LaurLaur04: what's up?
Jack103085: nothin much
LaurLaur04: how are you?
Jack103085: eh ive been better
LaurLaur04: you wanna talk about it?
Jack103085: i think uve herd it
LaurLaur04: nope...you said last night that we'd talk today
LaurLaur04: you don't have to tell me if you don't want
Jack103085: i do
Jack103085: im just a bad friend
Jack103085: ive been like crying all day
LaurLaur04: you want me to come over and we can talk or call you or something?
Jack103085: itll be fine right here
Jack103085: its just...
Jack103085: im not a good person at all
LaurLaur04: jack be happy....you're such a great guy!
LaurLaur04: i was telling you this last night
LaurLaur04: you're the best!
Jack103085: i know thats the only way i got to sleep last night
Jack103085: but the truth is im not
LaurLaur04: but you are!
LaurLaur04: ask karen i've told her before how you're the most decent guy i know
LaurLaur04: how come you feel like this?
Jack103085: if i was a good friend i would have never made grayson think i didnt like him...i never would have made jessica cry and i made her cry
alot...i never would have made shruthi mad at me...i wouldnt even be having this problem
Jack103085: after jessica told me that i ignored them and walked away from them and that i was a bad friend
LaurLaur04: just cause you make little mistakes like that doesn't mean you're a bad friend/person
LaurLaur04: rachel gets mad at me a lot, and last year karen got mad at me and didn't talk to me for like, 2 weeks, liz got mad at me near the end
of last year.....people get mad at other people and it's not always your fault
LaurLaur04: all friends go through problems like this....but true friends can pull through it all and make it work again, eventually
LaurLaur04: jack you're so awesome....i can't believe you're doubting yourself at all
Jack103085: i just keep thinking about grayson and daniel i have not been a good friend at all
Jack103085: they both seem so close
LaurLaur04: i saw you three walking together last night..yall seemed fine
Jack103085: well ur not seeing it from my point of view
LaurLaur04: what's your point of view?
Jack103085: thats the problem none of u will ever know how i feel
Jack103085: cuz ur not me
LaurLaur04: i want you to be happy again...:-)do you know how many people have their days lit up when you smile at them?
LaurLaur04: i know me and beth do...there's two right there
Jack103085: i dont think frayson really likes me as he says he does
Jack103085: daniel too
LaurLaur04: oh i think they do
LaurLaur04: cause when you walked away daniel was like "hey lauren....do you know what's wrong w/ him?" and he sounded really concerned
Jack103085: there like the most important people ion my life and im not a good friend to them at all
Jack103085: watch ull see me tomorrow when im around them ill act like im fine
LaurLaur04: putting on an act is the worst thing you can do if you wanna make it better
LaurLaur04: come clean with them
LaurLaur04: talk to them about what's bothering you
LaurLaur04: and work it out
LaurLaur04: and don't let it go until it's worked out
Jack103085: see i am a bad friend
LaurLaur04: you're not a bad friend
LaurLaur04: putting on an act doesn't make it worse for anyone other than yourself
Jack103085: yeah ive decided i do not like myself at all
LaurLaur04: well i like you
LaurLaur04: and that counts for something:-)
Jack103085: yeah i guess
LaurLaur04: *big hug*
LaurLaur04: ok i'm back
LaurLaur04: would you like some Bible verses?
LaurLaur04: no really
LaurLaur04: would you?
LaurLaur04: i have some good ones
Jack103085: if u think theyll help
LaurLaur04: Deuteronomy 31:8 says "The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be
afraid; do not be discouraged."
LaurLaur04: Psalms 34:18 says "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted an dsaves those who are crushed in spirit."
LaurLaur04: Isaiah 49:13-15 says "Shout for joy, O heavens; rejoice, O earth; burst into song, O mountains! For the Lord comforts his people and
will have compassion on his afflicted ones. But Zion said, 'The Lord has forsaken me, the Lord has forgotten me.' 'Can a mother forget the baby at
her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you!' "
LaurLaur04: God is here with you through all of this, and He loves you no matter what
LaurLaur04: do those help at all?
LaurLaur04: maybe write those down and read them when you wake up tomorrow, and keep them in your wallet or pocket and read them whenever
you feel bad
LaurLaur04: i want you to feel better okay? and i want you to talk to daniel and grayson tomorrow and tell them everything
Jack103085 signed off at 7:42:56 PM.
Jack103085 signed on at 7:44:43 PM.
LaurLaur04: oh it's okay