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By the time you read this.. I will already be gone. I must appologize for what I'm doing.. but I cant stay here any longer. I miss the other world.. I miss the semi-normal life I had. There are too many reminders of my past here.. and too many nights I've stayed awake crying because I cant get away from what happened. I am truly sorry.. I hope you can forgive me and move on, and be happy with yours.

Amy.. Although you might think differently, I will always have a place in my heart for you. However, I will never be able to trust you agian, and therefore, will never have a place in my life. Although you yourself didnt completely do what you did to me, it was a part of you that you kept hidden. So in turn, I know. And I'm sorry things couldnt have turned out differently. Take care of Holly for me.

I am sorry most for leaving you. I truly love you.. and I'm sorry that I have to leave. You will find love, and who you're truly looking for.. as I dont see me being that person. Dont let life here corrupt you like it has me.. dont let it ruin your good heart and compassion. I love you.. never let go.

You have been there for me, though not always, but you loved me. You showed me compassion, and what it was to love. I will miss your kind heart and gentle touch.. stay sweet, keep strong and never let go
Do not come after us.. none of you. We ask you this with all we are. Please try to understand why we needed to leave. Please be strong, love those you have and live life to its fullest - for what its worth.
signed with love and tears, Josh Cameron Bailey