sad
Mood:  sad
theres a hole in my heart where you used to be.i miss you so much right now that i cant breathe.my empty heart is filled with tears that i cried for you.my head is filled with your smile.i dont wanna wake up tomorrow,cuz i kno that you will still be gone.what i want is for somebody to come and collect the pieces of my broken heart that we left on the ground.but if that person isnt you then they can stay,cuz nobody can steal my heart but you.we strayed a little but always came bak.i kno im a cokie and your a mexican but we always made it work and i will never forget out memories.they make me cry,but i will love you forever right now,whether or not you ever smile at me like that again or hold me like you did.you filled my life with meaning but now im letting everything go except what we used to be.......

damn good song!!!
bartender i really did it this time...broke my paroll to have a good time...when i got home it was 6am...door was locked so i kicked it in...she was trippin on the bills...i think she was high on some pills...she threw my shit out into the yard...called me a bum and slapped me real hard...and in my drunken stupor i did wat i shulda never done...now im sittin here,talkin to you...drunk and on the run...

CHoRuS**im sittin at a bar on the inside...waitin
for my ride on the outside...she broke my
heart in the trailer park...so i jacked the
keys to her fuckin
car...crashed that piece of shit...
and stepped away...
no more ill prolly get 10 years...so jus gimmee beers till they get here...ya i kno the sun is comin up and ya'll are prolly gettin ready for closin up...but im tryin to drown my soul...im tired of this life on a dirt road...everything that i love is gone and im tired of hangin on...
CHoRuS**

dayz better
Mood:  down
wow still really bord....left my house for awhile and hung out at dans with jonny-p...it was ok.i miss,that guy,uuummmm...cant say....!!!!DAMMIT!!!ya him.jus sittin here.wow it sux...i jus drove around town for like 2 hours tho....it was gggrrreat...wait no it wasnt but thats ok...mtv is stupid anyway...yup sure is...WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE YOU ARE A MORON GET OUT NOW!!!lol jk....but really everybody needs to move to cali right now....we will all set up tents RIGHT ON the fuckin beach and wait for the cops to come....it will be a great time.ya but **LatEr**

bad day(so far)
Mood:  crushed out
today sucks lol.i was posed to go to pointfest and i cant and im major pissed.now im deffinately sittin at home.GAH KELLI!!!you went to the car show without me!!!you whore...nononojk!!and alli!!!your at pointfest RIGHT NOW!!!i should have gone with you instedd of waitin last minute to go with jon and dustin.wow this sucks....well thats it i guess...gonna go smoke away my sorrows...well not really but i am gonna have a cigarette lol