1.) The End

excruciating pain, sudden blurred vision, not knowing if this mistake was my last decision, wheeled down a hall way with a light after the bend, thinking to myself i know this is the end, as i transcended from my body into the searing light, looking down at myself thinking about my life, my self-perception was a far cry from the truth things about my self that i never knew...if i had a second chance one more crack at life i'd avoid the conflicts and ended all the strife. excruciating pain sudden blurred vision not knowing if this mistake was my last decision, forgiveness and repentance a need to change my ways is a play i made, a plan for better days

2.) Broken Glass and Shards of Memories

lying in bed, insomnia is hounding me every time my heart beats it feels like something's pounding me time and time again, you go behind my back so many broken promises, i cant keep in track how many times can you break my heart and puncture so deep in my skin that i will never fall for you or fall in love again broken glass and shards of memories it feels like i am being stabbed with a double bladed knife but a broken heart is never mended i'm scarred for life

3.) Playing For Keeps

blood pressure rising with every word you speak grinding my teeth plotting the fate of your demise, i hope your willing to die for this, you were the end of everything sacred, i hope your willing to die for this,i mean what i say, not one to talk shit, but quick to throw a punch im the one to end it, betrayal was your only game, stabbing backs with no regrets but when your busy vomiting lies I’m plotting the fate of your demise, as the wind passes through the tree so does the wrath of your disease, infest the world like a cancerous tumor, i'll be the end of all your rumors, blood pressure rising with every word you speak grinding my teeth plotting the fate of your demise i hope your willing to die for this, for this

4.) Never Say Die

if i were to die in your arms i would die in heaven, like sand through the hour glass the clock strikes seven, another day dies, tears fall as she cries wishing she could go back in time making everything fine, if i had to go back in time i wouldn't change anything, this is why i'm here, this is why i sing, so young so immature, in love yet insecure, after months of waiting ..waiting to go under the knife, but i've been waiting for years, waiting for the rest of my life, with a tampered heart living life a lie knowing only one things true i will never say die, i will never say die, but my life is slipping away but its not my fault but you know what they say that its better to love then never love at all, the famous lines of everyone who falls. but if i had to go back in time i wouldn’t change anything. this i why i'm here, this is why i sing, we still have time to stop this from every happening again, you have forsaken me