June 20th- I have just had a bunch of things on my mind. First is about my show a long time ago. I worked so hard to plan this. It was for Step Up the program I am in. None of those kids help. All those fucking kids didn't do shit. I asked for help and they didn't help. But these kids get to go to very very expensive places and get spending money. I worked my ass off and I got a hard time for a plane ticket. Fuck them. I finally had this whole thing setup and something else disappointed me. THe people in my school. They all went to these Savarese Promation hardcore suck my ass music shows. It is at the same place. I went to pass out flyers and saw many many people from my school. Then came my show and these people were no where to be found. There was people who told me they could not get a ride. I took it fine. But then I see them next week at the same place just for a different show. I ask how they go there and they said they walked. Shows how much support these people gave me. I felt people in the community didn't support me well for this show. They support many other things that come there way though. I was glad to see so many kids from the scene show up. It was awesome. These kids are my family. These are the ones I open myself up to by letting it all out at the shows. KITH is awesome. They are such good people and when I sang with them it was one of the greatest things. The other thing I see is that I try to be a friend to many people. I try hard. Everything is cool till I need them. Then they are not there. Or when I ask them not to do something they get all pissy and think I am an asshole. The other things is when I am left out and no reconized as a friend. I'm not fucking emo.
-Sal The Roadkill
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