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~GUESTBOOK~



March 16th (10:28pm)
                    finaly started the updating process stay tuned kidos...this is going to be a strange and bumpy ride

Oct.15th(6:04):
                     I updated a few sections early this morning. My back and ribs were spazzing out,feeling better now though. mostlyi re did the pictures section, and added tests
Oct. 4th(11:36am):


July 21st(9:29am)
                     added a new thinmg to the D20 section under roleplaying. I am bored...argh.
June 12th(7:57pm)
                    SHUT THE HELL UP THE TERROR ALERT SYSTEM IS CUTE!!! EAT ME !!!...lol just kidding...but yah this thing is cute as a button so I added it check it out...

June 4th(8:34am)
                   now that I have a Live Journal, this section will be mainly for updates and such...I am still workign on makign individual roll-over buttons. I also appologize for my slownessyness in makign new pages work, but this is all harder than most people think...
May 31st(6-ish)
                   *sigh* I am totaly depressed...I think I made a realy realy big mistake today...said sumthing I shoulda kept to myself, and now I am sure I am screwed...*sigh*...I am definately an idiot...crying isn't fun...lemme tell u!!! I wanted to do stuff today, but now I am to depressed toeven go out  realy...grrr...I hope the person isn't bothered by what I said lol...grrr...um...argh...NO FRIENDS SUX!!! I am so lonely...ho humm...Bad day...bad week...bad month..bad year...bad life!!!
May 29th(5:33pm)
                   Today i gotted my new smelly-fone in da mail...its soooo mcuh better than my old one...olala...i want its babies inside meeeee...hahaha.
May 25th (12:50pm)
                   success!! they are all teh same cheesy grafic right now, but you know what...it FUKING WERKS so shuddup tehehe...lalala
May 25th (6:18am)
                    New Navi-Buttons...YAY!!! As soon as i remember how, I will set them all as 'roll-overs'. The MoopieZ page is still down, but thats cuz itz not dun yet...blah...comic page4 is int eh works, and the strips are beign drawn. Sum stuff i made on painter7 is on the pictures page...and i deleted my deviant art link, cuz well they didnt accept any of my uploads...JERKZZZ!!!

May 18th (7:55 am)
                    the reorganizing has begun, there will be  a few links that go nowhere, but not to worry...they'll do stuff soon nuff!!! Just wander around to see waht I'm workign on, I'll probly be doing stuff all day so keep checking.

May 16th (to damn early)
                    seems to take me longer and longer to even remeber I have a website...blah!
                    If you haven't seen The Matrix: Reloaded, dont run...walk to your local theater, cuz it isn't that good at all. you'd be better off just downloadign the damned thing off of Kazaa, the grafics may look better all fuzzy and behind a guy wiht an afro. The CG animation looked like i was watching FF: Spirits Within...again*vomits* the story was a little stupid, and I know for a fact 45% of the viewers i was with didn't get the point of this horrid sequal. Another fact that was irritating was the giant To Be Contiued at the end...WE FUCKING KNOW it's a 3 part story, you don't have to remind  us 400 times durrign the movie. I thought birds of Prey ont eh Wb was more exciting to watch than Jonny Mnumonic fighting 100 clones ofthe high elf from Lord of the Rings(this is the part that realy looked horribly animated). it was like watching the fShrek fight those Knights again...but this time shrek looked like shit and was wearing a trenchcoat (ppl should relise i h8 3d graphics lmao). While we're talkign abotu the trenchcoat...who the Hell picked these ones out!? Ted...i mean Neo, looks liek he's wearing a dress. and trinity looks...well...like a vibrator from Spencer Gifts. the last 'gripe' is about t he overuse of 'slo-mo'. they didn't even use the multi-camera style this time, it was all CG(shitty looking). every scene seemed to have at least 1 slo-mo part, and i dont mean jsut fight scenes!!!
                    Don't get me wrong, the movie was ok, but it was just another sequal that was over-hyped. don't even ask me about what I thought of X2...holy horse fuck!!! did these people ever hear of a comic book, or did they think that this was one of those"new' ideas. the thing that sucked most was the hour of shitty previews I had to sit through befor the retarded movie even started, those of which included 2 of note; the Hulk, not even Incredible Hulk anymore...just Hulk...the story is all wrong, and the animation is worse than the matrix:reloaded's, the second preview of note is for abrittish Peice of shit called '28 days later', I call it we're stupid and don't understand that it is illegal to make a movie based upon a highly acclaimed videogame sequal. It is a clone of resident evil 2/3, but w/o the sexyness of my Milla*drool*, damned brittish fuggerz!!! I downloaded it and am plannign on screenign it ...keep an eye out for my review on my site here.
                     Finaly today: I have a few new ideas for sections on this site. I will be workign on a few of them durrign my off-time. One will be a Troma-dedicated section with as many character Bios as i can get(mainly troma's strange superheros/villans
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April 22nd (4:05am)
                    Y duz everyone hate me???*sigh* i havent stopped crying sicnce like saterday...so many things are makin me sad and every time i think i get it under control sumthing else happens...I know no one ever  reads this fukin page cuz i have no friends...but w/e im goin to pleed for help here cuz ive tried the other methods...I miss alota ppl suma which arnt ever going to come back...some who can but wont and sum who just plain dont care about me anymore...for years and years ive tried to help out my friends when they asked or looked sad...id do anything to make sumone happy...i hate how everyone likes to lie to me, i guess they think if you say it enuff times its true...Amber i know what u mean but what ur saying is totaly differnt all of a sudden...i support u and shit but seriously im hurt by the fact that ur changing the story...i had to add that in sumwhere incase she even reads my site...while im here ill make peace with the world that i miss...deb i knew u'd not call me and thats ok, i understand u dont want me as a friend anymore...im fine with that and im glad u finaly grew up enuff to come get your stuff, u know the #s and can call if u ever feel like u want to be a good person again and not lie...next will beeee...hailey, hun i miss ya, im happy u found your jade u seem realy happy bout him, cept for athe past few daiz uve bene putitng up sad away messages...im here to b yer friend like we wer b4 if u want...u were the funnest to talk to back then...oh yah tell brit i got like 35$ in canadian pennies!!!lets go a lil out of order now...kevin...o kevin, i wish i knew why u realy think im a dick...i dont care about the shit u pawned that was mine and i thank u very much for replacing what u could it was a very honorable thing to do...Ryan im sry i called jackie a cunt...it may have seemed out of line but she was, im sure shes stopped by now and it'd b great if u would let bygones be...i also nearly shit myself when they sed on the news sum ppl got killed near where u live, i tried to find your # to make sure u n yer family were ok....but i couldnt find it...adn then i realized ud get mad if i called anyways...amanda and elliot...well as i do miss u guys and was a lil mad at u for bending what i sed, i forgive all and hope im forgiven to, i dont need the $ u owe me back its fine...u were my friends at the time and i wasnt plannin on takin the # when u gave it to me lol...oh here a big one: Lissie, im sure if u talk to amanda and elliot theyll eventualy tell u i didnt realy say alota the stuff, it was all misenterpreted, u know me, u know i worshiped up...rememebr when we 1st met u told me to lick yer boots!!!!??? lol...good times i knew u were the best when u actualy liked hanging out with me at kevs DnD game...in and out of game lol...and i still appretiate all u did for me, and all u taught me...and exspecialy makin my 1st kiss a great one...HOLY HORSE SHIT THIS IS LONG!!!! bif i already talked to u, hope were koo again, cara u realy fuked up this time...i was fightin for u the entire time and well u blew it, i hate it when ppl do what u did...mikey ill find u a woman even if it happens b4 me, jay...i still hate u...fuck off lmao...jk, ur actualy ok when ur not being stuck up, i hope u learn a lot in boot camp...cassie...um...do u go online??? lol...well um...i hope we can hang out b4 u move...and well not to sound like a dink but  miss my hat and evanescence cds lol...no rush but b4 u go plz hun...muah...dayton...if u sumhow stumble upon this in the negaverse(michigan) we all miss yer giant nipplzzz...im sry i missed u at xmas...jenn hun i hope ur feeling better ur ona my werkin cases and i will do whatever it takes to make u smile!!! i luff yah ur my best bud, and if it is possible ill be there saturday 4 yer prom...in texas...ow thisll cost many $$$ lol...*sigh* a hard one...eve...my all time favorite person evers...if sumhow u can read this where u r...heaven, the afterlife, whereever, i love u and ill see u as soon as i can...if not by my hand...by a huge mac truck or my moms doggie...lol...u thought id be all serious hun...u know me better eve-il...but seriiously i love u for all eternity and i will see u again u know it...soul mates dont get seperated by trivial things like death!!! muah ...i hope i didnt miss anyone...if i did its caus ill probly b talking to u soon...sammie ill probly call u 2day...i almost sed 2morrow lol...i wanna finaly hang out and get to know u betetr and take u up on that offer to go to that place...i fergot already lol...just plz member im a bippity boppity!!!
April 15th 2003(???pm)
                    Today i made a deviant art profile(<<<link on the sidebar thingy)...my cousin is makign $$$ ofa his so i figured i'd give it a try...even though its probly jsut goign to end up being a mirror of sorts to this site...lol...um...lotsa stuff has happened most of which is good for me...i'm still a lil low on funds, but i am workign on fixing that so i can activate my plans for world domination...um...i mean...um...whats that over there???*points at the sky behind you...and vanishes*

March 26 2003(3:45am)
                    I'm going to put somthiing on here that is from my heart, i wrote it for someone a whiel ago and well...lets just say she sint around anymore...itsa lil sappy but, y'know what!? FUCK YOU its my website and ifya don't liek it don't come here, I am an emotional train wreck and my medication doesn't help at all!!! I just took 3 more pills, added to teh 1 i had around 7:30ish...and well i jsut felt liek updating my webpage...oh yah ppls who care...Deb is alive and goign to bartendign skool all this week(yippie) i hope she does me proud, i miss her lots and she my bestest buddy as of lately...theres oviously a new section...POEMS,a nd that is where my sappy thingys going...so if u care look, ifya know me and shit u know who its for and y i wroote it andeverythgin adn blah!!!...im sposda go to RI alone this weekend...and stay with Robin, shes great, a realy fun person to be wiith, reminds me of my good parts lol...ok gettign woozy...pills are werking lol!!! woohooo jk im not high just tired!!!

HOUR 62: The Great Debbie Hunt
                   I seem to have missplaced my friend Deb. On our way back from RI, I dropped her off at her friend Kim's appt @ 1:20ish, and she told me to go home get my smelly fone and return to pick her up. I arrived about a half hour later and called her smelly fone from the parking lot, there was no answer so i left ehr a messagfe saying i had arrived...time passed and i kept trying to call her, with no answer. i was there until about 5:30 am then my fone began to die. i returned home and left a message tellign her i was home and to please come by, or call when she got the messages. as my fone charged i tried to relax and rest. time wnet by and still no word from her. I tried contactign a few of her friends she talks to every day and they hadn't  even gotten their daily calls. I called up her roomie (my friend matt), and we both wnet to the appt complex I dropped her off at. We apperently cause some kind of threat to the tennants waitign outside askign passers by< "do you know a tennant by the name of Kim..." and explaing our story. Some oen in the buildign called the cops and 3 officers showed up. I told them what had happened and they shrugged it off as me just being paranoyed and her beign a bitch who jsut wanted a ride...argh. They asked  us to return home and that she was jsut avoiding us. We decided to go back to  Matt's dad's house to see if she had left any foney bookz, but on the way there @ 9:40ish, I got a text message on my smelly fone, "will call later crisis with my friend fixing it i will call in like an hour" supposibly from debbie's foen w/c should have been dead by then (she left her car and ac charger in my car). I began to calm down, we stopped and got gass for the car(and a tuna samitch for me to beat deb with when she returned).  both Matt and I went to my house, and awaited her call. Time went by nd still nothing, I brought Mtt home around 12:30 am and rushed back home. i stayed up waitign and waitign with nothign to show. it was now tuesday and no one has a clue where she has gone. I had a plan, Tues is a club night for us usualy and if she didnt show up some one whould have to that knows where she is or if hse is ok. about 7:45 pm i went to the 313. No one had arrived yet, as i figured (normal arrival for ppl is 8:45ish). as tiem wnet by onls cassie and her mother showed up, neither of them a clue deb was even missing. i waited and waited till about 9:15 and no oen else(not even ppl i don't know) showed up at the 313. I gave cassie my cover charge to use as payfone mulah and told her to call me if she hears anything from ppl. Again i stated searching calling and scowerign the net for posible leads. cassie called around 1:30ish with no news...that there was the 48 hr mark...I'm typign this up cuz it's keepign em occupied so I don't cry anymore...I am seriously scared somethign bad has happened...her fone is definately dead (it has those stupid square plugs that arn't compatable with anything else). I don't know what to do, I was told to call the cops, but they'll jsut say I'm a lunatic and she's tryign to avoid me...even though she's had no contact with the 2 other ppl she talks to at least 1 time a day, andrew and jason...blah...I WILL UPDATE SOON!!!
Mar. 10 2003 (1:41pm)
                  Wow been a month since my last update...a lot has happened since though...mostly bad, the rest horrible...well not everything is horrible...I wnet to RI friday and picked up my friend Deb's sister, Robin, we hung out alllllll weekend. I had a blast, i haven't had that much fun in a long time...pretty much not since bev (muah hunny). I love spending long periods of time with people i consider fun, pretty much anyone that has similar intrests as me. We spent about 45 min in Spencers in the Salem Mall trying to find all the odd caracters on the simpsons poster. If u dont see me the next few daiz, no worries, I'm in a decent mood , and will be for a while (*click click* ~I'm gunna steal that thingy from Robin)
                   I'm still in denile about mosta the horrible things that have happened over the month (BLAH).
                   Apperently my guest book is being used to relay messages, and well that is silly seeing as though i dont even talk to the people that i am sposda be telling things.
                   I miss all my on-line friends, but i am a taxi...sowweee ewee wun.

Feb.11 2003 (4:01am)
                  I be MR TAXI, MR TAXI get break...MR TAXI watching Head of the Class on Nick@Night...look at MR TAXI's hair on profile page...
Jan.22 2003 (hellifiknow)
                   Page 3 of the comic is done...well published...well...duznt matter its nonscencaececesssness anywho...BLAH!!!

Jan. 19 2003 (8:19am)
                   No Gamer's web site should be without a dice roller for random convenience!!! scroll down n check it out...

Jan. 17 2003 (11:59am)
                   Lookie I made it a scrolly bar thingy WOOHOO...

Jan. 17 2003 (6:58 am)
                   yah... seems to b a new ritual... every time i go to the mall i bring matt and paul over and we play phantasy star till the sun comes up or our thumbs go numb... but that isn't why im updating...
                   I am HIGHLY depressed... yep ifya know me well nuff i bet u can guess y... i've fallen for yet another gorgeous but highly unattainable gurl... : (
                   This time she lives in Florida and is actually my age... woohoo, she's the spectacular Eve. Being the 'NEW' me, i want to just head my bum down there to be with her, but also thanks to the 'NEW' me I have insufficient funds to do so (the fabled trip to Louisiana to see 'my love'... *cries*)
                   Being still hurt by things better unsaid I was trying my hardest not to fall for her, but her sweet personality just warmed my heart to much... and now im stuck thinking of her more than anyone thinks i should... I'm trying to get some cash together so i can help her at least come and visit me...so i can at least get a hug... becuz my friends are doing the job i asked them to do; 'Never let me leave the state alone for a gurl ever again!!!'... and they are still a lil queer minded about me basically paying for her to get here... guess they think she should pay for everything, but in my mind i hafta b the gentleman and at least pay a bit...argh...damn my gallant ways!!!*shakes fist at personality
                    I hope she knows I'm like 100% serious, and I sooooo want her to be with me...I keep asking her to steal me and I'll live with her (everyone  knows I h8 NH!!!)
                     Hey... anyone want more factors that make my life more like a soap?!?!?! I believe the 2nd day we were talking she dumped her BF... cuz hesa poopy-meany-hed...(he actually sounded a lot like LUKAS*snarllll*) and since then she's been seeing this relay cool guy...Alec(sp?)...I have no clue if she's serious with him or if she is just dating and having fun with a relay good friend...I keep trying to steer clear n stuff but i guess she likes me 2...grr argh...i hope that this whole distance thing isn't a problem ...she's the 1st gurl that plays DnD that likes me since...Lissie*cries*...everyone knows how i get bout Lissie*cries*
                   LMAO I just realized I'm going to be putting this online in a couple of seconds... and well she'll probably see it and think I'm an obsessed weirdo... well maybe not she seems to really think I'm alright*blush*
                   well im off, feeling a bit shitty after saying all that...shitty-depressed that is...un-loved etc...BLAH!!!f feel free to IM or email me with wut u thinks i should do ppls who read my site...i need more imput... cuz i suck at decisions apparently
Jan, 09 2003 (6:24pm):
                   Neopets...yah my life now...hell it is a free internet game that never seems to end...go to my links to get there.
                   EVANESCENCE!!! Gawd the singer is the bestestededed!!! DL them on your music stealer if you trust me. or just ask me cuz their music is hard to get...like 70% of the DLs i got were corrupted. A good starter is Wake Me Up Inside, or its DareDevil Soundtrack counterpart, Bring Me To Life..i dun like BM2L just cuz it has sum irritating guy that sounds like the dink from Linkin Park yelling in the back.
                   Yah if you know my cellie, call dammit, im bored n need shit to do...i came back for you ppl...show sum gratitudedededede...j/k...lotsa luff, i'll update sum stuphies soonz


~Nov, 14 2002 (1:16am):
                   I've been on Neopets...my brain is rotting...my butt is sore from sittign on this uncomfy chair...argh...but at least im having some fun....I've been sick with the flu or something like it.

~Oct, 29 2002:
                   YAH! I finaly am finaly gettign my video games back from kevin(he had sold them to gamestop). I had missed my Illbleed, i sugest u go otu and buy it...it is for the Dreamcast(best system since saturn!!!). It is about a themepark based on a popular fictional movie mnaker,Michael Reynolds. He is poofferign 5.5 billion smackeroos to anyone who can survive his park...mind you, your friends are retarded steriotype losers,a nd are all for risking their lives for sum moolah. to amke a long story short; they go, u don't, they dissapear and u feel teh need to go save their useless asses...now about those friends...
Kevin Kentman- the sk8trboi/ horror purist, h8s movies made after 1980...i complain about that!!! The 80's ahd sum gr8 B movies!!!
Randy Fairbanks- JOCK!!! Y arew u friends w/ him? who the fuck knows!? He only likes da splatter films where skanks run around toppless from a guy w/ a knife.
Michel Waters- Oh look..."I shop at Hot Topic exclusively gurl", she apperently thinks she is psychic(never shows up in game though...grrr)
                    Best part about the game is you can choose to leave these ditzez behind...or worse. the jock has the possability to be saved, but he kinda loses his brain entirely...tehee.
                     There is a 'secret' character whgo is kinda kewl once u get to know him, i wont give it away but he is a reporter and he kinda gets involved a little to closely to the KillerMan occurances.
                    You know a game is good when a level is called 'Hall of Resentment' and there is a villan called KillerMan.
                    The game is a spoof more or less of the capcom 'survival horror' series, but with a lot of different game styles in one game...plus u get to dress up like a cross of Woody from Disney's Toy Story and Indiana Jones while u kill a giant evil Sonic the Hedgehog.
                    oh yah, page news is...i took sumore pics for my comics section, they'll b us soon.


~Oct, 15 2002:
                   Sorry it has been so long since i updated...but i have not had much to add to my site lately. I've been busy watchign movies and reading. mainly been reading H.P.Lovecraft's short fiction, if you've never read any I suggest Herbert West-Reanimator, Call of Cthulhu, Dagon, The Picture in the House, and The Ousider...those are a few good ones. What I'vee been watching is the new anime series Hellsing, it's about vampires, DragonBall GT, yah i started re-downloading them due to the crummy quality of my realplayer versions, Ring, the japanese version of the movie coming out on friday...and i must say if our version in even close to as creepy I'll pooh myself, and I've also just been watching whatever crazy ass Full Moon movies that William Shattner shows on sci fi saterday nights at 11pm(goddess bless that man!).
                   Sunday mornign i saw William Shattner in some foriegn film that was B+W, Incubus. I didn't pay much attention to it due to my recent attempts to catch rarepokemon again... but from what i saw It was realy artsy fartsy...
                   For the trifactor my mom got back from her short business trip to FL with a new DVD...Star Treck 2: the Wrath of Kahn...so right about now I'm going a lil nutzo cuz lil billy is everywhere...not to mention every 3 commercials is him talkign about priceline.com...should I be worried that shattner is goign to swallow my soul?!
                   Now onto my real news; people that were worried about me being depressed will be glad to know I'm not depressed, I saw my doc and he said so...the bad thing is i got sumthign worse than depression, Dysthymia, which is basicaly the Ultraman of depression...YAH!!!I'm on medacation now and will ahev to be for ever pretty much...
                   If anyone wants to play BESM call me...I am all ready to start sumthign, and It is set up so that I need to know the characters b4 i can completely set the story...but maps and NPCs and Items and side-missions are complete...CALL DAMMIT!!!

~Sept. 16 2002:
                   bloobly-blobby...I'm all blach on medacine right now, if u know me well enough u know i don't like to take medacine...unless i feel realy icky or am in total pain. So lets just say I feel all weeble wobbly! I added a links page it only has a couple of good one right now...i suggest going to them though they are okies...check u later!
~Sept. 15 2002:
                    lalala I am so bored...no one is around at all...friends are unavailable to even be contacted, some are working some are gone some are even disconnected...so sad...sooooo sad...My aunt told em to update my site...so here i am...thx aunty ducky(lol haven't been called that in a while huh?)
                    I hope the girl I like...lets call her "Julia" just to save on words ;), is having fun...she is away and hasn't been able to talk to me to much this weekend...I miss just being able to talk, she makes me happy...lalala
                     I took more quizes, so if u know where i keep the quizes go there anc check them out, some were pretty fun and I definately like most of the results.

                      Rents are paying me to take care of thedog so I can't realy leave the house...which pisses me off cuz that means I can't go lookign for my friends...they are at a gadamed NASCAR race that isn't even goign on due to rain...wtf...eh...I'll be fine, gunna order a pizza...so if you know where I live come over dammit!!! I'll have pizza!!!

~Sept. 13 2002:
                    Happy  Friday the 13th...YAH! *Kazoos and other noisemakers*
                    Still can't find a bloody job...but the fight goes onward...Today I tweeked the site a 'lil and added a new section...see look over there on the sidebar...Ramblings is now available...enough ppl have actualy shown interest in my site to add something for them other than the Cthulhu comic. If anyone wants to have things added to my site, send 'em (e-mail is in profile) and I will look them over and most-likely put  them on.
I'm looking for;
  -Short Stories(w/ author info/introduction)
  -Drawings/Fan Art/Character Interpritations(from stories)
  -Helpful  Comments on My Site
  -Pics(plz nothing to naughty...lol)
                     Plz ppl sign my guest book and gimme some comments, plz keep 'em nice, cuz mama always said 'if you got nothing good to say...shove it'...lol.
                     BTW to anyone who cares the girl I like is still talking to me...YAH! I love talking to her, it is a lot of fun, and she makes me feel good inside. I'm not realy used to people not freaking out after I tell them how I feel.

~Sept.10 2002:
                     Today sucked... I felt like sh!t all day, but I finally got the balls to tell this girl that I liked her, I hope she still wants to talk to me... really I do... a bunch of my good friends are having problems and I'm totally stressed out about stuff.
                    Still waiting on ppl top call or come over... I'm starting to 'love' my friends who say one thing and do another!
                     Hooked my web cam up to look into my front yard... my dad now has this crazy plan to hook them up all over to monitor his precious vehicles.
                     AND LOOK MY WEB PAGE IS UP!!!