I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream...I'm breaking a habit tonight.
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Finger Eleven (again :D)
Topic: It's So Stupid
Man, I always get involved, why why why?? I try so hard to help people, and then I say too much, or slip up once, then everything crashes. If you knew the situation, you'd probably think I shouldn't be sorry to this person, but I feel so bad. Maybe I'm stupid, but I don't care, he matters the world to me. I'm just grateful for awesome girl friends like the awesome one who took a lot of crap tonight, yet still took the time to fix things for me. How awesome can you get? Maybe this was all my fault, maybe not, but I somehow get involved, even when I don't mean too. I guess I'm ok now, cause everything's better. It's just, he may never read this, but life was crap when we weren't friends, and now that we are, the last thing I want to do in this world is to screw that up. I mean, I'm so stupid, if he's not talking to me, I always get really down. But you know, whatever's going on with the other people, I'm just glad for that awesome girl, and for this guy's forgiveness. I just wish I could fix it all. It hurts me to see them fight. You may not know what I'm talking about, but you prolly don't want to. And considering my new "no getting involved" policy, don't ask, cause I prolly won't tell you. Thanks to my awesome friends who are there, ever when I'm stupid. It doesn't seem fair that I'm happy, and they're still mad. Oh well, I love you guys. :D Have to finish my horrible paper.