...to make you all just a bit like me....
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Incubus
Topic: School was awesome
I did end up going to church last night. I spent all of puppet practice talking to Forrest (not Dyer, but the other one). That was cool. He's a nerd like me, cause he's in all honors classes. And he's from cali too, how scary is that?!? Well yeah, anyway, Josh Flack came, and so did a bunch of other people who usually don't, and it was SNAC after church, but I didn't stay--for the first time ever! lol :D But anyways, Flackie said he's going to the fair tomorrow afternoon after school, and so I might get to go. We'll be out late, but hey, it should be worth it, as long as I don't have a lot of hw. Keep my fingers crossed. Today was cool, I actually got a good night sleep, so I got up early enough to get ready. :D lol Chorus was fun cause it's "hell week" A.K.A. the week before the fall musical. So we didn't have to sing, but we did get to help beat the dust out of these mattresses, it was funny. :D At lunch, Daniel dumped tan bark all over me while I was laying on the blanket outside at our picnic. I was sad, lol. But one of my friends had an extra Dr. Pepper, and gave it to me. :D Oh the simple joys....

Love is as strong as hell... (lol, it's Biblical, pastor Earl said so this morning...)
Mood:  quizzical
Now Playing: Taproot
Topic: Random
Last night I babysat for Ken and Steph while they went out to eat with my parents. They're awesome. I didn't have to put them in time out even once last night! :D lol. They have completely memorized the movie Barbie Swan Lake, and Barbie The Princess and the Pauper. lol, it's soooo cute. :D Madison also taught me how to be a cheerleader. lol, I've never been, or want to be a cheerleader. haha, but it was cute. Madison made up this routine that we did, it was cute. This morning was cool. I actually sat downstairs during the first service. I think I'm gonna start doing that, cause it keeps me out of trouble, and then me, my family, Brandon, Ken, etc., we all laugh at Earl's funny comments. Like this morning! Oh my gosh, it caught us so off guard. He was talking about the love of people who are married for each other, and how strong it is. Well first, for some background, lol, read Song of Songs 8:6-7. lol, first he said that love was as strong as death. And then he was like "love is as strong as hell." hahaha, oh my gosh. Taken out of context, our pastor sounds evil, lol. Then he was talking bout how funny it would be if he was doing a wedding ceremony, and he asked if the groom would take his bride till death do us part, and he said "like hell I would!" lol, that was even funnier, we all died laughing. Well, 2nd service was cool too cause Sarah AND Christina came. :D yay! hehehe. Sarah won't be there tonight though, cause I guess it's Lee's b-day. Sheesh, I just took a nap all afternoon, and now I'm disoriented cause I have no idea what's going on, or where my mom and sis are. I thought we're going to church, but who knows? lol

You know me, I've lost it completely...
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Finger Eleven (and some other mix of stuff)....
Topic: Random
Another silly quiz thingy, all about me, yay! :D lol. Enjoy it...

1. First Name: Elizabeth
2. Were you named after anybody?: I was names after the Elizabeth in the Bible, and my middle name, Frances was named after my grandma.
3. Do you wish on stars? Yeah, I wish I could meet Johnny Depp everyday...he's a star isn't he? lol
4. When did you last cry? Hmm..last night.
6. What is your favorite lunch meat? Turkey! :D
7. What is your birth date? March 19, 1989
8. What is your most embarrassing CD? Hmmm..Michelle Branch, prolly.
9. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? Hmm..Yeah, cause we'd sure have a lot in common. :D lol, but seriously, I'm not sure. I Don't know what my friends see in me, lol.
10. Are you a daredevil? No, not really. Compared to lime jello, maybe. :D
11. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? No...sometimes I make a mistake and talk about people. But I've never told a secret I SWORE not to tell.
12. Do looks matter? I feel the same way about peoples' looks as I do with foods' looks: Even if it isn't pretty, it doesn't mean it tastes bad. But you do need to keep an eye out for mold. :D hehehe
13. How do you release anger? I turn on something like Norma Jean really loud, and cry, or scream, or bang stuff against the wall. Sometimes I throw my cat if she won't leave me alone.
14. Where is your second home? Hmmm..My old neighbors, Cheri and Todd, and my best friend Shannon's house. :D
15. Do you trust others easily? Used to, now it's really hard.
16. What was your favorite toy as a child? Barbies, heck yeah!
17. What class in high school do you think was totally useless? Hmmm...Art, lol.
18. Do you have a journal? Yes I do, but I always forget to write in it after a week. lol. I always update my online journal though.
19. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Yeah, but not as much as I used to. Most NC people don't really get it.
21. What are your nicknames? Frizzy Lizzy, Poodle (that's a new one), Eli, Biddits.
22. Would you bungee jump? No
24. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Never
25. Do you think that you are strong? No, not really.
26. Favorite Ice cream flavor? Mint Choc. Chip
27. Shoe size? 9, I think 8 in Chucks
28. Red/Pink? Pink
30. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? My procrastination, but body-wise, hmmm, prolly my nasty feet.
31. Who do you miss most? My best friend, Shannon.
33. What color pants and shoes are you wearing? Black pants, and no shoes.
34. What are you listening to right now? Finger Eleven
35. Last thing you ate? Cereal.
36. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Bittersweet...lol.
37. What is the weather like right now? Cold and sunny.
38. Last person you talked to on the phone? Josh F.
39. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Their attitude, lol... But prolly their face.
41. Favorite Drink? Dr. Pepper
42. Favorite Sport? Baseball
43. Hair Color? Brown
44. Eye Color? Brown
45. Do you wear contacts? Nope
46. Favorite Food? Mexican
47. Last Movie You Watched? A Shot In the Dark
51. Scary Movies Or Happy Endings? Happy endings
52. Summer Or Winter? Winter
53. Hugs or Kisses? Hugs
55. What Is Your Favorite Dessert? Brownies
58. Living Arrangements? mom, dad, geoff, becca, big house, pets. lol
59. What Books Are You Reading? Adventures of huckleberry finn
60. What's On Your Mouse Pad? What a silly question! My mouse is on my mouse pad, silly. :P
62. What Did You Watch Last night on TV? No TV last night
63. Favorite Smells? Burning wood in winter
64. Rolling Stones or Beatles? Rolling Stones!
65. Do you believe in Evolution or Creationist? Creation, heck yeah!
66. What's the furthest you've been from home? Hmmm...I'm furthest from home now...NC from Cali, that's far, lol.

You fill me up, you're in my veins, your love could take my breath away
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: STAIND (again...awesome CD)
Topic: This is cool
Today I didn't have school, so I slept in really late. Then I sat at home being lazy till me, mom, and Geoff went to Southpointe. We tried going into Nordstrom, which I used to love, but now, I feel like "non-fashionable" or something. lol. I was like, "I'm looking for jeans" and the lady was like, "what kind." I was like, "ummmm, maybe not these stretchy ones." Cause stretchy jeans always get smaller faster, and cling to every curve. I actually felt fat trying on some of these jeans, I was like, ok, no. lol. I've decided that I just don't really like to shop. Then Geoff and I both agreed to go to Hot Topic, and mom was like, ahhh satan store. lol. But it was cool. I love me mommy, listen to this. My mom told me I needed a new pair of shoes, so I saw these really cute black and pink skate shoes, and some silver low-top chucks. And I tried them both on, but was just gonna get the skate shoes. Then my mom was like, well, if you let me wear the chucks sometimes, we can buy both. I was like.... HALLELUJAH! HALLELUJAH! lol :D I didn't find any jeans, but some really cute black pants with grey stripes in hot topic, so that was awesome. I'm going back later to get this belt that buckles like a seat belt, and has bottle tops all over it. :D I still don't like to shop, but whenever my mom does something like that, I remember just how blessed I really am. :) Then we ate at the food court, and then we saw the movie, Hero. I wanted to see Friday Night Lights, but Geoff won the fight. I was glad too, cause Hero was an awesome movie. It's that Chinese, martial arts movie. I highly suggest seeing it, it was sweet. A little hard to follow at times, but awesome. :D I'm just feeling really poopie right now cause I ate too much at the mall and movie, lol, and I'm tired. Had a convo with mom and Geoff in the car on the way to the mall bout what happened Wed. night and just other stuff that's been happening, and we started talking bout our old co op in Cali, and stuff we did. Kinda makes me sad to think about it. I mean, God's done a lot for us here, I know that. And I've made a lot of friends that I'm so glad I did. But sometimes I just wonder why all the crap that's happened here had to be included. I mean, I miss having my best friend to understand everything, and let me cry on her shoulder. Sometimes I just don't want to hear advice, I just want to cry. But I know it's selfish cause crap happens to everyone. I guess that makes me less of a person, cause I can blame my problems on moving here, even though that's not a good reason...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I know that it never goes away.
All I feel everything I'm not today.
So I try and I try to make everything right,
I don't feel like I'm doing it, it effects me.
Wouldn't listen even if I told you, who am I to say?
You're to busy with the lies they sold you,
and all the cure effects your day.
Now you walk wherever they will lead you, while the edges slowly fray.
I know that everything can change.
What I need is to open up again.
So never again will I look back and faint
cause today's not the past, I don't need to relive it.
Wouldn't listen even if I told you, who am I to say?
You're to busy with the lies they sold,
and all the cure effects your day.
Now you'll walk wherever they will lead you, while the edges slowly fray.
Are you satisfied? I've given all I can.
And are you pacified? Or do you want more from me?
Wouldn't listen even if I told you, who am I to say?
You're to busy with the lies they sold,
and all the cure effects your day.
Now you'll walk wherever they will lead you, while the edges slowly fray.
I've learned that this life's not just a game.
Just a light between the pleasures and the pain.
Wouldn't listen even if I told you, who am I to say?
You're to busy with the lies they sold,
and all the cure effects your day.
Now you'll walk wherever they will lead you, while the edges slowly fray...

There is no Arizona.....
Mood:  special
Now Playing: Primus--Sailling the Seas of Cheese
Topic: School was awesome
Man, just be glad that I didn't write in here last night. It would not have been pleasant to read. But now I've cooled down some, and had a good day, so I'm ok now. I really don't want to relive what happened, so I'm not going to even talk about it. All I can say is, it's hard to actually try to be a witness, and live for God, then be around nicer, more thoughtful people at school than at church. I mean, for real, I get so mad with hypocritical people who don't care if their actions glorify God. But that's all I will say. Thankfully, I don't have any issues with anyone at school, so it's a safe place. lol. :D Oh man, just as a side note, Mrs. Johnson has a bunch of those posters and stuff in her classroom. One of them is that little dog, I think from the Dilbert cartoons or something, and it says "Out, out, you demons of stupidity!" Lol, I really need one of those, that's how I feel a lot of the time with people. Lol, I think I need to learn to tolerate people better, oh well. I had 2 tests today, but they actually weren't too bad, so I was happy. I don't have any homework, and we have a 3-day weekend!!!! Yay!!! No school tomorrow!! Tonight's the holy ghost weiner roast at coach shriner's house, so I'm going to that. It's for our FCA. :D I think I might go shopping tomorrow with my mommy. I have really gotten to the point where I could care less about clothes. I mean, my clothes are getting so small and worn out, cause I don't care about looking nice. Right now I have ONE PAIR OF JEANS! No, I don't mean, one per outfit, I mean ONE PAIR OF JEANS, lol. :D Oh yeah, I was talking to Seth bout it today. lol, read this:
frzzylizzybeth: man, I have to go shopping tomorrow for clothes :-\
frzzylizzybeth: I sound so not girly, but I really don't like clothes shopping
frzzylizzybeth: but I only have one pair of jeans
frzzylizzybeth: lol
frzzylizzybeth: and they're wearing out :-P
mydadisadork87: yea i like clothes shopin
mydadisadork87: only without my parents
frzzylizzybeth: you never go clothes shopping lol
frzzylizzybeth: well at least, you never wear new clothes
frzzylizzybeth: lol
Well anyways, that was cool. I am glad that at least I'm getting along with Seth. Lol, that is one great accomplishment in my life. :D lol. I still can't wait till halloween weekend. Cause we have scaremare, and then, of course, trick or treating!! Jessica L. might go with us now. Yay! :D Lol, I really talk in these things like a lot of people actually read them. Hahaha. I know of one who does. And he might be reading this right this very second! lol. I love all of my silly friends. :D

Before you jump to any conclusions, try walking in my shoes...
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Finger Eleven
Topic: Average Day
Oh man, I forgot to write about this last night. Yesterday, I was going with my mom to Person County to send out for my passport. There was this dump truck in front of us, and this rock came flying off and hit our windshield. If it had hit a little bit lower, it would have shattered the whole thing, but where it hit, it only sent some glass flying into the car. It all landed on me, and one piece almost got my eye. But we were really lucky. So yeah, the day got better though, lol. I went to the powder bowl game last night. The sophomores kicked the freshmen's butts. For real, it was sooo awesome. We lost to the seniors, but oh well, it always happens. My WHOLE FAMILY came last night. So did Ken and his family. It was fun. Today was really good. I didn't really have to do too much. In chorus, it was fun, cause we didn't do anything, so I went to the practice rooms. And John was with this Jeff kid doing percussion, so I went in there, and they taught me how to do it. It was fun. :D I hope Ms. Williams does that tomorrow too. I just talked to Leighton a little while ago. He was actually online! :D Yay! It's decided, I finally have something to do on halloween. Leighton and Travis Owens are going trick or treating, so I'm going with them. We're going as punks, cause they'll already be dressed like that for their battle of the bands that night. I'm excited! I can't wait till he's not grounded anymore. He's cool. He was being nice, and actually said I would make a good gf, instead of saying that I'd never have a bf. lol. :D Well yeah, I'm off to do hw, cause I'm a junior, so I have to take that poopie PSAT tomorrow. It's apparently the format of the NEW SAT!! oh yay, teachers get excited about stuff like that. :P lol.

Today's not the past, I don't need to relive it....
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: Incubus
Topic: Random
Last night was the first time in like ever that I was there for puppets, and we were the last people at church after the evening service. It felt like the old days. :D It was kinda weird though, don't know why. I had like an awesome convo with **** (lol, everyone knows who that is) after church. Like, we talked for a long time in the parking lot. I miss talking to him, he's like really cool and understanding when he doesn't hate you. lol :D. We just talked about my week, and some stuff going on with me. Of all people, it was kinda random. Cause, we just don't talk in person, it's just not what we do. lol. I was so tired, cause I came home, made dinner, and watched part of a movie with my mommy. I didn't finish all of my hw, so I had to go to the library at lunch to finish it all. I don't even think I did my annotated bibliographies for Mr. Assael right. Sheesh, I can never do anything right for his class. :P Oh yeah, I had to take some computer skills test, so I missed all of 1st pd, and half of 2nd. But it was cool. Chem was boring as usual, lol, so I talked to Jessica almost through the whole lesson. I sound so evil, this is the first class ever where I've done that. Mrs. Confer doesn't really care, and Jess sits behind me, so yeah. I didn't talk the WHOLE TIME, just every now and then. We decided we're "anti-freshman"....sorry Jew. ;) lol. Oh yay! Tonight's powder bowl. :D I'm not playing, but I'm going. I can't wait to see the guys cheerleading. lol! :D I'm telling you what, the sophomores had better beat the freshman, that's all I have to say. We'll prolly lose to the seniors, but oh well. The sophomores are my buddies, and I hope they beat the freshman. Ken and his family are supposed to be coming tonight. This time of the year is always weird. Maybe it's a nostalgic time. Cause the season's changing from being mostly warm the past 5 or 6 months, to being really cold. And it's a new school year and all. It's weird, and kinda sad. Like, remembering the past. Which is why it was interesting to talk to **** last night, cause this was about the time last year when we were growing apart. :( Things were still cool about now...but right around halloween, it went downhill. Can't believe it's been a year. At least I'm over it...*Genesis 5:8*

I sold my soul to get here, how bout you?.....
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: STAIND-14 Shades of Gray
Topic: Random
Friday night we went out as a family to eat at Tokyo Express. That was fun. I saw Melissa, LJ, and some other people I knew there. It was cool. Yesderday was really active. :D I was supposed to hang out with Cory in the morning, but the fact that I don't have a license set in and ruined that one. :P I went with Ryan to his "gig" early. Leighton saw me and like gave me a huge hug as usual, and he was covered in sweat and white paint. haha. So yeah, their band played for a while, then I helped them take everything down and pack up. Dude, it was great, Jessica L. was there, and she screamed, it was so awesome. Oh yeah, and Sarah and Lee came too. :D yay! I love seeing them, they're so awesome, lol. So that was fun, then I went with Ryan to Mebane, and I ended up being able to hang out with Cory anyway, which was cool. :D Ryan has this duck puppet, and when you open and close it's mouth, it makes quacking sounds to the tune of songs like Old Macdonald! lol, Cory put it on, and stuck it out the window while we were driving down the highway. People were looking at us weird, it was soooo funny! We always have so much fun, we even went to Burger King, but it wasn't raining. lol, inside joke. :D Oh yeah, sidenote, I wore my "Robert is my hero" shirt to the concert, he liked it. Well, Leighton is still grounded so I still can't see him. poopie. :P I saw Ryan's new house, it's cool. He actually had FOOD in the FRIDGE! Amazing! ;) We went to the Beverage Gallery, and we were watching these funny video clips online, and suddenly, we had a big group of people standing around Ryan's laptop watching, it was funny. That was really fun. Now I'm just chilling out at home; there's not much to do. This morning started off kinda poopie, I woke up late, and got yelled at by my parents. Then, in the middle of the service, my dad came up to the balcony and made me come sit with them downstairs, so I left Josh all alone up there. Oh well. I'm just still so tired, and stressed, and just, like, blech. I'm also really confused about some stuff, and it's weirding me out. It's so much easier when you love one person, and you know you do, and that doesn't change. But it's hard to start over, and be unsure of how you feel. Especially when other people aren't helping. :P Nevermind, I make no sense. I'll just spare you, and keep the rest to myself. Besides, I need to go do hw, and watch Ferris Bueller's Day Off. Heck yeah! :D You can't be sad or upset while watching that movie, that's why I'm gonna go watch it... :D

If you don't like me, I will be crushed like a fly under the foot of the earth....
Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: Sheesh, still no music on this computer.....
Topic: This is cool
This has been a week of ups and downs. Man, I swear, every teacher has given me a butt-load of homework every night this week! I have not gone to bed before 11 pm any night this week either. :P Silly teachers. I've sat outside every day, 'cept for Wednesday cause I went to the band room to hang out while Robert, Elijah, and some kid named Jeff played some music. I've had like 7 quizzes and tests altogether this week. It's been craziness! Yesterday morning, I got to school, and turns out I had to make up my school pics right then. So I threw on some eyeliner and ran into the auditorium. Lol, it was funny, they'll prolly look like crap. Well, he still has a gf, thought it wouldn't last. But I'm honestly ok now. He's an awesome friend, and at least we talk a lot, and hang out still. I'm glad for that. I guess I'll go back to being the "buddy, pal, like a guy" friend. Ha! So while all my guy friends are having girl problems, I'm there to help them out. :D Oh man, Robert got some secret admirer love note today. I felt bad for the girl, but I laughed so hard when I read it. I mean, maybe she really does like him, but she didn't even sign her name. It was all "6th grade-like". lol! Well anyways, It think the family and I are gonna go see a movie or something. :D Yay!! Imma gonna go now....

It's the end of the world as we know it....
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: The voices in my head...:D
Topic: Sad/Confused
Today had some good moments, and a lot of bad ones. I have so much homework, poopie. I got a B minus on my French test, I had to take a Chem quiz that I prolly did really badly on. I got my English paper back and it was an 85..sheesh, what is wrong with me this year? :P We had a mock constitutional convention in US History today, that was fun fun fun. At lunch, we had another picnic. It was great, I brought my CD player and some old computer speakers, so we listened to music. Poor Mary Catherine, she got stung by a bee. And she's the tough one who doesn't freak out when they fly around our picnic. Daniel brought a CD that had Monty Python stuff on it, so we listened to it. :D Madrigals is gonna be fun the next few weeks, cause I'm not gonna be here for the next concert, so I get to just sing whatever part I want. :D Well, I guess the day sounds good when I talk about it, but if you only knew what happened....All I can say is I thought I finally found an awesome guy that I got along with, and everyone was good...he has a girlfriend. I'm such an idiot, and I'm sad. Oh well, I can go back to obsessing over the past...Genesis 5:8*...