There's no crying in baseball!!....
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: TapRoot
Topic: Random
Yesterday was awesome. It was Thursday, but it felt like Friday cause we don't have school today. Woo hoo! I'm sad though, cause there's no one around to hang out with, and I'm home alone and bored. Oh well. :D Last night I went to the jazz band concert at Orange. That was some fun stuff. Robert had like 3 solos! I'm not kidding, it was awesome. And Cassie sang a solo, yay! Then I went with Cassie, her mom, and David (Cassie's bf) and we went out to eat, and got smoothies at the Beverage Gallery. Then we went to a Bible study, it was lots o fun. We got home at like midnight, but it was ok, cause I slept in till 12 this morning! Craziness. lol :D Man, I have to help at this thing at church all weekend. Should be cool, but stupid Josh was supposed to come help, instead, he's out of town 4-wheeling. Haha, one of my friends this morning told me that they heard Josh and I were holding hands on the van!! Oh my gosh, how gay! lol. Yes, I made a mistake by doing that with Stew last year, but hello, I was pissed at Seth, lol. I can't believe this girl still wants people to hate me so much, lol. Whatever. One great thing I'm learning from Sarah is to let people say what they want, and not care. It's working for her, so I'm trying it, lol. Besides, these days, if I liked a guy, I'd tell the whole world. I wouldn't be immature and go trying to hold hands on a church van in secret. lol. Whatever. I wish I could've stopped in at Cresset today. I could've strung ** up by her hair. hehehe. I am feeling mischievious right now. Could it be that it's cause I'm home alone and bored? I need to get out and do something, ahhh!

The world keeps on slippin, slippin, slippin into the future....lol
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Nothing....blah :D
Topic: Friends (yay)
Wow, tonight was cool, even though Sarah didn't come. :( Oh well. Guess what? Josh is going out of town all weekend, so even though it's a 3-day weekend, I can't hang out with him at all! Loser...lol, oh well again. So yeah, I finally got to talk to Sarah tonight! Yay! So I'm not in the the mood to type anything new, so here's some of our convo, she's so awesome! lol:

frzzylizzybeth: you've gotta bring him to church sometime...lol sounds disasterous, but I think it'd be kinda fun :-D
frzzylizzybeth: lol
kandykiss831: he is, hes comin sunday mornin
frzzylizzybeth: yay!!!!! :-D

frzzylizzybeth: yeah I know it
frzzylizzybeth: grrr!!!!!
frzzylizzybeth: lol
frzzylizzybeth: just had to get that out :-D
frzzylizzybeth: yeah, you'd think he'd be smarter
frzzylizzybeth: guess love really is blind....
frzzylizzybeth: and deaf....
frzzylizzybeth: and stupid...
kandykiss831: LOL
frzzylizzybeth: and tasteless....
frzzylizzybeth: lol
frzzylizzybeth: and senseless....
frzzylizzybeth: shall I continue?
frzzylizzybeth: lol

kandykiss831: OHOHOHOHOH
frzzylizzybeth: :-D
kandykiss831: lol, that looks like a bunch of messed up HO HO HOs, lol
frzzylizzybeth: hahaha

frzzylizzybeth: he might listen to me, lol
kandykiss831: lol, I dunno, I think she's brainwashed him!!!
frzzylizzybeth: for real, like the Nazis!!!!
frzzylizzybeth: hahaha, she's a nazi!
kandykiss831: LOL
frzzylizzybeth: I'll remember that :-D
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That was awesome and like 3/4...lol. :D

He had it coming, he had it coming, he only had himself to blame...
Mood:  suave
Now Playing: Fountains of Wayne--
Topic: School was awesome
Yeah, Monday night I did go to the football game. We lost big time, but it was lots of fun! :D Well yesterday morning I woke up right before Jessica got here to pick me up. So I pretty much went to school in my p.j.'s and I didn't get to "pretty myself up." So yeah, morning started off kinda bad, then I realized I hadn't remembered my Algebra 2 homework which stunk big time. But last night made up for the crappy day. I had my first chorus concert of the year. It was AWESOME! We did everything right, yay! I even did really well on my solo. It was such a fun concert. :D And today was just as good. I actually got up early and was fully dressed and everything. lol :D. I did all my homework, and I even remembered to bring my mug for French. So tomorrow I can bring in hot chocolate packs, and I can drink hot choc. in French!! Yay! The simple pleasures :D. In US History we presented our Theme Park projects. It was so much fun, and our project was actually really good! All we did was sit and talk about the concert in Madrigals today. Tomorrow we're going to eat pizza and watch the video of the concert. I'm so excited. lol. Oh yeah, and in Chem, we were doing some lab to figure out the mole amount of chalk. It was great! All we had to do was weigh a piece of chalk, then write on a chalkboard for 20 minutes, then we weighed it again. lol. And what we did was use little black boards to write notes to people in 4th period. I wrote to my buddy Amanda. It was great! :D Tonight's ABS, but Sarah's not coming. :( It's ok though, cause she sounds like she'll be having more fun ;), lol. Well, I'm going to watch Boy Meets World, the BEST SHOW EVER!! :D

For the beauty of the earth, for the beauty of the skies.....
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: Mix CD
Topic: Average Day
Today was freaking awesome. lol :D I sound like a retard, oh well, I don't care. In french, we just talked about French houses and food the whole time. In Madrigals, we were working on our music for tomorrow night's concert, and Ms. William's gave me a solo. Ok, she gave it to me today, and the concert is tomorrow...ahhh! It's going to be great though, so everyone come to Orange High at 7 pm! We're working on a cool project thing in US History. And then we only went to English 6th period for like 20 mins. cause we had a pep rally. It was great! I love being a junior! Everyone booed the freshman, it was great! Lol, I have a lot of freshman friends, but still it was fun. So yeah, we had chorus practice after school and it's all good. Lol, I can't really think cause I'm trying to type and talk to Josh on the phone at the same time. So yeah, I'm gonna go. Yay, I might go to the football game tonight at Orange!! :D

I would have given you all of my heart, but there's someone who's torn it apart....
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Blink-182 and other Mix CD
Topic: Random
Yeah, I got bored so I changed the look of my blog, like it? Yeah, don't really care, lol. I know that sounds mean, but I like it. :D Yeah, tonight was church and SNAC sfterwards. It was alright, but the game was basketball, as usual. :P I didn't mind it too much though. But I was sad cause Sarah didn't come. Neither did Cory. :( I was looking forward to seeing Sarah and talking to her...in person, lol. We're always talking online. Well yeah, "he" was being a butthole tonight, and he didn't even realize. Maybe I'm just over-sensitive, but I don't care. I hate that I care about him so much. I mean, I should hate him. He was doing his whole "change according to who's around" thing. Tonight he was "Mr. Cool, Bball guy." I love that boy too much. In fact, here's some good lyrics from Three Days Grace that fit perfectly:

Every time we lie awake after every hit we take.
Every feeling that I get, but I haven't missed you yet.
Every roommate kept awake by every silent scream we make.
All the feelings that I get, but I still don't miss you yet.
Only when I stop to think about it...
I hate everything about you, why do I love you?
I hate everything about you, why do I love you?
Every time we lie awake after every hit we take.
Every feeling that I get, but I haven't missed you yet.
Only when I stop to think about it...
I hate everything about you, why do I love you?
I hate everything about you, why do I love you?
Only when I stop to think about you, I know
Only when you stop to think about me, do you know?
I hate everything about you, why do I love you?
You hate everything about me, why do you love me?
I hate, you hate, I hate, you love me...

I don't care if he reads this or not. I don't know why I care tonight in particular. Sarah thinks I'm crazy to care about him at all. She's prolly right, but when have I ever been smart about guys? Never. :D Maybe I'll wise up one of these days.
*Hey Matt, if you pay Johnny Depp $5, you think he'll call me?* :D lol!

This is the last time I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you....
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Beloved
I didn't end up getting to do anything with Josh or Leighton yesterday. oh well. This morning was cool. Sarah was at Sunday School, it's a miracle! lol. She had to leave afterwards to go to church with Lee. :'( tears, lol. I got to help Cory in the sound booth. It was so funny. He actually muted Pastor Earl's lapel for a second while he was preaching!! On purpse! I couldn't believe it, but it was so funny. :D He kept trying to do it again, but I wouldn't let him. I didn't want us to get in trouble, lol. Earl read this letter from Eric in the service. I started crying like crazy. Eric is Elaine's husband who's been in Iraq. He's coming home today! Everyone's really excited. We keep joking that we won't see Elaine at all while he's here, lol. :D Tonight's SNAC, so it's a good thing I don't have any homework, so I can be out late. Stewart took my hat and stretched it at church this morning. Then Kenny put it on and stretched it even more! It was kinda worth is to see it on Kenny though. lol :D My sis got a new GameCube game last night, Lord of the Rings!! Yeah, my bro's playing it, I think I'm going to go watch. :D I can't believe tomorrow's already Monday! Ahhhh! :D

Somehow I knew that it would end this way. Somehow I knew that this would slowly fade....
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: All-American Rejects
Lol, man, what a morning already. I was up so early cause of the stupid phone ringing! lol. It's ok though, cause Sarah was online, and I got to talk to her. Lol.
frzzylizzybeth: I think someone needs to get beat up on Sunday
frzzylizzybeth: you and me together babe
frzzylizzybeth: lol :-D
kandykiss831: lol

frzzylizzybeth: I know, grrr!! we can be grrrr together, lol
frzzylizzybeth: there a line from the movie, I Robot...let me think about it
frzzylizzybeth: "If being the last sane man in the world makes me crazy, then ok, I guess I'm crazy" <<frzzylizzybeth: lol
frzzylizzybeth: guess we're crazy :-)
frzzylizzybeth: man, that little kid pain medicine is working like a charm lol
kandykiss831: lol, kewl kewl
frzzylizzybeth: maybe I should try some of that gold bond stuff, lol
frzzylizzybeth: j/k :-D
kandykiss831: LOL!!!
kandykiss831: Id forgotten about that!!
frzzylizzybeth: haha yeah!
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Wow, we're crazy. Hey she's sick and I'm in pain, what's your excuse?? lol. :D Today is awesome, no hw, and no family around! lol. Nothing to do but twiddle my thumbs...ok, "twiddling my thumbs" doesn't make any sense! lol....

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Today it felt, it felt better....found a box of sharp objects, what a beautiful day...
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: The Used (yeah buddy)
Topic: Average Day
Well, I think everything is afraid to die today...lol. Everything after school was cancelled. Plus, we didn't get to have our pep rally today. poopie. We had a very interesting discussion in English with Mr. Assael about Judaism. I don't believe it, but it was interesting. Yeah, the storm got really bad during late 5th period, and all of 6th period. I had 2 tests and a quiz today. I got back my chem quiz, it was an 87. I thought I Aced it, oh well. All the junk's pretty much died down, which is good. Hope it doesn't blow up later, lol. Last night the mexican called. He told me I HAD TO hang out with him tomorrow. Well, no one's gonna be around in my family, all day, and I have no homework, so who know's what I'll do? But he's the only one I know with a basement, so maybe I will so I won't die in this storm! lol.
**Boys are stupid...
but not nearly as stupid as the girls who like them.** lol! Don't ask. "I'll savor every moment of this...

All alone, but I feel fine....
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Good Charlotte--The Young and the Hopeless
Topic: Average Day
Wowsers...what a week. Yesterday after was school was cool. I went to Amanda's house to hang out and help her with Algebra 2 stuff. I'm not a Kerry/Edwards fan, but John Edwards was sexy beast in high school, lol, we saw a pic. So yeah, then we went to pick up Ashley from Will's house, and went to school to put some 3 year old hot dog on Stan's car!! Lol, no joke, Amanda found it buried in her sister's old toybox!! It was so nasty and really hard. Geoff got his wisdom teeth pulled. He was so doped up on morphine. He's doing better today. But he's just been sitting around playing GameCube since Monday! lol. Oh yeah, I was listening to Blink-182 with Amanda and Ashley, and the last song on the CD is about freaking grandpa. Nasty crap!! I couldn't believe my ears. :P blech! Lol, it was hecka funny though. Leighton called last night and said he was hurt that Josh came over and he couldn't, lol. I met this guy Joe on Sunday night at Hang Time, he's pretty cool. He plays tennis, I can't play tennis worth a crap, lol. But it's cool. My neighbor, Lee, has cows that squint when you yell at them, lol. Well at least one, cause we yelled at it from Amanda's truck and one of his eyes started squinting!! lol. Well yeah, I'm really feeling lazy. I'm also kinda sad cause Sarah's going to a concert with Lee tonight instead of coming to ABS. :'( *tear*. Oh well, I'm happy for her, she's prolly gonna have a heck of a lot of fun. I had to go into Mrs. Ingram's room to make up a video I missed. It was about the Salem Witch Trials. That's some freaky stuff, lol. I think the secret to the girls pretending to be possessed was some of that "New World, Colonial Weed." lol. I made that up, for you not so smart people, it's not for real, lol. Oh man, I just realized I'm gonna have to ride on the van since Sarah won't be there. Poopie. Well, I'm off to church now, thankfully HE doesn't hate me anymore, that would make tonight a load of crap, lol....

I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream...I'm breaking a habit tonight.
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Finger Eleven (again :D)
Topic: It's So Stupid
Man, I always get involved, why why why?? I try so hard to help people, and then I say too much, or slip up once, then everything crashes. If you knew the situation, you'd probably think I shouldn't be sorry to this person, but I feel so bad. Maybe I'm stupid, but I don't care, he matters the world to me. I'm just grateful for awesome girl friends like the awesome one who took a lot of crap tonight, yet still took the time to fix things for me. How awesome can you get? Maybe this was all my fault, maybe not, but I somehow get involved, even when I don't mean too. I guess I'm ok now, cause everything's better. It's just, he may never read this, but life was crap when we weren't friends, and now that we are, the last thing I want to do in this world is to screw that up. I mean, I'm so stupid, if he's not talking to me, I always get really down. But you know, whatever's going on with the other people, I'm just glad for that awesome girl, and for this guy's forgiveness. I just wish I could fix it all. It hurts me to see them fight. You may not know what I'm talking about, but you prolly don't want to. And considering my new "no getting involved" policy, don't ask, cause I prolly won't tell you. Thanks to my awesome friends who are there, ever when I'm stupid. It doesn't seem fair that I'm happy, and they're still mad. Oh well, I love you guys. :D Have to finish my horrible paper.