Here are some songs that i have written. They are kinda depressing so if you don't like depressing songs then you might wanna go on to another part of the site...
My Mind
i walk around
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chorus:
i don't like to draw attention to myself
pre-chorus
Asking Myself Why
i am so confused
i was practically
nothing i could do
you walked into my heart
i really fell for you
i helped you when it hurt
pre-chorus, chorus
maybe we were better as friends
Wait
hold me down
did it feel good
why couldn't you have waited a while
was i the one
eventually i would've come outta my shell
and now
Alone
i can't seem to find my place in this crazy world
alone
what do i do when i feel like this is know that
chorus
i can't ignore the fact that i'm all alone
This Is My Life
this is my life
depression, obsession, incomplete comprehension
it's 2:53
obvious, glorious, truthful indeed
time passes by
irresistible, mystical, helpless and volnurable
this is my life...
Somebody
it seems that time is flying by
i feel like i'm such a failure
somebody kill me
i take another drink it's all i can do
what's the use of even trying
i'm just a little girl
Bottled Up Emotions
you better not look at me
i wish you could see my pain
i bottled up my emotions
i started my day with yawn
i don't wanna look at you
now i am going to try and move on
My Enemy
i sit alone and stare out my window
my enemy lives in me
i know there's nothing i can do
chorus
oh and i know that this is a battle
Let Me Talk
oh i don't know why i let you hurt me so
i honestly want to let you go but
why don't you just
you just like to play your games w/ me
you took me back and blamed it all
you're a liar
with a song in my head
it's all i can think of right now
from the moment
i got out of bed
to the second i go back
nobody knows my thoughts
the only secrets i can keep
but when you look into my eyes
it's like you know everything
it's like you know everything
how do you see right through me?
even when my skies are cloudy and grey
you know just what i have on my mind
how do you see right through me?
even when i say i'm alright
you know what's really on my mind
so i hide all my feelings behind my heart
i put on a smile to mask my tears
cuz' i know they won't understand
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i thought you like me too
but i guess i was wrong, i was wrong
in love boy
but i guess that you weren't, you weren't
nothing i could say
would make you wanna be with me
so why did you even ask?
and then you tore it up from
the inside out
now i'm left here
to cry, to die
asking myself why
and when you fell for her
i stood by you anyway, anyway
when she let you down
and you still dismissed me, dismissed me
and now that i'm older i
understand, oh i understand
i'm about to run out
i've waisted my time too long
one more time
i let you use me up
and i'm gonna move on
when you kissed her lips
did you think of me at all
are you happy now
that's all i ever wanted
but i wanted to be the one
to make you feel that way, oh
you had to move on so fast
my heart hadn't let you go
but i guess yours did
you didn't hesitate at all
the one who was there
when you needed someone
did you care
about me at all
did you even wanna give me time
this always happens to me
now i;m sttin' here livin' in hell
cuz' you're not here with me
it's time to get on with my life
i'm gonna miss you so damn much
a world witout you here
sux sooo bad but i know
that i will be ok
i'll be ok
messed up thoughts of yesterday i feel like i could die
no one really cares even though they say they do
i know better then that,oh
alone in this world
even when i'm surrounded
by those who claim to love me
alone
alone in this world
even when i have all i need
right here with me it's not enough
crying doesn't get me anywhere simple tears
turn to dust and now i'm buried up to my neck
oh i don;t know if i can go on living this way
but i just wish that i believed you that
i wasn't, i wasn't...
i'm only 16
lying on my bed staring at the cracks on the walls
and all i can feel is your touch
and i can't seem to get things off my mind
what does this mean?
what kind of mess am i going through this time
why can't i just let this go?
and i still feel the same way i did before
i do not know why
but i feel myself wanting you so much more
my mind is torn up
i blink and there goes 3 years
and all i know is i have gone nowhere
where has all this time gone?
everything that i do is wrong
i try so hard to get it right
but all i do is make it worse
i'm already dead
somebody help me
i'm losing my head
somebody find me
i'm lost in this world
somebody love me
i'm just a little girl
now that i've lost all sense of time and place
i'm so astranged that i can't hardly think
i just need to find a way out...
everything i do is wrong
i try so hard to get it right
but all i do is make it worse
i'm lost in this world
i'm losing my head
i feel like i'm dead
i just need to find a way out
i might start to cry
you better not talk to me
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i might try to lie
you see i am lost now
but you're just too blind
i wish you liked the rain
but you always thought with your mind
you see i am lost now
look where they got me
i am now scattered across your eyes
and that you cannot see
you are too damn ignorant
i am too tired for this
i last kissed you on the front lawn
that is something i will always miss
you see i am lost now
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna talk to you
cuz i know i'll have to lie
you see i am lost now
i don't wanna be lost anymore
i'm wondering where did my love go
i'm feeling lonely and it's all my fault
i should've listened to my knowing heart
she creeps among the walls of my soul
my enemy lives in me
and i fear that she will never let my heart go
my enemy
,y enemy has gotten to you
no convincing will change your mind
i really screwed things up this time
that i have to fight
cuz my enemy's a b****
and she's gonna die tonight
but i can't seem to get myslef to let you go
and i wanna tell you exactly how i feel
but you're making it hard for me to come out real
anytime i say a word you go off
you won't let me share my pain
shut up and let me
talk and say what i need to say
shut your mouth and let me talk
listen up cuz i'm through with you today
like when you said that you wanted to be free
that whole damn time you were with someone else
and i was sitting at home dwelling in my guilt
on me and i just never said a thing
but now it's time for you to get the hell
away and kiss my ass
i hate you so
i don't ever wanna see you again......