Suck Me Beautiful

Mood: Anxious
Ok... so this is my 1st entry..congratz... for those of you who dont know me very well... bite me.. or eat hole... lol well anyway ... so I like Bret big deal... but unfortunately he doesnt want a girlfriend... hes making me very confused and I don't even know if he likes me anymore or not... I just wish he wanted a girlfriend thats all... cause one minute hes all happy and msging me saying "NIKKI!!!!" then there are times when he doesnt message me at all... hes probably scared of me considering im a loser... an im a fag... ahhh thanks for helping me with bret alex... you gotta love you!! lol .. this diary is cool... all of you can read my thoughts an yea... woohoo lets all go read what Nikki is thinking... well im also confused about school..I mean I miss too much i wonder if im even gonna pass..Thien just called me... hehe an I hung up on him...I swear that guy is NOT gay... lol im just letting everyone know that amy mcmahon is a poem stealer... yea thats rite that poem on her site is mine I made it up it came frum my head *shakes fist* lol I still love you amy.. hehe so since u steal my poem I steal ur layout ..muahaha.. *shifts eyez*