Mood:
a-okThis is my first blog on this shit, so I guess I better make it interesting. The weather is disgusting out tonite, more the reason for me to remain in front of my mac. Alot of shit has been going on lately, especially when it comes to my social life.
I have been dating someone for about a month and a half now and the weird shit is that alot of things about him is starting to annoy me. Like for example, he must always be the center of attention, and I cannot provide that. Not only do I have a child but I have wasted many many years of my life and right now I am not looking to become anyones girlfriend. I posted a bulletin on myspace.com to see if anyone wants to hang on Saturday and sure enough he posts a similar bulletin. He is so trying to get attention!! The other problem is that we seem to HAVE to have sex everytime we see each other. For example, there was a day where I clearly stated that I wsa tired and wanted to go to bed. I am half asleep, and hes like trying to get some ass...some times I just have sex with him to get it over with. THEN theres the tounge down my throat every time we kiss. Dont people just kiss anymore? I go to give him a kiss on the cheek and all of sudden there is a toungue coming at me. That actually turns me off.
Then there's this guy from Brooklyn, we'll call him J....so handsome...and intelligent, he is actually the only guy I have met recently where we actually enjoy each other's conversation. When we go out to eat, we hold up tables because we talk to each other so much. He sent me an email once saying that he enjoys my vompany and how we always have fun when we hook up, no matter what we a re doing( which is usually getting something to eat, rocking out at a bar in brooklyn and then going back to his place to get stoned). What sucks is that he has been really busy with his band and everything, well not that its bad, but I guess its hard for us to hang. Dude, I mean his band is getting gigs at really popular places, even had a show @ Lit about a month ago. I was sweating him for a minute. He called me on Saturday( which was a surprise), but I didnt hang with him. I asked him if he was busy this weekend and he said yes but I am going to call him anyway....that mutha fucka is so fuckin good he has no idea...almost drives me insane when we are together. AND he smokes just as much pot as I do! I havent had good sex like that since Dawayne.
Speaking of Dawayne, he callled me on Tuesday out of no where...he still makes me weak in the knees. I will love that boy forever, even if one day I actually do find the 'one, I will aloways care about that mutha fucka. I guess that happens to everyone when it comes to their first love, though I doubt people dont fool around on and off like we've been doing for the past 12 years...this summer will make it 13 years. Wow.
I've been smoking joints rather than blunts lately...it took me this long to realize that I atually dont smoke as much weed when I smoke it in joints. Not that this information matters to anyone, especially because I doubt anyone I know will be reading this.
This is my first blog on this shit, so I guess I better make it interesting. The weather is disgusting out tonite, more the reason for me to remain in front of my mac. Alot of shit has been going on lately, especially when it comes to my social life. I have been dating someone for about a month and a half now and the weird shit is that alot of things about him is starting to annoy me. Like for example, he must always be the center of attention, and I cannot provide that. Not only do I have a child but I have wasted many many years of my life and right now I am not looking to become anyones girlfriend. I posted a bulletin on myspace.com to see if anyone wants to hang on Saturday and sure enough he posts a similar bulletin. He is so trying to get attention!! The other problem is that we seem to HAVE to have sex everytime we see each other. For example, there was a day where I clearly stated that I wsa tired and wanted to go to bed. I am half asleep, and hes like trying to get some ass...some times I just have sex with him to get it over with. THEN theres the tounge down my throat every time we kiss. Dont people just kiss anymore? I go to give him a kiss on the cheek and all of sudden there is a toungue coming at me. That actually turns me off.
Then there's this guy from Brooklyn, we'll call him J....so handsome...and intelligent, he is actually the only guy I have met recently where we actually enjoy each other's conversation. When we go out to eat, we hold up tables because we talk to each other so much. He sent me an email once saying that he enjoys my vompany and how we always have fun when we hook up, no matter what we a re doing( which is usually getting something to eat, rocking out at a bar in brooklyn and then going back to his place to get stoned). What sucks is that he has been really busy with his band and everything, well not that its bad, but I guess its hard for us to hang. Dude, I mean his band is getting gigs at really popular places, even had a show @ Lit about a month ago. I was sweating him for a minute. He called me on Saturday( which was a surprise), but I didnt hang with him. I asked him if he was busy this weekend and he said yes but I am going to call him anyway....that mutha fucka is so fuckin good he has no idea...almost drives me insane when we are together. AND he smokes just as much pot as I do! I havent had good sex like that since Dawayne.
Speaking of Dawayne, he callled me on Tuesday out of no where...he still makes me weak in the knees. I will love that boy forever, even if one day I actually do find the 'one, I will aloways care about that mutha fucka. I guess that happens to everyone when it comes to their first love, though I doubt people dont fool around on and off like we've been doing for the past 12 years...this summer will make it 13 years. Wow.
I've been smoking joints rather than blunts lately...it took me this long to realize that I atually dont smoke as much weed when I smoke it in joints. Not that this information matters to anyone, especially because I doubt anyone I know will be reading this. This is my first blog on this shit, so I guess I better make it interesting. The weather is disgusting out tonite, more the reason for me to remain in front of my mac. Alot of shit has been going on lately, especially when it comes to my social life.
I have been dating someone for about a month and a half now and the weird shit is that alot of things about him is starting to annoy me. Like for example, he must always be the center of attention, and I cannot provide that. Not only do I have a child but I have wasted many many years of my life and right now I am not looking to become anyones girlfriend. I posted a bulletin on myspace.com to see if anyone wants to hang on Saturday and sure enough he posts a similar bulletin. He is so trying to get attention!! The other problem is that we seem to HAVE to have sex everytime we see each other. For example, there was a day where I clearly stated that I wsa tired and wanted to go to bed. I am half asleep, and hes like trying to get some ass...some times I just have sex with him to get it over with. THEN theres the tounge down my throat every time we kiss. Dont people just kiss anymore? I go to give him a kiss on the cheek and all of sudden there is a toungue coming at me. That actually turns me off.
Then there's this guy from Brooklyn, we'll call him J....so handsome...and intelligent, he is actually the only guy I have met recently where we actually enjoy each other's conversation. When we go out to eat, we hold up tables because we talk to each other so much. He sent me an email once saying that he enjoys my vompany and how we always have fun when we hook up, no matter what we a re doing( which is usually getting something to eat, rocking out at a bar in brooklyn and then going back to his place to get stoned). What sucks is that he has been really busy with his band and everything, well not that its bad, but I guess its hard for us to hang. Dude, I mean his band is getting gigs at really popular places, even had a show @ Lit about a month ago. I was sweating him for a minute. He called me on Saturday( which was a surprise), but I didnt hang with him. I asked him if he was busy this weekend and he said yes but I am going to call him anyway....that mutha fucka is so fuckin good he has no idea...almost drives me insane when we are together. AND he smokes just as much pot as I do! I havent had good sex like that since Dawayne.
Speaking of Dawayne, he callled me on Tuesday out of no where...he still makes me weak in the knees. I will love that boy forever, even if one day I actually do find the 'one, I will aloways care about that mutha fucka. I guess that happens to everyone when it comes to their first love, though I doubt people dont fool around on and off like we've been doing for the past 12 years...this summer will make it 13 years. Wow.
I've been smoking joints rather than blunts lately...it took me this long to realize that I atually dont smoke as much weed when I smoke it in joints. Not that this information matters to anyone, especially because I doubt anyone I know will be reading this.