It's the fire that I feel burning, it's the icy feeling spreading
You're the angel without mercy smiling laughing at me
I'm the failure the lost one
Loved and scorned anew
Blessed and damned by my own foolish pride
God as if this wasn't enough
Now I have the aching pain in my heart
Why couldn't we be together like we're meant to be
Was it me? Us? You? Something I could have never controlled?
How long the days seem when I lie here alone
Whispers of what could have been float around the room
Am I sleeping? Am I dreaming?
I could have sworn I saw a
Flicker of regret cross your face today
As if you missed me...as if you were sorry
As if my hurting was hurting you too
As if you wanted to be with me again...