when you’re with him I wanna scream
a nice guy is what YOU see.
Behind your back he’s not
the guy he appears to be.
The only reason why you don't fight
cause he’s not home at night.
Only one guess where he’s not....
In the arms of you.
And I say
Why dont you want me, why aren’t you next to me
Why do you need him more than me.
He’s not right for you, cause I’m the one for you.
I wish that you could see this too.
That guy’s not right for you.
I saw you just the other day, while talking to the guy
I saw your face, when he says nothing of importantance at all.
He doesn’t even look in your eyes, only at your chest, what a surprise.
Doesn’t even care about what your saying.
One day the fraud will leave you
your heart left shattered in two.
But who will be there now he’s gone
the one who saw it all along.
And I say
Why dont you want me, why arn't you next to me
Why do you need him more than me.
He’s not right for you;
I’m the one for you.
I wish that you could see this too.
That guy’s not right for you.
-- Paul
"Predictable life"
probably go home
Sit in my room and be all alone.
--Paul
Life...no longer serves a purpose
Now that you are gone and I am left alone.
Lay on my bed and watch TV
Look at the phone, no one's calling for me.
I lay on my back and rest my eyes
Bored as hell, now what a surprise.
I've seen this movie now, what? A thousand times
nothing new and only boredom on my mind.
I need a girl to call my own;
I need a friend on the other end of the phone.
I need a life and I really need to live.
Theirs nothing in this world that I wouldn't give.
Day after day nothing seems to change
Day after day nothing goes my way
Day after day all I do is deal with strife
And hope to change my everyday predictable life.
Outside the sun is shining bright
But in my room I have an artificial night
Another movie to watch another day gone the same
Another day like the others, gone down the drain
Wanna wake up next to me?
Bored again and the same movies to see
The same old job and dust on the phone
Another day wasted and another alone.
Day after day nothing seems to change
Day after day nothing goes my way
Day after day all I do is deal with strife
And hope to change my everyday predictable life.
Boring, consistent, UN shared
predictable life,
Predictdble life.
Today.... When I woke up in my bed
I reached out for you but forgot about the words that you said.
You said
"I need some time to find myself, some time for you to look around
Sometime for me to take a break, sometime to get your feet back on the ground.
We need to take a few steps back, need to heal these open wounds
I know I said I loved you dear, but not as much as you assumed."
Tears.... Run down my face
as I read your letter laying here I seem to fall from grace.
You say you're not real sure now, what our future lies
but now I'VE come see that it won't involve you by my side.
Love...is just a feeling of the past
A recent heartache in the works a feeling that will last.
She... said someday she may be back
But I won't be here for her; cause love is what she lacked.
She said
"I need some time to find myself, some time for you to look around
Sometime for me to take a break, sometime to get your feet back on the ground.
We need to take a few steps back, need to heal these open wounds
I know I said I loved you dear, but not as much as you assumed."
-- Paul
"Love is a Many Splendored thing"
"As I stand in their world, poisoned by the accursed sun,
I see all of the evil couples, taunting me with their quote un-quote love.
I spit at them, and cuss at them, but it seems it is no use, They have won.
Suddenly their turns a blazing blue, and TRUE EVIL descends upon the Earth. All the stupid things that the stupid people thought, is consumed by the sheer malevolence if the Midnight Sun.
DE PROFUDIS CLAMAVI
And now it seems that I have won. And I look up to thank my sun.
And out of it crawls a goddess.
My love has arrived.
A comforting smile creeps across my face. And now, I am pleased.
--Dayis Schreck
*Title Stolen from an AFI song that has nothing to do with this, and most of the terms were also stolen from AFI
"From Dawn to Death"
Its here again...that feeling I get when I see you. The feeling that hurts so bad because I know my life is at its end. Now I wonder if all this is worth dying over? I take a deep breath and I am gone.
Its here again...that feeling I get when you leave. That feeling that hurts so bad. It feels as if my heart is breaking into millions of pieces. I know you said you will be back but what if you dont? Then what will i do? Will I go on with my life or will I drown in my own self pity?
Its here again...the feeling I get when I think. The feeling that hurts so bad, all I want to do is die! You used to say just stop thinking but once the thought is there it doesnt go away...I feel my only relief is DEATH...
~Stephanie Crawford~
*Titled by Justin Goldsmith
" I knew it was you "
When I first laid eyes,
I wanted you bad,
but knew you were,
way from my league.
Throughout the year,
we had hurtful confrontations,
we kept waiting and waiting,
But it never did happen.
We each had our times,
with someone else,
some were long,
some were short.
but either way,
we never got our chance.
We grew apart over time,
but still had memories to fall back on,
though we hid them deep inside,
we both knew they were still there.
Now our chance has come,
Now our time is here,
Now we can be...
But only if you let us
-Luke
The nymphs
Come with me to the land of fairies,
Where they freat and dine on berries,
And drink dew drops from the acorns,
And play among the roses thorns.
They sit on mushrooms in a ring,
And play on the vines in which they swing,
If your lucky you might see,
The little ones who play beneath the willow tree.
If you ever care to catch a glimpse,
You will have to be patient to see these nymphs,
The fourtune and fame is yours to keep,
because this is only something dreamers seek...
-Laura Smith
