Solitary Sunday
Mood:
lazy
Now Playing: Slipknot - " Vermillion pt. 2 "
Topic: Random
"Vermillion"hey ppl
i just made this page hopefully it'll be better than my past ones. A lill about me if ya wanna knoe.. is my name is Erin. I am a Freshman at AHS in Tennessee. I am a semi intelligent person. I love to write, its just other ppl who don't like it when i tell it like i see it. I am severly opinionated. I love music and songwriting. It kinda helps me stay alive. Another thing that keeps me alive is my boyfriend eric. he's keeps me sane, b/c he knows the real me, which i'm too afraid to show anyone b/c i'm kinda insecure of ppl who judge me. but he's silly and funny and keeps me smiling which is great. but enough about that , i'm not always depressed sounding. I can be very energetic and optimistic alot of the time. I play the guitar, although i'm not that great i can play alot, and i love doing it. I am also in the school choir, which everyone thinks is dorky, but i think its another way to express my "individuality". I don't like it when ppl tell me how to live my life..Hence why the name of my blog is such. if they want me to do something, they should test it out first b4 they screw my life up. Its messy enough. Well i have had a lot of terrible things happen to me in the past that i'd rather not mention right now
well anyways this year has been great so far i have wonderful friends and my homelife hasn't been terrible. so hopefully it'll only get better. so now i'm going to leave you with some lyrics from unwrtten law - save me.
Had a bad day, don't talk to me
gonna ride this out,
my little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.
and i'm sick of my sickness
don't touch me, you'll get this
i'm useless, lazy, perverted
and you hate me
you can't save me
you can't change me
well i'm waiting for my wake up call
and everything, everything's my fault
went to the doctor, and i asked her
to make this stop
got medication- a new addiction
fuckin thanks a lot.
had a relapse, i'm outta rehab
it ruins everything
so point your finger, at the senior
he's in the pharmacy
you can't save me
you can't change me
well i'm waiting for my wake up call
and everything, everything's my fault
and i'm a death threat haven't slept yet,
baby why the wake up call
i'm a bad boy, tell the tabloids,
everythings my fault
whoa whoa yeah, write it write it
whoa whoa yeah, write it write it
whoa whoa everything's my fault
everything's my fault
i went to heaven, i couldn't get in
for what i have done
i said please take me, they said you're crazy
you had too much fun
you can't save me
you can't change me
well i'm waiting for my wake up call
and everything's my fault
you can't save me
you can't blame me
well i'm waiting here to take a fall
and everything, everything's my fault
you can't save me
you can't change me
(everything's my fault)
you can't save me
you can't change me
(everything's my fault)
you can't save me
you can't change me
(everything's my fault)
you can't save me
you can't change me
everyhing's my fault