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Hello all. My name is Elizabeth. I am famous for my outright opinions and my loud mouth. I speak what i feel regardless of what others think. Few in my life have taken the time to know me. Those who do first enjoy me and later run away from my dark sense of humor and what the believe is me being "mean". No, I am not mean. I am open. Open mindedness may come as a surprise to most of you, but that is me and that is what I will forever be. IF this upsets you please leave my website now, for you are not wanted here anyway. Yes I am lonely and that, i am sure, does not come as a surprise to you. I have lost many and kept little. I am fine with this, i have myself and my mind and that i am forever happy with.
Regarding the present controversy concerning Osama Bin Laden and terrorist of Middle Eastern decent, i have the lyrics to this song for you. It explains that their Martyrdom is a joke.
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Eulogy
He had alot to say.
He had alot of nothing to say.
We'll miss him.
So long.
We wish you well.
You told us how you weren't afraid to die.
Well then, so long.
Don't cry.
Or feel too down.
Not all martyrs see divinity.
But at least you tried.
Standing above the crowd,
He had a voice that was strong and loud.
We'll miss him.
Ranting and pointing his finger
At everything but his heart.
We'll miss him.
No way to recall
What it was that you had said to me,
Like I care at all.
So loud.
You sure could yell.
You took a stand on every little thing
And so loud.
Standing above the crowd,
He had a voice so strong and loud and I
Swallowed his facade cuz I'm so
Eager to identify with
Someone above the ground,
Someone who seemed to feel the same,
Someone prepared to lead the way, with
Someone who would die for me.
Will you? Will you now?
Would you die for me?
Don't you fuckin lie.
Don't you step out of line.
Don't you fuckin lie.
You've claimed all this time that you would die for me.
Why then are you so surprised to hear your own eulogy?
You had alot to say.
You had alot of nothing to say.
Come down.
Get off your fuckin cross.
We need the fuckin space to nail the next fool martyr.
To ascend you must die.
You must be crucified
For your sins and your lies.
Goodbye...
The sheer curiousity of others, i must say, is what truly intrigues me. Crazy huh? Take a musician and a sales person. The musician lives his life on drugs and women, playing his load tone deaf music, in the end he is 48 years old on his death bed -alone- dying from an acid overdose. He has never found true love or a best friend. Yet he is happy because he has at least tried everything once and has been all over the world. And then you have the salesman. He lies on his death bed at the ripe old age of 82. He has spent every week day of his life working the 9-5. he has lived in the same old town of Jabib, Minnesota. Yet he has a wife whom he knows he loves, four children and 10 grand children surrounding him nurturing him, letting him know he matters and was a wonderful man. Which, may I ask you, is worse? I often question this myself. I still dont know the answer. Even more so..where will I go when i die? I believe there is no one supreme being who created us all and when I die i will not go to a better place. I know the big bang never happened and evolution is a joke. I believe that scientest are just as closed minded as the religious. Religion has killed and destroyed many generations just as science will in the coming years. Where does the answer lay, i fear I will never know. I recently read an article on the existance of time. It states that time does not exist. That we merely live life in still moments that add on in layers. when we die the layers keep adding on. I believe this is a step towards that answer i have spent so long searching for. Have I confused you yet? I probably have. I confuse myself too.
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