I luv but i hate u
i remember when i first meet you ,i was hangin out in the da club just me and my friends and the rest of your crew. and your beuti came like a bolt of lightin and made me twich and tingle and asked my self this girl can't be single u approach me and we hit it off, we talked 4 only a few hours and suddleny like a rush time flew by and we were takeing showers, And i thought u were the 1 and i thought it was fate that u were to be my wife ,my girl , my soulmate but the past few months has been like hell every nite up unitl 2 arguing and i think i'm going to break some bloodcells. And your screaming has intrupted my dreaming but i still love u but i hate u and as i kiss u i repeat that i lov u and hate u , i hate u. wen i think of this i remmanice and think of all the times we had, and i feel so many different things, i think i'm going mad, i dont wanna break your heart, wut the fuck am i to do, cuz i, luv you, while i...hate you, i hate you wen i remmanice sumtimes it get's me pissed, that the good times wont come back, now we're sitting here and i have come 2 fear, that the good times wont come back ,they won't ever come back i think of how it used to 2 be those great rainy dayz when it was just u and me. Havin the time of r lives, but now its just a happy memory. now in my dreams you are here again right there in my head my heart's heavy as lead i try to wake up but the dream becomes more dread, and i luv u but i hate u and as i kiss u irepeat that i luv u but i hate u, hate u wen i think of this i remmanice and think of all the times we had, and i feel so many different things, i think i'm going mad, i dont wanna break your heart, wut the fuck am i to do, cuz i, luv you, while i...hate you, i hate you wen i remmanice sumtimes it get's me pissed, that the good times wont come back, now we're sitting here and i have come 2 fear, that the good times wont come back i reflect back to the time when we broke up, and you were crying and begging that ud never fuck up. But i'd be lying if i said we could try to work it out because the damage has been done, the scars left everywhere. it would be unfair to the both of us if we stay here, in this positon of a definition of when a couple don't get a long. So i kissed her good bye and walked out the door. feeling like a new man but stronger than before. i understand now as a new man, fate it is going to set all of r master plans that destiny will take me in the right course and hope i'll will find myself without any remorse i now no i shouldn't think about all the bad things in life, and forget about all the terrible nights i wished you weren't my wife. Because life is to short, to always to be pissed, i should be happy and think of the time that we first kissed. so screw the remmenice and fuck that i said i hate u because deep down inside of my soul girl i'll always lov u.
