From : Ben Pafford Sent : Sunday, January 9, 2005 10:28 AM
To : wish_fish1@hotmail.com
Subject : late X-mas card sorta not really

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hey hey hey whats a cracking prolly not a whole lot cuz your prolly asleep any ways im at adams but you already knew that since i dont like writing notes email is the only answer but the real reason im sending you this is just to remind you that........ I LOVE YOU! I love you so much i dont want it to sound like an obsession or anything but i just cant help it. i cant help it that i think about you you all day but not in the Jason Salters(i dont know his last name) kind of way cuz thats just kinda wierd.All i pretty much think about is whens the next time im gonna see you. I just love being around you and cuddling cuz cuddling is fun lol.and if your wondering why i love you it is because you beat my in air hockey of course lol just kidding but your are the only girl who has ever accomplished that BE PROUD. but i love you because your the most beatiful person i know inside and out your always there for me and you stay by my side no matter what and sometimes i know its pretty embarrasing to do that i mean matt dont even and hes my like my frikin brother almost. I love you because im comfortable to be around you and your comfortable to be around me.one thing i like in a girl is for them to be themself and not try to impress me or anything.i just love you and only you i love you because your you wow that was a lot of yous but on top of all of that your my best friend not just my girlfriend i feel like i could tell you anything and i pretty much can well besides all the pointless conversations we have like well you know what i mean and i want you to know that i will always be there for you no matter what i might be a little hard to find sometimes but ill be there. and leah i know im not the best boyfriend there is i know there are other guys out there who are better looking funnier and just all around better than me but the one thing i know that i have that they dont is that ill try my hardest to treat you the best i can and never do you wrong and i promise to love you with all my heart forever and always. i know that was long and your eyes are prolly killing you by now but the bottom line is I LOVE YOU.

Love you forever and always
Benjamin Ashley Pafford