It's the end of the world as we know it....
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: The voices in my head...:D
Topic: Sad/Confused
Today had some good moments, and a lot of bad ones. I have so much homework, poopie. I got a B minus on my French test, I had to take a Chem quiz that I prolly did really badly on. I got my English paper back and it was an 85..sheesh, what is wrong with me this year? :P We had a mock constitutional convention in US History today, that was fun fun fun. At lunch, we had another picnic. It was great, I brought my CD player and some old computer speakers, so we listened to music. Poor Mary Catherine, she got stung by a bee. And she's the tough one who doesn't freak out when they fly around our picnic. Daniel brought a CD that had Monty Python stuff on it, so we listened to it. :D Madrigals is gonna be fun the next few weeks, cause I'm not gonna be here for the next concert, so I get to just sing whatever part I want. :D Well, I guess the day sounds good when I talk about it, but if you only knew what happened....All I can say is I thought I finally found an awesome guy that I got along with, and everyone was good...he has a girlfriend. I'm such an idiot, and I'm sad. Oh well, I can go back to obsessing over the past...Genesis 5:8*...

You've gotta be kidding me...
Mood:  spacey
Topic: Random
What a weekend. Saturday night, I went and got food and saw Ladder 49 with Pam, Joe, and Tommy. That was so much fun. Sunday, I didn't do anything all day really except clean my room and sit around. Then, Sunday night, my mommy surprisingly let me go to band practice with Ryan instead of evening church. I had to go to church at 4 anyway though, cause Miss Becky needed my help with something, but we never ended up doing it anyway. Cory and Stew were exhausted from the family fall retreat this weekend. I felt bad for them. Travis B. went with me and Ryan to band practice. Then we had to go all the way to Durham to take him home, so Ryan dropped me with my family at Texas Roadhouse. I didn't get home till like 11 pm, so I was soooo tired today. I've never felt this tired and sick, I thought I would fall asleep in every class. :D lol. Oh yeah, Leighton, Ryan, Travis, and Robert's band are playing on Saturday at First Baptist. Robert's so funny at practices, he just plays while everyone else is like messing around, changing stuff, or arguing. :D It's funny. So I'm gonna make a shirt that says "Bass players rule" on the back, and the front will say "Robert is my hero." lol :D Well anyway, other than almost falling asleep in every class, today was a good day. I realized this weekend that I get bored and want to go back to school. Mostly to see my friends, and also to see * :D hehehe. We had a picnic outside today, I love it. We ate and sat on blankets in the beautiful sun. :D It was awesome. Hopefully it'll be sunny tomorrow so we can sit out there. I can't wait till we do our "Constitutional Convention Simulation" in US History tomorrow. Cassie is gonna be Ben Franklin. It's gonna be sooo funny. I'm excited! :D I think I'm gonna go sleep now..lol. :D

This is the song of panther loyalty, it is the song of certain victory...
Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: Hmm...Panther band songs in my head (hence the title)....
Topic: Friends (yay)
Lol, I'm so random. Man, last night was so awesome. My daddy and I went out to eat, then we went to the homecoming football game. We all thought it would be cancelled cause the sky looked really nasty. But it only rained a little bit, not too much thunder. Cassie was happy cause she got to wear her orange umbrella hat. :D We sat down by the band on the far right side of the stadium, down at the bottom by the fence so we were up close on the field. :D yay. We cheered for the band more than we cheered for the football team, cause we lost 7-14. lol. But it was still cool, cause Amanda Allen won homecoming queen! Yay!! It was hard to choose who to vote for cause I had so many friends on homecoming court. Well anyway, for the second half of the game, I sat with Linnea and Sarah with the band. They're in color guard, so it was fun. They were like, yeah, you should so do it Elizabeth, cause it's easy, and it would be fun. Can't you see me trying to twirl a big flag? lol. I'd get to go with them to competitions and stuff.:D It would be cool though, cause then...well nevermind. lol. More secrets, shhhh. ;) But after the game, Cassie, LJ, and I went to Cassie's house and watched Goonies while we ate popcorn and chocolate cake! :D It was so much fun, that movie is sooo hilarious! I ended up sleeping over, and we went to school this morning for Cassie's musical rehearsal. My mom picked me up, and we got coffee and rented some movies. Speaking on which, I'm going to go watch Ferris Bueller's Day Off right now. THE BEST MOVIE EVER!! Well, next to the Back to the Future Trilogy. I love 80's movies!! lol :D P.S. The title of this post is the lyrics to our "school anthem." lol, that's only part I remembered. Cassie knows the rest. :D

Only known you just a week or two, but baby I'm so into you, can hardly breathe.....
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: Linkin Park
Topic: School was awesome
Today was like the best ever! It was Ag day, Orange black and white day, and homecoming day. We had Ag day (no class) till the end of 4th period/2nd lunch. Then we went to 5th period, but Mrs. Ingram didn't make us do anything :D. I almost fell asleep cause I was so tired. Then we were in 6th period for like 10 minutes, then we had a pep rally! It was great, it was like 45 minutes long, it was so much fun! I helped with the Beta Club carnival games during 1st and 2nd periods. Then I helped run karaoke with Mrs. Williams for 3rd period. Madrigals had to sing at the beginning of 4th. Then my mommy brought be Subway, and it made me really happy, cause I was really hungry. People tried to eat some of it, but I kept it all. :D lol. Man, lol, you might be wondering about the "crushed out" mood on this post and the last one. Yeah, not gonna talk about it yet. I choose, for once, to keep things to myself. lol :D But I can say that I'm happy because I've actually found an awesome, nice, funny, cute, did I say awesome? guy that is outside of my "church circle." I do want a Christian guy, but just, outside our church, lol. So he does not go to EBC regularly, irregularly, or anything. I don't know if he's even ever been there, lol. Not sure if anything will happen, but to be honest, I really don't care too much, and I do at the same time. Like, I don't care if I never have a bf in high school, but it'd be kinda nice to find an awesome guy. Well yeah, that's enough of that. :D hehehe (evil laugh). Last night was the fundraiser at Chick-fil-a. It went so awesome! I ended up having to WEAR a sign about our group, lol. I danced around and attracted people to us, lol. Logan ran the "prize wheel." Lots of people from church and stuff showed up! Yay! Thanks guys! But NONE OF MY FRIENDS CAME. :( I was soooo sad. I was like, not bored, but sad, cause I invited them all. Boo hoo, oh well. It still went really well, and I am excited. Well tonight is the homecoming game at Orange! Woo hoo, Go Panthers!! We'd better win, we're playing Hillside, lol. Josh Flack might get to go, not sure yet. Hahaha. Sorry, random, I was just thinking about something that had nothing to do with what I just said. Nevermind, I'm a weirdo. :D But I'm a happy weirdo! :D

So much time, so little to do....Wait, strike that, reverse it :D
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: Nothing :D I know I'm lame
Topic: School was awesome
Wow, I hate making up for like 4 missed days. However, it is a sacrifice I must make because I know how much everyone LOVES to read this and know every little detail of my life. :D lol. This week has been spirit week at school, and it was been freakin awesome!! Monday was fun, cause it was PJ day, and I almost fell asleep in every class because of it. Tuesday was prolly in my top two of the days. It was BLAST FROM THE PAST day!! :D Cassie and I decided to dress up from the 80's and attempted to get all of the junior class to do it. It was great! A lot of them did, I couldn't believe it! Lori brought a big black boom box, and we "jammed" to 80's music in the halls. It was awesome! Tuesday night, Ryan picked me up in the middle of band practice so I could come, but when we got there, they were done, and Leighton was doing homework. So yeah, we went and messed around in Dollar General and then had some Pop's pizza. While we were there, we found out from his sister that Clayton King was speaking at Elon, so we went!! It was so awesome! I love hearing Clayton King speak. I got home at like 11 pm though. I didn't dress up yesterday cause I was out so late, and plus it was wacky tacky day, and I didn't feel like being tacky. ABS was cool last night, but Sarah wasn't there again. :( But I got to talk to her online :D, yay! I wanna be a bridesmaid in the wedding, Sarah! lol (I don't mean Miranda's, lol). Well anyway, today was the best! It was favorite character day, and there were some AWESOME costumes. Brandon was Captain Jack Sparrow, and I swear he looked JUST LIKE HIM! He had the exact costume, he had "dirt" all over his hands and stuff, and he even had the nasty black, nappy hair. It was awesome! I was Dino the Dinosaur from the Flinstones cause Cassie was Betty, Lori was Wilma, Elijah was Fred, and Brena was Pebbles. It was great! Well yeah, Emily dressed up like Orlando Bloom in Pirates of the Caribbean, and I was thinking I should've been Elizabeth, lol. Two of my other favorite costumes were Matt H. as Willy Wonka (purple stockings and all), and Robert as Sam from Lord of the Rings!! He looked so great. :D There were also a couple "Sadaam Husseins" there today. As well as some soldiers and secret service agents! :D Well that's enough blabbing for now. Tomorrow is Ag day, Orange, Black, and White day, and Homecoming (including pep rally)!! It's gonna be the best day of the year! I only have to go to 5th period!!! Awesome!! :D....

*How can a blind man be a lookout? **How can an idiot be a policeman? Answer me that!!
Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: NOW 15 (so shoot me people, I'm in a mood, lol)
Choir went surprisingly well tonight. It was fun, I had to play parts on the keyboard, and I had never seen the music before in my life, so I was like screwing up like crazy. :D Oh well. Ken spoke tonight, yay! It was good, I always love hearing Ken speak. Me, daddy, and the Tilleys all went to Bandito's after church tonight. That's some good stuff :D. Madison was telling us some of the Spanish she knows, it was cute. Stephanie asked me to come to the Fall Family Retreat. My family can't go, but they need child care for 2 or 3 kids, so I might do it. My way will be payed for and stuff, so that's cool. :D I think I'll do it. It's sad, cause I'll hafta miss the homecoming football game. But, you know what? We'll prolly lose NEway, lol, and I don't wanna see another loss. :P hehehe. Oh my gosh, Aaron now calls me giggles, cause he says I say "hehehe" alot! :D Oh well. Sarah's sick, and that makes me sad. I got to talk to Christina tonight. I love my Cali girl, she's so funny. I forgot to save some of the convo to put up here, oh well. I actually did all my hw this afternoon, plus some extra stuff that's not due till like Friday, cause I didn't want extra hw this week. It's SPIRIT WEEK! Tomorrow is PJ day, yay! Lol, but I can't sleep in, cause I don't wanna wear the pj's that I sleep in. Mostly cause it's hot, and I wear my "skanky pj's" tonight, then I'll wear "school-appropriate pj's" tomorrow. :D yay!

Is it Luck??
Mood:  amorous
Now Playing: Primus--Sailing the Seas of Cheese
Topic: This is cool
This morning was interesting, and fun too. I went to church for both of the services to help carry flags. Allow me to explain: this weekend was our church's "go" missions weekend. So Friday night they had this missions forum where you could come and talk to real missionaries from around the world. Then yesterday, we had this missions convention thingy-mabobber. The gym was split up into different regions from around the world, and each region had information, food, and missionaries from that region. So yeah, I helped in the Africa area, cause I'm going there in November. I mostly helped doing crafts with the kids, it was fun. So yeah, this morning, we had a special missionary speaker, and during one of the songs, a bunch of people carried in flags from countries all over the world. I got to help. I swear I thought I would like trip over myself ten times. But I didn't :D yay! I had the Israel flag at the 8 am service, and the United Kingdom flag at the 10:30 service. On Saturday, at the missions thing, Matt and Logan brought two of their neighbors, Forrest and Devon. They're funny, lol, but they were being nasty this morning, so I walked away. Yay for me, that's rare! lol :D But yeah, hmmm...oh yeah, I remember now. I'm like so in a good mood. lol. I think I have more fun hearing about my friends' good fortune, than to have my own. I mean, for real, Sarah is like so freaking happy all the time, and it makes me happy! lol. Everyone better prepare for a wedding sometime in the near future. Just kidding, but still, it's awesome. lol, for the sake of her happiness (and mine too, lol) I will hang anyone from a tree by their hair if you try to mess with her and Lee, lol. The hair and tree thing is an inside joke. :D Cory and Seth showed me some passage in the Bible that says something about women not talking in church, and I tried to act mad, lol. Then I showed Seth Genesis 5:8 that says, like "and Seth lived 912 years, and then he died." lol! :D And Cory was like, "at least he dies EVENTUALLY." Amen! lol. Yesterday, Stew said that "anyone's a better boyfriend than * is." Lol, no names :D. Sheesh, William and Josh are coming back today from wherever they are, 4-wheeling. lol, they're not riding their 4-wheelers back. :D But yeah, that's good news, I hope they come back with all of their limbs. :D

"I'm travel size for your convenience. If I was my REAL size, your cow here would die of fright!!" :D
Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: Brian Wilson...lol, old Beach Boys guy. :D
Topic: Random
Today was the international missions festival at church. Yay! :D I helped in the Africa area with the kid/craft stuff. Around 3, when no one else was showing up, I just kinda hung around, and then we all ate and cleaned up. I ate too much of the tradional Africa/Asia/Australia, etc. food. So I'm feeling nasty, tired, and sick. Oh well. It was fun cause Stew, Seth, and two guys from Matt and Logan's neighborhood were there, Forrest and Devon I think. lol. It was cool, but man, I'm tired. My daddy wants me to chill here tonight, cause I was out till midnight on Thurs. night and last night. So yeah, I need sleep for tomorrow. Sarah's bringing Lee to church tomorrow, hopefully! :D And so yeah, I also have to carry flags for both services, lol, for the last day of the international festival. So yeah, gotta get up early...fun stuff. :D

Why don't blind people go skydiving?...It scares their dogs... :D
Mood:  lazy
Topic: This is cool
Yay! I finally got to do something on my day off. :D Tonight I went out to eat with my daddy at Pop's Pizza, then I went to Mebane to see Ryan. We walked up to Cory's house to get him, then we just walked around town looking for ice cream. lol :D We finally found some at Lowe's, so we took it back to Ryan's house and watched Bicentennial Man. We never finished the movie, it's really long. But it was cool, cause I love hanging out with Ryan and Cory. So yeah, it's really late, and I'm heading off to bed....oh the joys. :D

There's no crying in baseball!!....
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: TapRoot
Topic: Random
Yesterday was awesome. It was Thursday, but it felt like Friday cause we don't have school today. Woo hoo! I'm sad though, cause there's no one around to hang out with, and I'm home alone and bored. Oh well. :D Last night I went to the jazz band concert at Orange. That was some fun stuff. Robert had like 3 solos! I'm not kidding, it was awesome. And Cassie sang a solo, yay! Then I went with Cassie, her mom, and David (Cassie's bf) and we went out to eat, and got smoothies at the Beverage Gallery. Then we went to a Bible study, it was lots o fun. We got home at like midnight, but it was ok, cause I slept in till 12 this morning! Craziness. lol :D Man, I have to help at this thing at church all weekend. Should be cool, but stupid Josh was supposed to come help, instead, he's out of town 4-wheeling. Haha, one of my friends this morning told me that they heard Josh and I were holding hands on the van!! Oh my gosh, how gay! lol. Yes, I made a mistake by doing that with Stew last year, but hello, I was pissed at Seth, lol. I can't believe this girl still wants people to hate me so much, lol. Whatever. One great thing I'm learning from Sarah is to let people say what they want, and not care. It's working for her, so I'm trying it, lol. Besides, these days, if I liked a guy, I'd tell the whole world. I wouldn't be immature and go trying to hold hands on a church van in secret. lol. Whatever. I wish I could've stopped in at Cresset today. I could've strung ** up by her hair. hehehe. I am feeling mischievious right now. Could it be that it's cause I'm home alone and bored? I need to get out and do something, ahhh!