im worried
yeah wlel i knwo i havnt been her in awhile but things been happening. my girl friend is really sick and im so worried about her. i meen she was ok and she got medacine and everything.then this morning i talked to ehr and she was ok but a lil worse. then i claled back later today and her dad said she was in the hospital. i am soooooo fuckin worried its not even funny. i meen fuck she didnt even cal em and tlel me. im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo worried. i gtg bye

Well i was having a great day..until my girl wrote this email to me..she pretty much said that she doesnt like em as much as i though. it seems like everything i do she doesnt like. i just want to make her happy. but i guess everytime i fail. i just want to see her happy...and if she isnt happy with me then i dont knwo what else to do...i meen she says i treet her right. but then she goes and says all this stuff. i meen i might be taking it the wrong waybut it seems like she doesnt want me anymore...i meen maybe she got broed of me or something. i just dont know anymore. well i gtg..i feel liek shit be on later.

My life Sucks!!!
hey well this is my first thing to write. but here it goes....
I was talking with my girlfriend today and she pissed me off. she thinks im paranoid about her going over her friends house. i meen dam. i admit im a lil paranoid. but i just wanted her to clal me when she got there..then at 1...bu when i tlaked ot her at 1 i wanted her to clal me before her and her friend went to get food. the reason why i wanted her to clal me before she went ot get food was because i wanted to meet her there. but she got all pissy and shit and acted like she didnt want me around. i meen i was gunna tell her that i could go meet her there. but before i got a chance to she bit my fuckin head off.she started to bitch at me about being paranoid. i admit i am a lil paranoid. alli wanted to do was go see her. she meens everythign to me. and i guess i cant see her. i might be moving soon and i want to spend as much time as i can with her before i do. but oviously she doesnt understand how i feel. i meen i cant believe shes beig lek this...well actualy i shouldnt act like this. i guess caring for her is to much. i meen i try my hardest to stay with her but i dont knwo what to do anymore. i try so hard and not say anything. yes im a lil paranoid btu all i wanted her to call me for is so that i cna go meet her where she was gunan go get food. but anyways i guess ill be on later. ttyl bye bye ppls.