hello!
Mood: fucked up
hiyo its been a while since i updated this like a week or so cause ive been real busy. well, for halloween i was a freak(like i usually am)and thats good that i didnt get alot of candy cause im already getting sick of it! oh well i read nice well written sad fan fiction which makes those suicidal thoughts come back to me! AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol. well im goin now byez!!!!!!!!!!!!! :>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>
hi i have no homework but, ill make it short though cause im updating my site. my friend fell and twisted her ankle, crappy boring math gone forever, blah!!!!!! if you want u can check out my site its in the links part on my page. oh yea and click on the banner below to check out something corporate!
well im goin now byez!
crappy day
my day was crappy. very crappy. didnt do my homework, didnt sleep well, didnt hardly eat anything, all that fucking shit u know what im talking about. it makes me wanna let go but, i just cant or else ill fall. so i guess im holding on and not letting go no matter what. i like this guy i know hes graduating next year and he doesnt even know me or maybe he does and i dont know! lol enough wit me whining over my love life which is very boring. well im heading over 2 my homework so ill say something tomorrow!
how dumb do i get?
hello again. haha i fell at school on my back and ass and now i have a nice cut on my back and even more on my hands! i guess that means more cuts to look at and make me think about suicide and stuff. stupid student council shit today. everybody sucked!!!! it was like a vacation in gina and gino land but, i couldnt leave, which sucked even more. i like the word failure. it describes me soo much that i cant even explain it. i even carved it with a knife on my arm. too much to do in a little period of time... i gotta run!!!! :-)
boring
Mood: fuckin annoyed
hello im back again to make another entry! it wouldnt let me edit my blog yesterday cause my comp screwed up but, all is well now. well, school was very boring. i just hate it alot. but, its ok tomorrow's instrumental music so i get to play my drums again! woo hoo! i just love drums i have a passion for them. and something else good: this really annoying girl from my class is gonna be gone for a week because of the teen ranch trip next week and my teacher is going on it but, im going to teen ranch next year. i dont feel like going this year im too lazy. but, since my teacher wont be at school for a week(actually its only 4 days but, we have the day of halloween off), i get no homework for a whole week!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its just like going on vacation to some unknown place lol. anywayz, i gotta get started on my homework and on my website as well so, toodles!
meh
Mood: Bored
hello people this is only the beggining of my blog which i will be writing in daily (if i can) ok im off to bed goodnite!