I wanted him there so much
I wanted him to be there
By my side, so I wouldn't have to be alone
Everyone else is around
But I feel so alone
I feel so empty and uptight
Without his presence
Without the comforting feeling, of him being around
Being only a few steps away
Close enough to touch
But there is only a need to look
In fact, not even that strong
Just a sense in the air

I wanted to love you
I know that I love you
And of course how I should
Clouds of regret
Who knows whats going on?
No one understands, what I try to tell them
So why bother anymore?
I don't bother anymore

I just wish you were here
Here to be my gardian
Here to make me feel safe