All alone, but I feel fine....
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Good Charlotte--The Young and the Hopeless
Topic: Average Day
Wowsers...what a week. Yesterday after was school was cool. I went to Amanda's house to hang out and help her with Algebra 2 stuff. I'm not a Kerry/Edwards fan, but John Edwards was sexy beast in high school, lol, we saw a pic. So yeah, then we went to pick up Ashley from Will's house, and went to school to put some 3 year old hot dog on Stan's car!! Lol, no joke, Amanda found it buried in her sister's old toybox!! It was so nasty and really hard. Geoff got his wisdom teeth pulled. He was so doped up on morphine. He's doing better today. But he's just been sitting around playing GameCube since Monday! lol. Oh yeah, I was listening to Blink-182 with Amanda and Ashley, and the last song on the CD is about freaking grandpa. Nasty crap!! I couldn't believe my ears. :P blech! Lol, it was hecka funny though. Leighton called last night and said he was hurt that Josh came over and he couldn't, lol. I met this guy Joe on Sunday night at Hang Time, he's pretty cool. He plays tennis, I can't play tennis worth a crap, lol. But it's cool. My neighbor, Lee, has cows that squint when you yell at them, lol. Well at least one, cause we yelled at it from Amanda's truck and one of his eyes started squinting!! lol. Well yeah, I'm really feeling lazy. I'm also kinda sad cause Sarah's going to a concert with Lee tonight instead of coming to ABS. :'( *tear*. Oh well, I'm happy for her, she's prolly gonna have a heck of a lot of fun. I had to go into Mrs. Ingram's room to make up a video I missed. It was about the Salem Witch Trials. That's some freaky stuff, lol. I think the secret to the girls pretending to be possessed was some of that "New World, Colonial Weed." lol. I made that up, for you not so smart people, it's not for real, lol. Oh man, I just realized I'm gonna have to ride on the van since Sarah won't be there. Poopie. Well, I'm off to church now, thankfully HE doesn't hate me anymore, that would make tonight a load of crap, lol....

I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream...I'm breaking a habit tonight.
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Finger Eleven (again :D)
Topic: It's So Stupid
Man, I always get involved, why why why?? I try so hard to help people, and then I say too much, or slip up once, then everything crashes. If you knew the situation, you'd probably think I shouldn't be sorry to this person, but I feel so bad. Maybe I'm stupid, but I don't care, he matters the world to me. I'm just grateful for awesome girl friends like the awesome one who took a lot of crap tonight, yet still took the time to fix things for me. How awesome can you get? Maybe this was all my fault, maybe not, but I somehow get involved, even when I don't mean too. I guess I'm ok now, cause everything's better. It's just, he may never read this, but life was crap when we weren't friends, and now that we are, the last thing I want to do in this world is to screw that up. I mean, I'm so stupid, if he's not talking to me, I always get really down. But you know, whatever's going on with the other people, I'm just glad for that awesome girl, and for this guy's forgiveness. I just wish I could fix it all. It hurts me to see them fight. You may not know what I'm talking about, but you prolly don't want to. And considering my new "no getting involved" policy, don't ask, cause I prolly won't tell you. Thanks to my awesome friends who are there, ever when I'm stupid. It doesn't seem fair that I'm happy, and they're still mad. Oh well, I love you guys. :D Have to finish my horrible paper.

I can't keep changing just because you think I should.....
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Finger Eleven (not the new crap they play on the radio) :D
Topic: Average Day
Saturday I spent most of the afternoon at Riverside setting up. I was getting kinda ticked off and stressed cause the power point stuff wasn't working. It eventually all worked out. That night, Josh came over and hung out while his parents were at the hospital. We watched Bruse Almighty and The Italian Job. It was fun, but I got no homework done, lol. Hang Time last night was pretty cool. Clayton King was awesome. Oh yeah, and Sarah came. :D The computer kept glitching, but it worked out alright in the end. I met this Joe guy that was doing the band's lyrics, he was cool. I hate being in the middle of my friends though, all this crap. I'm happy for one person, but hafta hear how the other one's so ticked off. Oh well, hopefully it'll all be ok.

Sunday, Monday, happy days...Tuesday, Wednesday, happy days....
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: The voices in my head.....just kidding :D
Topic: This is cool
Wow, I missed a day in here, I actually didn't write yesterday! Amazing! lol. Well yesterday was a AWESOME Friday!! My friend Lori got on homecoming court!! It was unexpected too. Now I don't mean that in a mean way. She's awesome, a christian, really funny, and really nice. But you know, in the real world of popularity, and clothes, and all that, you know. And there's only been the same 2 girls from our grade on homecoming court all of high school. So yeah, I was soooo excited. Well, last night I had nothing to do, and it was cool cause Josh called to ask me to go skateboarding. Well it was kinda late, and dark, so his mom changed her mind. But I still got to go over and just chill and watch a movie. So yeah, that was fun, but we only got through about 30-45 minutes of Cold Mountain when they had to go to the hospital to see his grandma. So we didn't finish the movie, but oh well. It was still fun while it lasted. This morning we had our 2nd meeting for the Africa Mission Trip. I'm sooo excited about it. We have all these fund raisers and such set up. Everyone ask me about them, they're great. We're gonna have this Chick-Fil-A night where if you come in there and mention the church when you buy food, we'll earn some of the profit. And we're selling calendars, so buy one, they're awesome! So yeah, that's about it, I hafta go help set up Riverside for Hang Time tomorrow...everyone come at 4 pm tomorrow!!

Bored again....
Mood:  chatty
Now Playing: Blah........
Topic: Random
Ok, bored once again, and I thought this was cool. These online quiz things are funny.


You are Linus!


Which Peanuts Character are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

This here spot is more that hot, in fact this joint is jumpin'...lol, chorus song.....
Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: Nuthin at the moment...except for that silly chorus stuff in my head!!
Topic: Average Day
Last night, ABS was pretty cool. I'm in Elaine's small group, yay! I rode with Sarah again, and Lauren and I fought over the front seat! :D I accidentally nailed her boob, and she was like, apologize! lol. :D So yeah, this weekend is going to be sooo busy, I'm stressing already. Today was cool, I apparently didn't miss too much important stuff yesterday. But daddy's bringing home some dry ice today for me to take to school tomorrow for Chemistry! It's going to be cool, we're gonna do stuff with it. :D Haha, that's the only good part of chem, the blowing stuff up and messing around with stuff part lol. I have to type up the stuff for Hang Time Sunday, then I have to get my stuff together for the Africa trip meeting on Saturday, and I have a paper and 2 projects to do. Grrr...so much work. But you know what? I don't care, lol. I'll get it all done...eventually. lol. Man, there's like a code 5 hurricane coming through now. I have officially decided to pack a duffle, and find someone with a basement. Don't care who it is, but I'm staying below ground! :D lol. Any offers? Anyone? lol. Well I'm off, Boy Meets World is coming on soon! yay! I'm such a loser.

Stupid quiz things...I'm bored
Mood:  quizzical
Now Playing: The Used
Topic: Random
Yeah, I'm hecka bored, so I stole Sarah's idea. Here are some dumb email quiz things, lol they're sutpid:

ArE yOu A hOTTiE wiTh A bOdY or A gEEk ThaT ReekS?!?

This is your test... take a piece of paper and number it from 1-10!
DONT LOOK AHEAD!

1) are you short, average, or tall?!? AVERAGE

2) are you skinny, average, or pleasantly plump?!? SKINNY

3) are your eyes blue, brown, hazel, or green?!? BROWN
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4) what is your favorite color out of these?!?
*baby blue
*red
*purple
*black (This one...it goes with everything, lol)
*pink
*green
*yellow

5 ) where is your dream place to live?!?
*hawaii (My cousins live here, it's awesome!)
*puerto rico
*new york
*paris

6) what is your favorite pet?!?
*dog (heck yeah)
*cat
*fish
*hamster

7) what's your dream date?!?
*movie
*arcade
*candle light dinner
*amusement park (amusement parks are fun no matter what)

8) name a person of the opposite sex (ummm...Geoffrey)

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1) short= adorable
AVERAGE= POPULAR (lol, yeah right)
tall=pretty

2) SKINNY=SWEET (sometimes)
average= fun
pleasantly plump= nice

3) blue= sweet
BROWN=SEXY (hahahaha)
hazel= sensitive
green= caring

4) baby blue= cool and calm
red= anxious and energetic
purple= laid back
BLACK= GOTHIC (I'm too hyper, lol, maybe)
pink= girlie girl
green= outcast
yellow= preppy

5) HAWAII= LAID BACK (oh yeah)
puerto rico= party animal
new york= people person
paris= love to shop

6) DOG= GREAT FRIEND AND LOVABLE
cat= curious and adventurous
fish= boring
hamster= nerd

7) movies= you like to make out
arcade= player
candle light dinner= romantic
AMUSEMENT PARKS= ADVENTUROUS (what if I just like roller coasters?? lol)

8) this person will ask you out (ewww, my brother?!?!?)
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This one's kinda funny:

Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you ever asked
yourself what cartoon character you most resemble? A group of
investigators got together and analyzed the personalities of well know and
modern cartoon characters. The information that was gathered was made into
this test:

Answer all the questions with what describes you best, then add up all
your points at the end and look for your results. Then forward this to all
your friends and change the subject of this message to what character you
are.

1) Which one of the following describes the perfect date?
a) Candlelight dinner
b) Fun/Theme Park
c) Painting in the park
d) ROCK CONCERT (yeah)
e) Going to the movies

2) What is your favorite type of music?
a) ROCK AND ROLL (Is it still called "and roll"? lol)
b) Alternative
c) Soft Rock
d) Country
e) Pop

3) What type of movies do you prefer?
a) COMEDY (I especially like stupid comedies)
b) Horror
c) Musical
d) Romance
e) Documentary

4) Which one of these occupations would you choose, if you only could choose one?
a) Waiter
b) Professional Sports Player
c) Teacher
d) POLICE (this sounds the most exciting)
e) Cashier

5) What do you do with your spare time?
a) Exercise
b) Read
c) Watch television
d) LISTEN TO MUSIC (all the time)
e) Sleep

6) Which one of the following colors do you like best ?
a) Yellow
b) White
c) Sky Blue
d) DARK BLUE (strange choices, lol)
e) Red

7) What do you prefer to eat right now?
a) Snow
b) PIZZA (like the average joe)
c) Sushi
d) Pasta
e) Salad

8) What is your favorite Holiday?
a) HALLOWEEN (close call with Christmas, but I love the dressing up and free candy idea)
b) Christmas
c) New Year
d) Valentines Day
e) Thanksgiving

9) If you could go to one of these places which one would it be?
a) PARIS (sounds like fun, I could talk to them, lol I'm in French 2!)
b) Spain
c) Las Vegas
d) Hawaii (already been)
e) Hollywood (already been)

10) With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with?
a) Someone Smart
b) Someone attractive
c) Someone who likes to Party
d) SOMEONE WHO ALWAYS HAS FUN (no comment)
e) Someone very sentimental

Now add up your points and find out the answer you have been waiting for!

1.) a-4 b-2 c-5 *D-1* e-3
2.) *A-2* b-1 c-4 d-5 e-3
3.) *A-2* b-1 c-3 d-4 e-5
4.) a-4 b-5 c-3 *D-2* e-1
5.) a-5 b-4 c-2 *D-1* e-3
6.) a-1 b-5 c-3 *D-2* e-4
7.) a-3 *B-2* c-1 d-4 e-5
8.) *A-1* b-3 c-2 d-4 e-5
9.) *A-4* b-5 c-1 d-4 e-3
10.) a-5 b-2 c-1 *D-3* e-4

MY POINTS: 20... I AM: SNOOPY!!!

(10-16 points) You are Garfield: You are very comfortable, and easy going
and you definitely know how to have fun b but sometimes you take it to an
extreme. You always know what you are doing and you are always in control
of your life. Others may not see things as you do, but that doesn't mean
you always have to do what is right. Try to remember your happy spirit may
hurt you or others.

(18-26 points) You are Snoopy: You are have fun and you are very cool and popular. You always know what's in and you never are out of style. You are
good at knowing how to satisfy everyone else. You have probably disappeared for a few days more than once but you always come home. Being married and having children are important to you but only after you have had your
share of fun times.

(22-28 points) You are Arnold: You have lots of friends and you are also
popular always willing to give advice and help out a person in need. You
are very optimistic and you always see the bright side of things. Some
good advice: try not to be too much of a dreamer, if you are you will have
many conflicts with life.

(29-34 points) You are Sponge Bob Square Pants: You are the classic person
that everyone loves. You are the best friend anyone could ever want to
have and never want to loose. You never cause harm to anyone and they
would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey it's funny and
calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people & then
you will be stress free.

(35-42 points) You are Charlie Brown: you are tender, you fall in love
quickly but you are also very serious about all relationships. You are a
family person. You call your Mom every Sunday. You have many friends and
may occasionally forget a few birthdays. Don't let your passion confuse
you with reality.

(43-50 points) You are Dexter: You are smart and definitely a thinker.
Every situation is fronted with a plan. You have a brilliant mind. You
demonstrate very strong family principles. Maintain a stable routine but
never ignore a bad situation when it comes.

I love you even though it isn't fair....
Mood:  down
Now Playing: The Used
Topic: Random
Well today was SUPPOSED to be picture day at school. I actually wore a nice shirt!! lol. Well I was already sick, then I almost threw up in 1st period. So mommy came and brought me home during 2nd period. They're taking pictures no, as I type. I'm gonna have to go in and take my pictures on the make-up day. This stinks. So I came home and sat around all day feeling like crap. I watched a movie that my mommy rented. It was called Shattered Glass. The main character was Hayden Christansen as a nerd!! lol. He was still hot though. I think he is, at least. Stupid boy is still kinda ticked at me. But the way I see it, why do I care anymore? Let him be stupid. I apologized, but he's still mad, so there. I mean, how much do you gotta love a guy to keep apologizing and getting "kicked in the neck." lol, Amanda. I actually got some work done today. I'm sick of these silly hurricanes, sheesh. I don't want to die in a rare tornado incident! lol. Well hopefully I can go to church tonight, if I feel better, and there even is church. Oh man, I missed a cool movie in US History today about the Salem Witch Trials. That was going to be cool, oh well. I'm out now, cause I'm afraid the power might be going out any second now....lol.

Pictures from Labor Day!!
Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: Nothing....
Topic: This is cool
Here are the pics from yesterday (Labor Day):


After we picked up Cory, we had time to kill, so we went to the new Family Dollar in Mebane.


We had fun messing around with the stuff. We had to hide from the lady that worked there to get this picture.


Oops, those dollar store cleaning items can be dangerous...


Oh my gosh, this sign is no joke, we really saw it! It was on the highway just by the Hillsborough exit!! It was sooo funny! (It says "hell" in case you can't tell)


After we picked up Brittany, we went bowling at the place near Red Lobster, Chili's, etc. It was fun! It's Ryan being stupid with my camera, cause I'm all sideways, lol.


Here's Brittany with our bowling ball..lol. We had such a blast! Brittany actually beat Cory, woo hoo!


Lol, don't get the wrong idea, there was no under-age drinking going on. lol. We saw this empty beer bottle sitting on one of the video games, so Brittany picked it up. Lol, she would make a good beer commercial, wouldn't she? lol.

I wanna run away, never say goodbye, I wanna know the truth instead of wondering why....
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Guess....
Topic: School Stinks
Ok, pretty crappy day. Well mostly last night things got screwed up first. Turns out, in trying to help someone, I ended up screwing things up by something I said, which is not abnormal for me. But this time, I really wasn't trying to get into anyone's business, but I still did something stupid. Well one person involved wasn't mad, but I think the other one might be. Well yeah, so I was stressed about that crap, school, and all my Africa trip stuff, that I couldn't sleep. So I woke up this morning sick as a dog. I missed my ride cause I thought I would sleep in and go late. Then I realized I had a quiz in 1st period. So mom took me and I barely made it, so I couldn't go to my locker. And on the way to my teacher's desk to ask a question, I slipped!! The A/C fluid had leaked all over the floor, and I fell on my butt. I hurt like crap, and I got fluid all over my pants. Then all day long people were beating on me for some reason. My friends eventually made my day better. That usually happens, cause I can't stay ticked all day long. Yay! :D Well yeah, I have like no homework tonight, so mommy and I are gonna watch a movie. Yay again! I'm also about to post pics up from yesterday, if I can get it to work. Well I'm out...