love isn't something to die for
love is something to die from
they say you can't live without it
well you have to die from something
i think about how you gazed with that gleam in your eye
the joy of your perfect crime
I still can't remove the stain
from where you stomped my heart to nothing
and when i see it everyday i smile
cause that thing caused me nothing but pain
the gift you've given me
the gift of immunity
saving me from a disease
who's only cure is to die
I regret the day i ever say your face
every breathe i take is tainted with your bitter taste
Ring
empty space and empty bed
nothing left to be said
windshield smashed and bloody hands
and death's my only partner
fight a losing battle
seems i've lost the war
my hearts pumping blood
till my veins are sore
Wearing down from torture scars
i think this has gone way too far
it's too much pain to be put through
and it's all coming straight from you
no use for this ring i keep
it would only fit your hand
to feel this way is to feel true pain
it's much more than i can stand
Dying Inside
i think i'm hemoraging
I'm dying inside
i don't know what to do
i'm drowning in this
and your look was everything
i'm so sick of this place
cause everyday i fall in love
and everyday i die
this is my last day alive
cause i can't take this shit anymore
so i'm leaving
All It Took
I remember when all was good
we walked along streets of gold
and i remember the light
it was dripping from us both
a flick of the wrist was all it took
a splash of blood and it all was done
now i lay as an empty shell
staring at a plain white ceiling
with one hand over my chest
covering a wound that will never heal
Black Box
my hopes flying high
were heavier than air
they crashed and burned
leaving only ashes
the black box recording
marked and dated said
the wings had gone
and left them for dead
then i found
the evidence stated
it was sabotaged
with only me to blame
the black box recording
marked and dated said
that you had gone
and left me for dead
The Wishful Thinker
I needed to feel something familiar
I needed to feel something genuine
I saw everything I needed in your face
it was all I wanted
I was feeling so out of place
and out of place is where I'll stay
in your arms is where I wanted to be
but out of them I'll stay
cause I see things in you that you don't see
when you look at me
lying here I can only dream
what things could be
but from here things do seem
that I'll be here forever
you said you could save me
well where's my savior now