
Black as my soul is the pain in my heart.
Nothing is real.
Time passes through me destroying my dreams,
killing the child.
Unseen force searching for life,
only to die.
Sweet pungent smell consuming torn flesh,
bringing new hope.

cold and tired
alone and wired
uninspired
without desire

From the depths of her eyes I am set free.
With one kiss I am whole again.

sitting, looking, thinking, debating
smoking, choking, loathing, and hating
watching, wanting, wishing, waiting
giving, taking, destroying, creating

satin black lamps
and cars in a race
i wait for my friend
in this loneliest place
the cold bites my neck
as i sit in reflection
i long for your touch
i lust for affection
the leaves
dance with joy
as i sit with the sun
much like i started
now i am done

silent confusion
angry coffee
poetic antisipation
unknown prophicy
calm interactions
blue emotions
average laughter
sporadic devotions


