Jack103085: hey lauren
Jack103085: whats goin on
Jack103085: first game tom.!
LaurLaur04: i'm so nervous
Jack103085: football games are the best
Jack103085: dont be
Jack103085: ull have alot of fun
LaurLaur04: i'm gonna screw it all up
LaurLaur04: it's gonna be so insane
Jack103085: no ull see
Jack103085: all the new people r always nervous
Jack103085: but ull see theres nothing to worry about
Jack103085: im just always excited because it sooo fun!
LaurLaur04: yeah but i really am gonna screw up
Jack103085: we dance and sing its sooo much fun
Jack103085: no u wont
Jack103085: if u worry u probably will
LaurLaur04: everyone's gonna screw up though
LaurLaur04: so i guess it'll be okay
LaurLaur04: but yeah i'm gonna tell you where i screw up
Jack103085: its going to be hilarious
LaurLaur04: ummm okay first it's around set 5....we do this small toss and then this
over the back thing called a yo-yo...i like to mess that one up
LaurLaur04: then at set 7 there's about 5 other girls who want to be where i'm
supposed to be which causes mass confusion and also causes me to get to set 8 late
Jack103085: i see ur faces when we r practicing
Jack103085: and u look lost
LaurLaur04: and yeah when yall do the ritard....that doesn't work for the guard
LaurLaur04: haha really?
LaurLaur04: like when?
Jack103085: just when ever i look
LaurLaur04: hah that's great
LaurLaur04: i like to do this really big fake smile whenever i mess up and whenever
jill talks to me
LaurLaur04: yeah so let's talk about this ritard
Jack103085: im tired of music
LaurLaur04: no no no
LaurLaur04: see i'm going to tell you why i hate it
LaurLaur04: and you're gonna tell me why you hate it
LaurLaur04: and we can talk smack about the ritard
LaurLaur04: see i hate it because we learned the work at the normal tempo and then suddenly yall are like "woohoo lets go really slow and see if we can throw off
the color guard"
LaurLaur04: which of course you do
LaurLaur04: and there's mass chaos and flags flying around everywhere
Jack103085: thats our job
Jack103085: see we really dont like the guard
Jack103085: not to be mean or anything
LaurLaur04: heyyyy are you and jessica going out or friends w/ benefits or something?
Jack103085: i hate that
Jack103085: "going out"
LaurLaur04: whatever word you like
Jack103085: i think lol
LaurLaur04: you think? don't you know?
Jack103085: yeah i know she really likes me
LaurLaur04: that's fun
LaurLaur04: romances are just poppin up and crashing down everywhere aren't they?
Jack103085: but i it doesnt feel like a relationship
LaurLaur04: what do you mean?
Jack103085: and it makes me feel really bad
LaurLaur04: : ( poor jack...tell me what's going on
Jack103085: just u know how i have a lot imean alot of "girl friends"
LaurLaur04: jack and his women
Jack103085: and then when im with jessica and all these girls comes and hugs me and just everything else
Jack103085: just makes jessica i bet feel real bad
LaurLaur04: i guess you could tell the girls that come up and hug you you've got a girlfriend and they should stop hugging you.....or you could ask jessica if it
Jack103085: i did
Jack103085: and she said it doesnt
LaurLaur04: was she faking it?
Jack103085: i dont know
LaurLaur04: i don't know what to say....it would probably bother me and i'd want you to say something, but me and jessica are two very different people
Jack103085: god tom. is going to be such a horrible day
Jack103085: just since it
LaurLaur04: since it what?
Jack103085: just i know
LaurLaur04: i'm really confused
Jack103085: me too
LaurLaur04: nooooo dont' be sad
LaurLaur04: i'd say i'd give you a hug tomorrow but that seems to be the cause of all of it
Jack103085: no u can
Jack103085: i just
Jack103085: o god tom, is going to to suck
LaurLaur04: you were so excited about it earlier...
Jack103085: yeah but now
Jack103085: starting tom im drinking cokes and not take my medication
LaurLaur04: duuuuuuude what the heck jack???
LaurLaur04: what's wrong?
Jack103085: maybe all i need is some sleep
Jack103085: i mean i havent even kissed her yet and i think she really wants to but
Jack103085: i have no clue
LaurLaur04: do you want to?
LaurLaur04: dont' let a girl get in the way of you being happy
Jack103085: but i want her to be happy
LaurLaur04: it's not always about everyone else, sometimes it has to be about you
LaurLaur04: dont' change yourself to suit her, cause then you're selling out to yourself
LaurLaur04: i'm burning you a cd of happy upbeat music
LaurLaur04: if you ever wanna talk you can give me a call or stop by or anything, okay?
LaurLaur04: don't do crazy stuff cause of a girl
Jack103085: well im gonna go to bed maybe all i need is some sleep
Jack103085: and tom, ill kiss her lol
Jack103085: well sweet dreams lauren
Jack103085: good luck tom,
LaurLaur04: bye jack!
LaurLaur04: good night