This page has some of my poems on it, they're mostly really stupid, but watever. I usually only write poems when im depreseed so sorry if they are all sad peoms.
Your Fault(for JB)
I cut myself and watch it bleed,
to take away away the pain,
that's you've pushed into my heart,
where it will remain.
It is all your fault,
that i now want to die,
You broke me down to peices,
with all your fucked up lies.
So if I'm not alive,
when the sun comes up tomarrow,
you'll finally figure it out,
that your the reason for my pain and my sorrow
Broken Trust
I though we had a trust
that could never be broken.
Friends for life,
our secrets never spoken.
Until that day i found out,
that you betrayed me.
Now i know i can't trust you,
is this how you wanted it to be?
Our trust is gone,
never to be found again,
our friendship that i had once loved,
has now come to an end.
You can say sorry all you want,
with the many apology notes you have written,
but that still sucks for you i guess,
because your still unfogiven.
Friends Forever
i wish you'd stop doing that,
your hurting your self inside
i want you to stop
your gonna make me cry
as your hurting yourself
your also hurting me
can't u relize this
or are you just to blind to see
i want to offer you help,
but you always push me away
you may not relize this now
but im your friend and im here to stay
im gonna get you help,
and soon you'll be back together,
and you'll relize through all that shit,
im still your best friend foever
Falls Apart
I feel like my life is disinagrating,
my mind forever contemplating how i began to fall.
I'm screaming deep inside, my mind is starting to crawl.
What makes me so confused? Everything and All.
I have too much pain...I jus can't take it.
No matter what i do it all feels the same.
I don't want you, i don't need you, i don't need love ta help me through...
*Chorus*
So fuck you, fuck my life, fuck the world, fuck this knife...
So here i go, cut the skin...
blood drips out, hate drips in.
Enemies surround me, they won't go away.
If they keep buggin me, they're gonna pay.
So fuck them, let them learn, what you give out, you get back in turn.
Don't judge me, i won't judge you...don't fuck wit me cuz my crew is true.
Messin wit us is like knockin on death's door...
I'm gonna laugh my ass off when you collapse to the floor.
So watch your back, or you'll fall on your face.
It looks like your loosing in our rat race....
*Chorus*
Everything is crazy, falls apart, takin chances, don't know where to start.
Choose right from wrong, good from bad...
tried to make snese of the life i had.
You can't bring me down, I'll stand up and fight.
Don't talk back to me, i know im right.
Pain overwhelmes me, i can't take no more, I hurt so much like never before.
I'm torn to pieces, I'm broken down, i don't wanna return, to that shitty ass town.
I'm not gonna cry, jus back away....
...guess who's taken their life today?
*Chorus*
Faliure to Society
I am a failure to society, I'm not wanted anywhere
My friends had once told me they would always be there...
I tired to be nice, to be friendly, and kind..
I learn not everyone is like me, people backstab from behind...
Life used to to amuse me, it was fun and happy...
Soon i grew up, and learned about life truely.
At first it was hard to adjust to all the pain,
but soon it became a part of me...
I live everyday in shame.
Crying on the inside, I help to get out.
I need to live a better life, i wanna stand up and shout.
Into my pillow my emotions pour,
I'm viewing this work as never before.
Tell Daddy i love him, and Mom I'm hurting
greatly...Tell brother and sister i will miss them dearly...
But this is for the best, trust me this time, I'm doin something right, this is the perfect crime...
Rejection
A wise pothead once told me, that rejection was the hardest thing to face.
When it happens to you, your mind starts to race.
You begin to think of everything about yourself that could possibly be wrong.
As hard as it is, you have to stay strong.
Life does thing to teach us lessons.
Just think of the good things and count your blessings.
Things could be worse, it can't all be bad.
We just have to learn and grow from each past experience we've had.
So take a step ahead, and learn from your mistake.
Don't go on living a life full of regret and hate.
