T.O.M
hot damn. i got my period today! last time i got it on christmas day. which was lovely. for some reason im never really grumpy when i get my period. at least thats what people tell me. anyway this is the only reason being a girl sucks. well plus some other stuff, but its all around the same topic. kinda.lol.well now i am bored. i shall go eat a pop tart now.

~*Anna*~

paperclips!
me and my sister drove up to see a play at the College of DuPage, but the damn tickets were sold out. so then we looked at art. and saw this amazing paperclip thingy. it was like a huge wall of circles of paperclips all connected together. my sister said "i would get sick of it after 2 circles" which made me laugh. because she is awesome.

since we didnt have anything else to do, we drove back and went to the Fat Bean, which is the best coffee house ever!! we visited nicole, her friend. yes i got a free hot chocolate. which burned my tounge. some guitar guy was playing and he was awesome. then i looked at the Bean Book, and all the weird stuff people write and draw in it. there was a weird picture in it that disturbed me. it was a person. the upper half was a girl cuz it had boobs. the lower half was a guy cuz it had smaller hips and was hair. lol. it asked "man or woman?". i wrote "MAN!" When we got back, my brother was makin sugar cookies. cause we had like premade dough. and for a 15 year old guy they were pretty good. not good for me, but who the hell cares anyway. now i am bored. and i miss luke! maybe him and eric shall visit me tommorrow. or maybe just luke. hopefully not just eric.

~*Anna*~

fuck,doug, im not going out like this
today i woke up around 6:30 cuz i left my alram on. then i went back to sleep and woke up around 10. then i went online and talked to people. bye jenny!! have fun on ur ski trip, tell me how snowboarding is!

i went to katelyns house to practice our ensemble songs. haha we rock. i wish emma and vania were there. oh well. now i have nothing to do all day today. then my sister is taking me to some some play up at COD(College of DuPage) which should be interesting.

dance the night away
the dance was great fun. boring at first, then luke came and i was happy again. damn we missed the only slow dance, and luke was dissapointed. i made it up to him by standing in line for the bungee thing for like 45 minutes. then we went on the slide which was awesome. heh he almost landed on top of me. damn i got burned from that plastic at the bottom. then i did the chicken dance which was also great fun. then at the very end i saw caitlin which was weird cuz i hadnt seen her the whole time. oh well.

then eric was being a pervert. like he always is. then when we left, luke and eric "frolicked" in the snow. then eric was whining that he was cold, so i took his jacket, shook it and thew it on the ground. loser. then he was talking about inviting me and luke over, taking off our jackets, and ..... wrestling? then luke said he would make sure that eric wouldnt touch me. he better keep that promise. cause eric is a poop.

~*Anna*~

have depression? take Zoloft!
Well this morning i was crying. i guess about this whole situation thing, but lots of people were standing by me, "supporting" me lol. well im happy now. i guess things just kinda worked themselves out. which is a good thing. yay. heh i gave him my cell number. cuz i know if he called my house my brother would be like "WHOS THIS KID???" and my mom would be like "awwww anna!! that is sooooo cute!!!"
ahhh. thank god i dont live with my dad.

~*Anna*~

yay!!
i feel so happy now!!! he asked. and i said yes. its weird. i havent been with a guy since.... 4th grade. lol. its gonna be weird, it should be one hell of a ride though. ha cant wait til the dance. sorry girls, i dont think theres gonna be a sleepover. forgot to ask my mom. heh. sorry! we will do it another time i promise!!

~*Anna*~

what should i do?
damn love triangles!!! umm... sorta? only my friends... and some other people... know what im talking about. well...... my answer is ys.

so i sit and wait and wonder... does anyone else feel like me? i'm so overdosed on apathy. burnt out on sympathy.

yup. my mom was supposed to be home from the Foundry a while ago..... i want to go to the mall. cuz im bored. i wish the skatepark was open. cuz i have the craving to go on a halfpipe again. and try to drop in. and end up almost killing my self. again. but thats okay i have to wait a while anyway. devin is gone. and i miss her. shes in michigan. 98 inches of snow? damn! heh my dad thought someone i knew was calling from canada. oo yes me and my brother found some disturbing stuff in his bathroom. yes it was gross. i want to think of him as my grumpy old man dad the likes to fish and hunt. not......eww. but anyway, lots of people i know have a live journal. boo! i'm looking outside, and my dear pink fuzzy monkey is on the ground, frozen. oh well, i'll just let him thaw out.

~*Anna*~

blahhhh
i am sooooooo bored. i went the mall last night. i got pants. yay. now im bored. hmmmmm who should i call??

ewww dirty hands!!!
i just got back from hayde's birthday party, which was great fun. I did bumper cars 1643937 times and the dragon thigy 57496 times. We never did Dance Dance Revolution!!! Oh well. When me, cosette, and grace were doin bumper cars these two bitches from Still Middle School kept on banging into us when we were drivin around in circles. Ahh well right now i have a stomach ache from too much cake and a headache from that dizzy dragon thing. I like lost all my tickets. Also on crazy taxi they played punk rock song by bad religion!!! i was sooooo happy! well im done, and im bored. i see a boring 3 day weekend ahead of me.

~*Anna*~