyes i saw he wasn't just talking. And he told me I had the most beautiful eyes he had ever seen. He told me I had eyes of a tiger, and every time he looked at them he felt his heart stopping and he couldn't. It was true he always looked away and said my god u have terrible eyes.. Ur eyes make me crazy. And he looked me and said I dint know yet but until now I have never felt like this before I think Iam fallin in love you!!! And I told him i felt the same but it was like he wasn't listening he was just holding me so strong and he has this sad look on his face. And said WHY? do I have to be born here? I can never get out of this country and be with u. And i said why not and he said i am born and arab and its so hard for us to get visas anywere in the world. And he said u have to promisse me u will come back to me some day. And I said yes. And he sayed why couldn't i be born in europe or america. And i said i dint know. And he said I know you are my soul mate and I promisse u next life we will be together. No matter what. In this life we cant because i have to live my life here and u have great things u will do. And I am happy for u, but next life Allah will bring us together.. forever.. I had never met someone that talked like that I was heart broken inside, because I felt so sad inside. And I told him i had to go meet my dad so we said bye and made plans to meet tonight. And we did. By the way i was completely drunk by the time i made me way to the club. And again he was talking to thouse girls and as soon as he saw me he said he was just waiting for his black friend to leave the girls with him. And i was so drunk I just kept asking him why are u with her again. And he said common lets get out of here and he just took me and we left the club together and the girl was yelling something like were u going and he said with away with my princess. So we walked out and he told me he was hungry so we went for this 10 minute walk and went to this little restaurant. Well on the walk everything was so weird because i was drunk and this little kid came up to me and begged me for a kiss for a flower. It was in Arabic but Aden translated and I said okay why not and I gave him a kiss on the lips he was so happy and immiediatly wanted another one and i did. But whatever he was not more then 8 years old. So now back in the reastaurant they had a flat screen tv and rappers painted on the wall. He told me it was the hip place around. And I believed him the only place with a flat screen tv thats for sure.

Well music came on and we started dancing and took some pictures and it was a dream. The only ones in the restaurand and we were dancing. And at that time I knew i had fallen completely in love with his boy. And we had alraedy given each other nicknames He was my aladin because he looked like him, he had long hair that fell in spirals almost black eyes egyptian looking and tanned skinned and a adorable smile. And the whole night he called me his princess. And it was time to walk back to the club I was supposed to meet my dad at 2 but it was 4 and he was sitting by the bar looking quite angry but I didn't care and i had to go the bathroom so i just told him hold on i gotta go pee. And when i came back Aden was i guess talking to my dad. And Dad had told me he had been waiting for 2 hours and he wanted to go home. Well Aden begged for 10 minutes and he said okay. But anyways 10 minutes was never going to be enough so he walked me back to the hotel all three of us me my dad and Aden. I held his hand so tighlty scared someone was going to pull me away from him and he did the same. After we got to the hotel I couldn't say bye so my dad agreed we could stay another 10 minutes outside but we stayed 2 hours. At first we just held each other again the he said common lets go up here and he started going up this little abanonded building well it looked like it it was right next to the hotel and their was one blanked and from up there u could see down on the hotel and the moon was right on us. We kissed and hugged and just looked at each others eyes. I know he would try to make love to me, because we were so crazy about each other but he knew i didn't want to, so we didn't but we made enough so we would never forget each other. So then about an hour went by we went down the stairs and he stoped and said some day this is how our wedding will be u will be wearing this white beautiful gown i will be wearing a black suit we will be walking down these stairs holding ours hands looking at each other and just smiling then we will stop hear give each other a kiss and people will apploud and we will walk down with music playing and have our wedding dance. And hold each other forever and no body no religoin no country will take us away from each other. And got tears in his eyes and I did too. We were back in front of the hotel gates. And knowin we were spending the last minutes of our lives together just each other hoping it wouldn't end. Then he took me to the middle of this street and said lets just die together its better for me then living one more day away from u. He was holding me so tight I really wished for a second a car would come and hit us, because I knew or love was impossible. A car did come and the security guard at the hotel screamed at us and made us move. So we didn't get, which I am now thankful for. After that we both knew it was time for me to leave and go so I gave him one last kiss and I started walking away and I turned around and walked backwards facing him and made a sighn meaning that my heart was his and he took it. And he yelled out in like 6 different languages I love you!!! and I had tears running down my cheek and I could see him seeming farther and fartber away as I walked away onto the hotel and I turned around and yelled as loud as I could I LOVE U MY ALADIN!! and he heard and responded I love you u more my sweet princess!!!> I think we must of woken up a few people with our screams. But as I walked to my room. So many thoughts were running through my head including that I should have ran away with him, and my heart was in pain really I couldn't breath before going back to my room, I just sat on this sun chair by the pool crying knewing I had just lost my soul mate my beautiful Aladin!!!!!! It was truly a fairy tale for me..

Posted by punk5/natalia at 12:29 AM MEST
Updated: Sunday, 4 September 2005 6:52 PM MEST
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Thursday, 11 August 2005
hey people
Mood:  flirty
I hope everyone is having a great summer. I am but,, I love summer.. I also love Andreas Thorkildsen awww u gota watch the summer olympics this guy from Norway is really hott.

Posted by punk5/natalia at 11:27 PM MEST
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