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6-12-01

Well, a brand new log deal, that's just great, stupid homestead,lol oh well, they'll haveta deal w/ it. Well to fill you in on what has happened to me as of lates, i got new trucks for my skateboard, that's a plus, i found out a good friend is gonna be moving, that's a minus, jammed out with a friend and redid a song really good theres another plus, found out that the distortion to my amp is gone, minus well thats bout it everything basically evened off, so that's all good, well that's enough tonite, night everyone

6-17-01
Hey, last night was amazing, I'm so happy from it, I know have a girlfriend, Carolynne Dice, she's so cool, Car if you read this I luv ya babe, alot, you rule. Well on a seperate note, I found out that one of my best friends is a compolisive liar, that always works out great in my books, thanks to those to told me about it, I would never have picked it up for myself. Well that's enough ramble for now, byebye

6-22-01
Yo, schools almost over for me, Yaaay, one more week, tommarrow night, basement show, that should be pretty good, um oh yea, i broke my board today, yippee, i'm getting sick of it, and skating in general, i may just quit, but i can't do it just that easily, but then again i just may not quit. Yep 2 more weeks and it'll be my b-day, good ol' july 4th, um yea, thats bout it, i may start writing down sum good song lyrics from social distortion soon, we'll see, it all depends on how bored i get, nighty night everyone

6-23-01
This morning i woke up with a revelation, that me quiting skating would be the most single stupidest thing i ever did in my life, wow i should really shoot myself for that one, haha. Well, basement show is tonite, that'll be fun, well, that's enough i gotta get ready for work now, later

6-24-01
Hey, i never went to that basement show, i just went driving around with carolynne, that was fun, but my back was aching and i was really tired,so yea, that was to extent of how my day was yesterday, i think i'm gonna put some social d lyrics down now Dear Lover, Social Distortion Loving, over and over again now, It aint nothing girl, till you've felt the pain. Up against the wall, why does love always have to hurt?Your scratches run across my back, and then a tear :chorus: Dear Lover, I can't take the pain no more, Dear Lover, I pick my heart up from the floor, Dear Lover, I can't believe its come to this, Dear Lover, give me one last painful kiss, There ain't nothing, in this world for free now, So how high of a price will you pay? Hear the screams so loud, wake up to the broken glass, Its a scene from bad to worse and then more tears :repeat chorus:

6-29-01
Today was a decent day, first it was the last day of school, so yippee! secondly i had a decently good skate day, first i did a fakie heelflip to tailslide on a ledge, for those of you who aren't skate literate, it's basically flipping the board then sliding, and i also ollied my first trash barrel lying on it's side today, so yippee!! But as with everything that's good theres an equally bad thing, one of my best friends, is moving tomarrow to ohio, =*(, i'm gonna miss her so much, she means alot,::sigh:: 2morrow is the fireworks, hopefully it won't get rained out, and even more i hope carolynne will be there, well, i don't really have much else more to write about now. bye.

6-30-01
Today was a saddening day, one of my best friends moved to Ohio today, i'm gonna miss her alot, hopefully if things go right she'll be able to move back here, my fingers are crossed. As said before in the last entry, today was the fireworks, but it got rained out, and carolynne wasn't able to make it, so that really really sucked, sigh. But today wasn't all in vain, at the fireworks i met some new chick named chrissy, and while it was raining we were walking around with a cardboard box over out head, it was all in good fun. Tomarrow will be the raindate for the fireworks, so hopefully it won't rain, i really feel like seeing em, oh yea, before i forget, this wed. is my 18th b-day, the parties gonna be awesome, hopefully it won't rain that day either, well, that's all for now, adios

7-1-01
This has been the worst week i've ever had in my life. Like said before, one of my best friends moved to Ohio, she was supposed to send an e-mail to me, but she hasn't so i'm like worried. I also got into a fight with Carolynne today, so that was just peachy, everything is just dropping down on me, and it's not good at all, she just misinterpreted sumthing i said, and everything is just a mess. But in some decent kinda good news, 18th b-day party in a few days, yippee!!, later for now

7-3-01
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA, i just read this person's "blog" as she likes to call it, recently we've had our difference's, i realized it was my fault and tried to appoligize, but she want's none of it, and i just don't really care now, according to her, she thinks i make decisions based on the popularity, quite the falsehood. Let's give ya an example that can shoot that idea to the ground. Me being a skater, the popularity thinks of rollerbladers as a waste of time, hmmmm....seeing as to how a good friend of mine rollerblades, and i tend to have the view "as long as they're having fun why slam em" how can i be going with the popularity on that one. Hmmm, what else was in there, that was against me....oh yea, she thinks i take pleasure in others pain, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA, you can ask anyone out there, that i hate to see other's in pain. Oh yea, one more thing, i can honestly say if i were to ever see you in public, i'll give a very big F*ck You, and i could care less who you're with, you think i actually care what people think of me, when i don't, but wait, how could i, when i'm a trendy poser, hmmm...go figure, i know you're never gonna see this, but maybe you will, i pray you will, cuz if you do, this message is straight for you, i don't need you, i never did, and i never will, i would've been better off not meeting, not being a b/f to you, and might i add, you had to have been one of the worst girlfriends i've ever had, to think almost a year wasted on you when i could've had anyone else, i shudder at that thought, well i hope you had a fun time, cuz i sure as hell did.

7-4-01
Today was the greatest day, i had such an awesome b-day party. Although certain people didn't show up that were supposed, the people who did go made the event much more the better anyway. I got cake to the face on 3 different occasions, that was fun, hahah. Today really made up for this wreck of a week i've had, first with billie jo moving to Ohio, then Carolynne breaking up with me, today just made all of those pains disappear. Oh yea, i took part in helping out a bird that had a messed up wing, so that was good, it's always nice to lend a helping hand. Well, that's about all i have to speak about, later.

7-8-01(12:15 a.m.)
Hey, i've had a decent night, i went "disco" bowling, man how ghetto was that. They didn't even play disco music, they played stupid pop music, but it was fun all the same. Well, i don't really have much to say, so i'll leave you with this quote: "Somewhere in the darkest corner of your darkest dream, there is a place where all that is lost can be found. And in that darkest corner, crouched in the cold, you will find me...and you will find yourself." - Davey Havok.

7-11-01
Recently i've been thinking about what a jerk i've been to my best friend brie, the one i so verbally bashed to death on 7-3-01, lately we've been feuding, all on my own stupid accounts, i have no clue why i did what i did to her, but amazingly she's forgiven me, and i feel so good about it, also, new poem added, Brie's Poem check it out, it's rad. later.

7-16-01
I got my lip pierced today, and i got it on tape. Oh yea, for all of you who live round me, july 27th there will be a party from 2 till whenever at 147 woodlawn street, there's gonna be a band playing, so yea, fun junk, later.

7-23-01
Hey, i know i haven't written here in a while, i've pretty much done nothing to write about, so yea, well i did quite stop and shop last thursday because they won't let me have my precious lip ring, i found it hippocritical that they're allowing someone to work there with his labret done yet they won't let me have my lip pierced...hmmm go figure. but i did apply to journey's at the holyoke mall, but i was denied there, "we're filled right now, maybe when 'back to school' comes i'll give ya a call" those were his exact words, yea right, like i'll get a call, so i applied at savers today, and i'm supposed to call back wed. or thurs. we'll see how that goes. well, a few more days till kimmy's party, it's gonna be fun, i'm gonna laugh and make fun of all the drunkards, it'll be rad, hahaha, well later.

7-28-01
Hey my friends, well as you have read i applied at savers recently, they called me last wed. setting up an interview for the following thursday, the interview went fairly well im my opinion, and i'm to call back next wed. to see if i have the job because i guess he had a couple others to interview to see who gets the job. hopefully it'll be me. as you also have read there was a party yesterday, boy did things happen. first of all it didn't happen at the place it was supposed to happen at. why? because the person throwing it left town to go to boston, yea that sux, so it was thrown at anothers house, it was fun, but i never got to make fun of drunkards, oh well. but a funny thing did happen, seeing as to how there was only a handfull of kid's there, we decided to go to mcd's, i had one of my friends taped up so that his arms couldn't move, and he went running into mcd's with me in pursuit saying get that kid, and he tripped over a friend, and i tripped over him sending me into the door, i thought i would've broken it, but i didn't and i run out of there, from what i heard the manager ran out after me, but gave up, so that was all fun, all in all the night was pretty good. now for today, i got some new shoes, and i went skating tonite, it was pretty fun, so that's bout all, later.

8-4-01
Hey, not much has been happening, savers is being a pain to me, they won't tell me if they'll hire me or not, they keep delaying it, damn them. well in other news, i got a new board and wheels the other day, so yay, oh yea, i also put together a tape of me skating, more to add on it, but hey, it's a start, oh yea, 5 more days till warped tour, i can't wait for that one, it'll be so fun, later
8-10-01

Hey, yesterday was the greatest day of my summer. Warped Tour was the greatest ever. Me and mina didn't get there till bout halfway through Sum 41's set, it wasn't all that bad. We somehow managed to get up right at the barrier to see the bands, and we stayed there for bout 4 bands, and that was real fun, we saw Mad Caps, and it was fun cuz the singer told everyone to throw junk on stage, and i had this waterbottle and i threw it and it hit the drummer's symbol. The next band was Flogging Molly, this like irish punk band w/ an accordian and a violinist, they weren't all that bad. Then AFI, my fav band played, and all hell went loose. It was great i was only just a few feet away from them seeing as to how i was at the barrier. They played the most energetic set I've EVER seen. They opened up with Strength through Wounding, and ended with a song that matches them greatly, Total Immortal. And just so many great songs in between. Then after we just like walked around watching the other great bands like The Ataris, Pennywise, Rancid, and a slew of others. But I payed the price cuz i'm like heat exhausted, cuz whenever i stand up i'm like dizzy and junk, so that's just lovely, so today's just gonna be a day of rest, well, c-ya guys later.

8-25-01

Hey, i know i haven't written in a while...well the answer to that is....i haven't been up to much, that's why. Well, to fill you guys in on what's been happening as of lates, i've been doing some decent skating lately, and last thursday i went to the beach. That was fun, i haven't been to a beach in sooo long. It was great just to hang out and stuff. Then yesterday i went to the mall with the usual bunch of people i go with, and i got a cd. NFG all the cover songs they do, it's a decent cd. School's starting next week, that'll be fun, it'll be good to see all of my friends and junk, and just mess around seeing it'll be my senior year. Today i'm gonna go to mina's house and just watch a bunch of movies with friends, so that should be fun. later.

8-30-01

Hey...school started today...it was fun. I always have fun with school. But right now i have three holes in my schedule, so that really sucks...but other then that, i have good classes. Sooooo yea... ummm....i have nothing else to talk bout...bye.

9-6-01

Yo, things are going pretty good right now. Aside from my knee bothering me from skating the other day....oh well, i've pretty much hung out with mina this whole week, she rocks. As you may have read before i didn't have 3 classes..well all is fixed now, and i have a pretty killer schedule. oh yea i recently got a super nintendo the other day, and now i'm a super mario world-aholic. so thats just fun. bye

9-9-01

Hey my friends, it's 10:21 p.m. and i just got back home a lil while ago, i went to the movies w/ mina and matt, we went to see jeepers creepers, well, the ending was horrible, i didn't think it was that bad, cept for the ending. yesterday i went with this kid matt provoust to this "skatefest" concert deal, it was pretty fun, the only decent bands i saw was bigwig and the movielife. bigwig was awesome, "okay for all the emo kids out there we gotta song for you....F*ck You!!" so said the lead singer of bigwig. it was awesome. well, now i leave, bye

9-15-01

Hey, it's going good down here...coping with what happened...such a sad event. umm...well, i've done some good things to help out..like donated over half my wardrobe, and last night me and some friends collected a lil over $100 for red cross..umm so yea..todays the high vs comprehensive football game, so i'm going to that, just to hang with friends, so that'll be fun..well, i'm leaving now..bye.

9-17-01

Hey, what up, yea..comp won the football game, big woop, like i cared anways. um..yea so that night me, mina, and krysta had a lil sleepover deal at mina's place, and me and krysta slept in the same bed...so i can technically say i "slept" with her, lol. so yea, ummm i got a new board the other day, and yesterday i met two new people, tim and dana, they're pretty cool, i finished talking with dana a lil while ago, that was cool. so yea, i don't have much else to talk bout. night.

9-20-01

Hey, you may be wondering why half of the logs are gone...thats just to make this page not as long as it was, if you really want to see past stuff, heres an archieve link Archieve Link so yea, today i went driving around with adam and dana and tim and others, it was fun. so yea...later.

9-24-01
Hi, i had a pretty fun weekend. Friday i went to a dance...that was alrite, but it dragged on and on and on, so that sucked. Saturday brought jeffy's b-day show in which two friends of mine played in, that was pretty fun, i got some good pics(hopefully they came out good) of atrophy and the destined extinction reunion. Aside from the picture taken, i got kicked in the face while in the pit, so that was rad. Sunday brought the Diecast show. That was awesome. during Diecast, this big dude tackled some kids that were in front of me and when they fell over they knocked into me...but i didn't fall, so that was good. Also during Diecast i got kicked in the heart by some guy in the pit, that was just raaad. Well...that's bout it. later.

9-26-01(1:19 AM)
Hey, i just got home from the weezer concert up in worcestor. it was pretty damn fun, they had good sound and good lights, and they played good songs too, like, "Buddy Holly" and "The Sweater Song" and a bunch of others. We stopped to eat at an IHOP which was TERRIBLE. Bill and Joe got cold food, while Andy didn't even get his, and i didn't even get my drink, so that really sucked ass. Ummm...well bye

9-30-01
Hey, yesterday was a pretty fun day, i skated a lil bit, then went to a benefit show, bands worth mentioning that played...scattered and i am disaster. I had a really fun time, i saw carolynne, that was good. well, that's bout it, bye

10-1-01
I don't really have much to write about so, i'm just gonna write some song lyrics.
The Ataris "Summer Wind Was Always Our Song"
These break-up songs make sense again/ and I really wish they didn't/ Sinatra's singing summer wind/and I'm thinking of the night we met
Just one last time/can I hear you say?/"you're my little boy/I never want you to go away"
where are you?/please believe in me/ I'm not hanging up the phone/'till i hear you say
"I love you/I need you near"/just give me one last chance/ and I'll never let you down again
oh and what I wouldn't give/ just to kiss your lips again/ to hold your hand next to my heart/ and wake up with you in our apartment
just one last time/ can i call you my sweetheart???/my bestfriend/ why do all good things come to an end
where are you?/ please believe in me/ I'm not haning up the phone/'till i hear you say
"I love you/ I need you near"/just give me one last chance/ and i'll never let you down again.

10-5-01
Hey, i just got back from Riverside...better know as Six Flags, it was my first time there, it was pretty fun. For my first coaster i went on the superman ride, i guess that's the fastest ride around, it was pretty fun. I took an ol time photo with a couple of friends, and then i ran around in circles on some "scary clowns." We went to this haunted house deal, and in one of the rooms there was this lady dressed fully in white, and she was following me, staring at me, so me just being the person i am, i just gave her a stare-down, it was fun. Well, bye.

10-12-01
Hi, last night sucked...there was supposed to be a show at this kids house, but the cops came and said no...can't play...so the show was moved to this other kids house, where the cops came a second time and said no. boy, did that just suck. I'm kicking myself right now. i was outside skatin around, and this girl was all like checking me out...but i didn't do anything...man, how stupid can i get.::sigh:: oh well...move along. well, i'm gonna leave now. bye.

10-14-01
Hi, i bashed a car with a sledgehammer today, legally, it was pretty fun, then i went home, and went driving to find mina and tom, and we all walked around and ran into my friend joe in his station wagon, he drove right up to me, and i just walked on his hood, onto the roof, and just jumped off then edge, that was fun, then we went to this park where some lil puerto rican girls were all like are you guys vampires, it was funny, we scared em, lol, well, that's bout it, bye.

10-17-01
Hey, tonight was fun, i skated the center w/ bronner and comtois, it was cool, we skated this lil gap deal, and i did a bunch of tricks over it, then we went to the subway to skate, and the guy there came out and said go away, real mean like, so i mouthed off to him, and he called us girls, and then i just went back a lil while later, and he was staring at me, and i stared back, then he started to laugh at me to the customers, so i just pointed and laughed right back at him, then he went to the back room, and that was that. Well, that was my night, bye.

10-25-01
Hey, crushes suck, i'm going head over heels over this girl, and i don't wanna, damn it, this sucks, anyways, halloweens coming up soon, that's gonna be the best, and next tuesday there's the newfound glory concert that's gonna happen, that'll be off the hook. well, i'm off now, bye.

10-27-01
Hey, just got back from bowling, it was fun, i wrecked alan bland in every game, cept for the stipulation games, like bowling w/ your eyes closed, then bowling with the opposite hand. yea, i saw brie there, i prolly got her mad at me, i was hyper at the time, shit happens. last night was the halloween dance, i went as a ghost, lol, i had a white sheet over my head a funny hat on, and wrote "boo" on the sheet with ducktape, my friends mina and britney won the costume contest with their "goth girls" outfits, it was cool, i'm happy for em. few for days and the NFG concert, that'll rock, notice how i'm totally avoiding the subject of my crush, Halloween, my fav day in the year in a few days, that'll rock, going as Michael Myers, getting contacts this monday, yea, my crush has a b/f, damnit, this always happens to me, i either fall for A) girl with b/f, B) girl who doesn't like me, or C) girl smokes/drinks, just raaad. bye

10-29-01
Hey, i got contacts now, they're a pain so far, but i'll get used to em. Well, tomarrow NFG concert, that'll be awesome, then the next day Halloween, i can't wait, well, i don't have that much else to talk about, c-ya later

11-1-01
Hey, the last few days were pretty damn good. The NFG was awesome, i had such a fun time. I went into the pit for them bout 3 songs before they finished, it was awesome. Last night, Halloween, that was pretty fun, aside from it being cold as hell, i had good fun.
I just read something a lil sickening to me, here, i'll quote it too, "Stephie, Damon, and Joe Flo are my only other friends really that are outside the family." Gee, that's nice to hear, i guess, i'm not a friend to you anymore, that hurts, now, i may just be looking into this to much and thinking something that isn't, but hey, in my defense, people do stupid things, others do em stupid things alot more, i'm one of those people, how was i to know you were mad, and one more thing i never meant to laugh in your direction, hell i don't even remember doing it. If you do actually read this, I'm sorry, and please give me some response back, whether it be in my guestbook or an e-mail, just not on your website, only cuz i'm dumb and i don't know if your talking about me or someone else.
In other news, i'm getting pretty bummed bout the girl i like who has a b/f, ::sigh::, poor me, bye.

11-02-01
Hey, i had a pretty fun night, it was with some members of "The Family". As of now, i'm a friend of "The Family". Those kids are a fun bunch. I don't really feel like going through the details of the night, it was just fun. Well, i'll see ya kiddy's later, bye.

11-03-01
I'm part of "The Family", (-=

11-05-01
Hi, i think i'll go into a bit of detail now about my weekend, from friday till today. Well, friday, i was to meet some friends, they were late, i was mad, and well, i ran into some other friends that night, members of "The Family", and they took good care of me.
Then Saturday, it was my friend nates b-day party/show, that was fun. Afterwards, my and jeffy took mike home, and camryn came for for ride. That was a fun ride, along the way there were some young girls walking along, and i yelled at them and they started running. Then we went to Newbie's house and hung out, that was fun. I'm skipping a bunch of events now, and then there was a milk drinking contest, oh yea, before that, i was inducted into "The Family", back to the story, there was 5 kids, me included, and the challenge to see who can drink a half gallon of milk the fastest, granted i didn't finish drinking, i never puked. The only one who didn't might i add. I figure i can go about saying that because Grogan got to bout half, and then hurled, i finished about 3/4th of it, and still din't hurl, hahah. Then we went bowling, that was fun, i got a free night of bowling cuz this kid left, and well, i took over, hehehehe. Then i went home.
Sunday, nothing happened, that brings me to today, i got a new board, and some new shoes, and, that's the end of how things went. Bye

11-06-01
Hey, i don't really have much to talk bout, but i've been having some wacky dreams lately, yea, me having dreams, thats something definetely out of the ordinary. They're both pretty much the same, i find this girl, and we just hang out and talk and stuff, then we just fall asleep on my couch. well, that's bout it. c-ya

11-12-01
The Family hurts, ever sence i've been hanging with em i've been getting hurt, pretty much this whole past weekend. Saturday, i thought it would be funny to run into a punching bag in Newbies basement, well, i ran into it to fast and got flung right into Newbies cold hard unforgiving cement floor. From that i got a cut right above the eye...Boy did it bleed. Then tonight, as in 11-11-01, i decided to jump in a pile of leaves from standing on jeffy's car. The first time it was a side angle and i didn't jump in time, so i told jeffy to stop and he did and i lost my balance and fell on the ground where i got some skin taken off of my knee and palm of my left hand(oh yea, the cut on my face is above my left eye). Just for the record we came at the leaves from a head-on approach where i successfully jumped into the leaves. Saturday, was also Carolynne's b-day party, i had more fun at that then i thought i would. so that was cool..well, thats bout it, so later.

11-15-01
Hey, whatsup...all i gotta say is...i wrecked bravo five times today...haha...who wants some. Umm yea, i was with brian and brian, and we got pulled over for not having a break light. it was funny cuz brian c. said we were gonna get pulled over. and on the rest of the way home we kept running into cops. that was funny...well, c-ya later

11-18-01
Hey, i think i'm going deaf, my right ear is all ringing and stuff...just raad. anyways, on the way home from the saves the day show, which is why my ear's ringing, i kinda raced with starke...i tried to pass him, but he tried running me off the road, okay. well, he stopped at a red light, and when i was coming up behind it turned green, but he just stayed there expecting me to stop, but i went right around him...then i brought joe home, then i came home. yea.

yea, sucks to think a girl likes ya, but actually doesn't...yea, story of my life, bye.

11-20-01
hey, this is my last post here, i'm on the live journal now for my journal, um..i'll still keep this around, but it'll be in the archieves, well, c-ya

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