Which 10 o'Clock?
I havnt seen my angel for a week now.
He called me the other day..it was a dry conversation.
I don't think we really knew what to say....other then "I really need to see you".
Actually..Im not even sure if i told him that. At least i know that its what i was thinking.
He said he'd call me back later because he had to go. but he never did. And i can't even call him, because i don't know where he is.
Today makes our 3 months of loving friendship.
It was our first week apart. And im leaving in 4 Days for another 3 weeks. how will i survive?
..And what if i change? what if things change? Will he accept the change? Will he accept me as a friend? Will he accept my life and the way i want to live it?
He wrote me an email saying to come on MSN at 10 o'clock... But he didnt even say what day, and which 10 o'clock..i have the feeling i checked my e-mail too late.

And Mr. Currdle...my angel said he would write today to say " Happy Anniversary, Bunny!"

But hey.. that was probably too much to ask.
Oh well..
i will probably see him, maybe he's gone to heaven.
Maybe he's waiting for me.

And what about when i leave..Maybe i'll be gone forever as well.

Maybe i'll just leave, and not care for anything.
For your information angel,
Ive gone to your house to bring you notes.
i thought I would surprise you....
guess u wont be needing it...