And It Steals Along On Black Wings . . .

The

Darkest

Angels

Will

Forever

Shine

The

Brightest

Light

*Autonomy*

oh god damn it i don't know what i want

hey, i don't know either

well, actually i do

but i know it won't happen, so i try to avoid it

cause by not knowing i'm in trouble but innocent

but it doesn't work, and i'm left hurting worse than before

i never knew my sweet dear of a friend was so angry inside

it's happier than it sounds

oh god this is depressing

but it is good good good

but they're not meant to be

*Echo*

Beautiful

Shimmery

Dancing

Fake

Dangerous

And Oh So Real

It's Like Cocaine Sparking Through Your Mind

It's Dangerous And Terrible

And It Must Stop

And Oh It Can Never Stop

It's Never Ended

And It Will Never Be Begun

Dragging Pulling Lifting And Exhalting

The Most Terrible Dangerous Angel Is The One We Cannot Live Without

And It Steals Along On Black Wings. . .

Life or Something Like It

faeries
long nights alone
to be shown something that i've not seen . . . something infinitly interesting
3 AM meals at Denny's with one's close at heart
the uplifting of the soul through music
children with wide beautiful eyes
sparkling poetry
the taste grape juice leaves on your tongue
the tight burnt feeling of Listerine
standing next to the one you love
remaining an unknown
and loving it
depression
the quick roll of foreign words off my tongue
sunsets from behind palm trees
cool water and scorching sand
wind rushing by as i fly down a mountain, attached only to my snowboard and my dreams
the thrill of something new
the terror of change and of new beginnings
oh the possibilities
a new book from the author you worship
the warm wet centipede smell after a rainshower
not knowing who i am, and not wanting, but being content that somewhere out there i am, and that i will one day be whole
autonomy

Hey Pretty