hey world its me again!!I'm just here hanging out at my good friend mariants house!i have the biggest headache in the world..well I'm just really pretty bored an sad my day hasn't gone as i planned i didn't get to talk to Richie all day an it makes me miserable!!!!!grRrRrR i love that kid!!!were the bestest friends in the whole wider world!!hes to busy for me now!!so i guess I'm just gunna have to find a new best friend or maybe i can just have too??hmm i don't know maybe..well yeah there was no school today because is flooded because our streets suck an there is like a dent on each street causing the rain to stay stuck !!well yeah me an my mom got in a fight today it was horrible it was nt a fight..but it an eaither..my mom forgets shes an adult an she likes provoking me..she thinks she can still fight me!!oo well i decided to leave after that!!so i went to mariants house!!i was suppose to go to iyanoskas house but shes going out with her family so i stayed here an ended up doing mariants hair!!OMG SHE GAVE ME DORITOSi hate her!!!the flavor is still in my mouth an now I'm craving for more!!oo god how i love doritos but i cant really eat any more!!i dont know something just wont allow me to eat i get sick an start feeling fat!!so yeah i just cant wait to go back to school!!the more me an my mo see each other the more we just start hating ach other so its better we stay apart!!hmm I'm so hungry Right now i think I'm gunna go to the store with too bucks!!!!!!!i don't know what I'm gunna buy yet but its gunna be awsome!!!hmmmmmm.......my back is killing me..I'm so like bored!!..well yup my friend mariant!!i met her when i was sin 7th grade!!i moved up the street it was the worst thing that could ever happen to me!!!but now its not that bad!!i actually met alot of cool friends from around the neighborhood!!me an marint started the coolest of friends an she introduced me to all her friends when i started with her in !!yeah well now I'm in 10th grade an me an her have become incredibly close!!!usually when i have family problems i come over here!!!her family is like so perfect i wish one day mine could be that way!!!well yeah shes a great help to me!!she lives 60 steps away!!i count all the time!!lol..wow its how life passes by so quickly!!in a couple months I'm going to be a junior an then i ll be saying in a couple months I'm gunna b a senior an by the time u know it ill be in college!!its weird!!but i love it! sometimes it depresses me because when life passes by quick its hard to cherish moments an you start getting old an thats when all your loved ones start passing away!!well in mycase as long as i don't start loving any1 they wont pass away!!so far i only love my self an the few group of friends i have!!!when i get older I'm oving away!!an I'm starting my life brand new fresh!!!my life quote is be friends with everyone and don't trust no one!!I BELIEVE THATS HOW LIFE HAS TO BE RUN!!wow I'm almost 17!i just realized that!!its so awsome!i also just realized i type to quick an make alot of mistakes!!i should slow down so you guys can actually understand what I'm writing so hmmm??sometimes i ask myself what am i gunna cum up with next!!

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!!!yup!!! thats me..an ordinary girl living a small town called Lynn!!!I'm originally from new york but its a very big busy city an my mother thought it wouldn't be so great to raise her kids there so we all packed up an moved to massacjusettes./.!i hate i here..i hate every1 here an i think there all fake!but yeah i have alot of brothers an sisters an I'm the middle child..an hate it..i have an older sister named jenny an an older brother names Wilmo they both live in new york now!!i also have another older brother his name is gilbert he lives in Boston not to far from were I'm at but yeah he gave me the cutest little nephew...!!I love him so much!!!I think he looks just like me Lil!!well yeah then i have another sister named jessica..she lives a couple streets away.she use to live with us but her time came an she was ready to go into the world..well shes been doing really good..when she use to live with me we use to fight all the time..i guess we were to much alike..GRRRR HOW MUCH I HATED HER..every one thinks i hate her so much..i mean i do..from time to time but what else are sisters for..any ways my sister is my hero..for alot of reasons...but anyways i have another sister her name is arelis..shes older then me but sometimes i feel like I'm much older..my sister has epilepsy..an it changed her world all around sometimes i think i could have done something to stop her form getting it..but no 1 can have a perfect life i guess..my sister is so beautiful she could of been a model..well she is gunna b one day..well yeah then i have a really bratty little brother..he gets everything he wants..hes my mothers favorite..well there's not much to say about him..well my other little brother Danny!!hes my favorite..i love him so much..i wish i could be there for him all the time..hes growing up so fast and it scares me..I have the cutest little sister in the world ..her name is kelsey..she is so adorable..she so cute..my life revolves around her an my little brother!!!mess with them an your messing with me too!!so yeah back to me!!I'm 16 my birthday is Jan 18!!i have a small group of friends because its hard to really trust ur friends..i have 10000000 people who consider themselves my friends but i have only 5 real friends ....there's no guys in my life really..i don't go around looking for boys...right now I'm tryn to make it threw highschool..i love partying an dancing!!i think i dance 19 hours a day an the rest of the time i sleep..i love my friends..with out them i probably wudnt b id probably b or sumthin Lil....... i absolutely love the BEACH !!! & i love WEIRD hair! i <3 giving hugs & smiling! i <3 singing + music.I love movies. i can make you happy even when your upset :-( to ;-)...I'm 5''7. eyes and BLUE blonde hair. Kinda smart. I'm funny and spontaneous... i am really easy to talk to....!!!I'm always myself. I'm honest and always open minded. i say what i think... I <3 makeup. I'm very creative. I love to SMILE ;). I'm addicted to caffeine , black eyeliner, + accessorising.i <3 being hyper. I love LAGUNA BEACH!!!!i <3 the phone!!! I'm always up to meeting new people.My all time favorite foods are CHEESE ITS, and PIZZA(Lil). I <3 GUM + sour stuff. I love wild cherry Pepsi and sprite! As you can see i love 2 EAT. i <3 swimming. i usually want what i cant have. i DREAM big. i always believe. I love being ME just sometimes its hard. I'm very dependable + trustworthy. I always ask ?'s. I hate not knowing....hmmmm?. I love being random.I <3 laughing. I'm easy-going + i care. i am very much a people person!I ALWAYS PUT A SMILE FOR EVERYONE MY LIFE IS REALLY HARD AN IF I WERE ANYONE ID PROBABLY BE SAD ALL THE TIME BUT I don't THINK I SHOULD DRAG OTHER PEOPLE INTO MY PROBLEMS SO I RATHER JUST KEEP IT TO MYSELF!!i love cryn..it helps me think ..i usually cry when i don't know the answer to something an when i cry i feel like I'm in a different world!!my own special world i call LOOSER WORLD!!i can keep writing for ever!!but I'm not going to because I'm really very sick an i think i should be laying down..but instead I'm here writing an eating CHEESE its yummy CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEZ ITS!!well yeah i have a my space page its www.my space.com/n3girta.i love it..it helps me express myself since I'm to busy during the day....the worst time of my days are nights...i don't know why...its just something i grew up knowing was going to happen an it saddens me..i hate sleeping!!i have a mom!!shes very pretty!!but she hates me..i don't know why..i actually thought no one could hate me but she does..an its not my fault so yeah..enough about depressing thoughts..i also have a dad..hes an asshole.i loved when i use to live with I'm..because i knew when i was with him nothing could ever happen to me..but no hes a jerk an now he lives in Puerto Rico with is new wife an her kids..he says he wants me to move with him.but i couldn't i just cant be put threw it all its hard to re-love some one you don't even know...half of my life i was thinking he was coming back but he didn't so he can go screw himself!!!