Conversation with Alanna, January 25th, 2002. DarkPrinceSweden: back.
pandabutt1313: gone a whole minute
DarkPrinceSweden: wow.
DarkPrinceSweden: hey, why exactly haven't you had sex yet? not wanted to?
pandabutt1313: i've come close to it.. just kinda nervous u know?
DarkPrinceSweden: ah. but you don't want to, right?
pandabutt1313: not that i dont want to, i just kinda wanna wait
DarkPrinceSweden: i first had sex in sixth grade.
DarkPrinceSweden: first time, with a guy.
DarkPrinceSweden: weird, huh?
pandabutt1313: damn.. okay.. well i've had sex before
DarkPrinceSweden: really?
pandabutt1313: just dont like to admit it
pandabutt1313: yeah
DarkPrinceSweden: so..you lied?
pandabutt1313: i dont usually count it as having sex.. i dunno how to explain it
DarkPrinceSweden: i have all night..try your best. :-P
DarkPrinceSweden: to explain, that is.
pandabutt1313: okay.. well, i was with this guy, and i gave him head, and we did all this stuff, and he un buttoned my pants and pulled em down, went down on me, and we kidna did, damn, it's like,
pandabutt1313: damn.. it's hard, and i feel like an idiot
DarkPrinceSweden: don't
DarkPrinceSweden: i've done stupid shit.
DarkPrinceSweden: really stupid shit.
DarkPrinceSweden: i'll share, if you finis.h
DarkPrinceSweden: finish*
pandabutt1313: alright
pandabutt1313: fine..
pandabutt1313: so, he went down on me, and he was in me.. it was only for like 5 min, but, we basically did, and i had to deny it at school, so i do, and i dont count it
DarkPrinceSweden: i see. did he come in you?
pandabutt1313: no no, i made him pull out
DarkPrinceSweden: good.
DarkPrinceSweden: he didn't have a condom, right?
pandabutt1313: no
DarkPrinceSweden: i see.
pandabutt1313: i wouldnt have cared if there was a condom
DarkPrinceSweden: before i was all smart and edumicated..
pandabutt1313: if u dont wanna say dont worry
DarkPrinceSweden: i was kind of in a weird mood, and (god only knows how it happened) my friend that i had been friends with since i was 1 and a half
DarkPrinceSweden: and i
DarkPrinceSweden: decided to experiment.
DarkPrinceSweden: it just kinda happened.
DarkPrinceSweden: and..i ended up enjoying it.
DarkPrinceSweden: he had a big dick.
DarkPrinceSweden: damn. i hate it when there's people who mature faster than me.
DarkPrinceSweden: i feel all left behind and shit.
DarkPrinceSweden: and i wish i were thin.
DarkPrinceSweden: bleargh.
pandabutt1313: yeah, gurls do it to, i remember when i was younger i did that
DarkPrinceSweden: but..enough of that.
pandabutt1313: so do i
DarkPrinceSweden: no, but since then i've done it more than once.
DarkPrinceSweden: and liked it.
DarkPrinceSweden: i just..like guys. i dunno why.
DarkPrinceSweden: it's just the way things are.
DarkPrinceSweden: i haven't really talked to him in a long tim.e
DarkPrinceSweden: time*
pandabutt1313: but like.. yeah, that's alright, i dont care, i mean i dont know why people freak about that shit
DarkPrinceSweden: i know. it's so..annoying.
DarkPrinceSweden: most people, especially at my school, are extremely accepting
DarkPrinceSweden: we have two gay guys, a few bi guys, and like..six bi girls.
pandabutt1313: well, here's my question, and dont worry if its like.. dumb,..
DarkPrinceSweden: i'll take questions.
pandabutt1313: how big is ur dick
pandabutt1313: aha
DarkPrinceSweden: hrmm..
pandabutt1313: i win for dumbest question
DarkPrinceSweden: no. i do. how big is yours?
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: does it matter to you?
pandabutt1313: okay u win
pandabutt1313: no not at all, i've seen small
pandabutt1313: believe me..
pandabutt1313: and big
pandabutt1313: damn
DarkPrinceSweden: i think it's small. i hate it. it pisses me off. don't tell anyone. it's not TRULY small.
DarkPrinceSweden: i just hate myself.
pandabutt1313: dont say that
pandabutt1313: cuz i like u
DarkPrinceSweden: because i know i could fix the problem. if i were thin
pandabutt1313: and u know it
DarkPrinceSweden: yes
pandabutt1313: dont think that
DarkPrinceSweden: but that's the main thing that makes me feel good
DarkPrinceSweden: to have someone
DarkPrinceSweden: i feel like i'm suddenly complete
DarkPrinceSweden: no longer just a broken half
DarkPrinceSweden: i've had my share of sex with girls, too
pandabutt1313: see, there goes the butterflies again
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe.
DarkPrinceSweden: i'm so happy i can do that for you.
pandabutt1313: lol
pandabutt1313: i am to
DarkPrinceSweden: have other guys done that?
pandabutt1313: no
DarkPrinceSweden: O_O
DarkPrinceSweden: <-- is amazed.
pandabutt1313: :-)
DarkPrinceSweden: :-):-P;-)
DarkPrinceSweden: :-DO:-)
DarkPrinceSweden: :-!
pandabutt1313: foot in ur mouth
DarkPrinceSweden: ?
pandabutt1313: that's what it is
pandabutt1313: :-!
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe
pandabutt1313: that's foot in ur mouth
DarkPrinceSweden: it looks like a guy with a moustache.
pandabutt1313: lol
pandabutt1313: u have any other questions??
DarkPrinceSweden: :-!wow. you're right.
DarkPrinceSweden: not really.
pandabutt1313: cool
DarkPrinceSweden: do you masturbate a lot? or a little?
pandabutt1313: medium
DarkPrinceSweden: ah.
pandabutt1313: like, not ever day, but not once a year
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: haha. a week?
pandabutt1313: maybe... 2 times a week
DarkPrinceSweden: hee.
DarkPrinceSweden: that's like me.
DarkPrinceSweden: do YOU have any questions/
DarkPrinceSweden: ?
DarkPrinceSweden: i LOVE being asked questions.
DarkPrinceSweden: dunno why/
DarkPrinceSweden: why*
pandabutt1313: i know.. their fun
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe
DarkPrinceSweden: that's why i like truth or dare. i always pick truth.
DarkPrinceSweden: oh..one more question. did you like the sex? would you do it again?
pandabutt1313: okay.. hmm... what do you wanna do together like saturday or whatever...? what do u wanna do, forget what i think
pandabutt1313: yeah
pandabutt1313: it was great
DarkPrinceSweden: for only 5 minutes? and then he came?
pandabutt1313: well, i gave him head, a hand job, he fingered me.. and no.. afterwards i still did more stuff with him
DarkPrinceSweden: ah.
pandabutt1313: i didn't bust for a while
DarkPrinceSweden: nevermind.
pandabutt1313: *he
DarkPrinceSweden: really? you go pretty long?
DarkPrinceSweden: ah. but..you go pretty long?
pandabutt1313: yeah yeah
DarkPrinceSweden: heh. i hate it when guys come really fast. i had a time where i was with this one girl
DarkPrinceSweden: who A) never tired, B) never stopped, and C) never came
DarkPrinceSweden: so i can go 45 minutes, about max.
DarkPrinceSweden: and she said i was of decent size. i'm not really small.
DarkPrinceSweden: so..back to your question..
DarkPrinceSweden: you like it fast, right?
DarkPrinceSweden: i don't want to push you
DarkPrinceSweden: i want what you want
pandabutt1313: mmm.. vary it, you know.. start slow.. go faster.. slow down
DarkPrinceSweden: mm-hmm.
DarkPrinceSweden: i see how it is. alrighty
pandabutt1313: yeah
pandabutt1313: i'm not plannin on havin sex for a while though
DarkPrinceSweden: did you like it when he gave yo head?
DarkPrinceSweden: I KNOW! me either.
DarkPrinceSweden: i've had enough for now/
DarkPrinceSweden: dammit! enough for now.*
DarkPrinceSweden: gave you*
pandabutt1313: he didn't eat me out.. i gave him head
DarkPrinceSweden: i thought you said he did.
pandabutt1313: i sucked his dick
DarkPrinceSweden: yes, yes.
pandabutt1313: i haven't been eaten out
DarkPrinceSweden: ah.
pandabutt1313: but i've done everything else
DarkPrinceSweden: try something new sometime?
pandabutt1313: maybe, maybe
pandabutt1313: dont wanna get carried away
DarkPrinceSweden: i know.
DarkPrinceSweden: my problem with my dick is..it doesn't show the full entirity of it, because i am not thin.
DarkPrinceSweden: so it looks smaller than it is.
DarkPrinceSweden: and that's one thing i hate.
pandabutt1313: dont think about it like that, u need to be more optimistic
DarkPrinceSweden: haha
DarkPrinceSweden: you don't care, do you?
pandabutt1313: about what?
DarkPrinceSweden: size?
pandabutt1313: no
DarkPrinceSweden: Z?
pandabutt1313: i've seen everything
DarkPrinceSweden: me too
pandabutt1313: lol
pandabutt1313: we should start a club
DarkPrinceSweden: seen-everything club?
pandabutt1313: well.. i haven't seen everything
DarkPrinceSweden: i dunno..i've missed deformities.
DarkPrinceSweden: me either.
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe
DarkPrinceSweden: i haven't seen discoloured stains, or bent penises..lol
pandabutt1313: but.. damn, i have seen one guy, i swear, like 2 inches
DarkPrinceSweden: or retarded penises.
pandabutt1313: i've seen crooked dicks
DarkPrinceSweden: HAHAHAHAHA!
DarkPrinceSweden: some guys curve up
DarkPrinceSweden: others don't
pandabutt1313: yeah
pandabutt1313: gross shit
DarkPrinceSweden: i dunno. i wouldn't be bi if i didn't like dick.
pandabutt1313: no, crooked dick
DarkPrinceSweden: oh. ew.
DarkPrinceSweden: one great thing
DarkPrinceSweden: we can talk about guys together.
pandabutt1313: lol
pandabutt1313: yeah
pandabutt1313: i'll be afraid you'll ditch me for them
DarkPrinceSweden: that's why that one girl called me "the girlfriend [she] never had"
pandabutt1313: ya
DarkPrinceSweden: no. most guys don't find me appealing.
DarkPrinceSweden: and..
DarkPrinceSweden: god damn. i like you too much.
DarkPrinceSweden: but i think we should agree, we can experiment a little outside the relationship, given the opportunity?
pandabutt1313: yeah yeah
DarkPrinceSweden: my friend goes with this one girl
DarkPrinceSweden: and she's all like "you can fuck whoever you want, just remember we're together, and i love you"
DarkPrinceSweden: he touches no one else
DarkPrinceSweden: actually, that's the guy whose dick you saw
pandabutt1313: woah
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe
pandabutt1313: that's really cool
DarkPrinceSweden: yes.
DarkPrinceSweden: it is.
pandabutt1313: that'll be our thing
DarkPrinceSweden: they're really close.
DarkPrinceSweden: alright. i won't care what you do with other guys
pandabutt1313: i wont care what u do with other guys either
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: alright, then.
pandabutt1313: girls, now that's another thing
DarkPrinceSweden: it's settled.
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: i couldn't get a girl if i tried
DarkPrinceSweden: 'cept you.
pandabutt1313: you got me
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: 'cause you're cool
DarkPrinceSweden: they just don't know what they're missin'
pandabutt1313: lol
pandabutt1313: yeah
pandabutt1313: damn right
DarkPrinceSweden: neither do the guys who don't go after you.
DarkPrinceSweden: they're probably all gay.
pandabutt1313: tell me if u are doing something with someone though, please
DarkPrinceSweden: ...whoa. that would be to my advantage..hehe
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: i won't, trust me.
DarkPrinceSweden: but if i do decide to, i'll tell you.
pandabutt1313: we could make this a team effort
DarkPrinceSweden: for what?
DarkPrinceSweden: to get more guys and still stay together?
pandabutt1313: nevermind
DarkPrinceSweden: ::is wickedly confused::
pandabutt1313: ::is always confused::
DarkPrinceSweden: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: you like to jump to second base, or stay on first base?
DarkPrinceSweden: or
DarkPrinceSweden: would you like to jump to second base, or stay on first base?
DarkPrinceSweden: saturday?
DarkPrinceSweden: frankly, i don't care.
DarkPrinceSweden: just so long as i can be with you.
pandabutt1313: i usually do both, but go to 2nd first
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe, tell me how that's supposed to work?
pandabutt1313: just like sit around, go to second, then make out
DarkPrinceSweden: i never did second. is that, like, hands in pants, or outside?
pandabutt1313: down the shirt
pandabutt1313: buddy
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: or up.
pandabutt1313: yeah
pandabutt1313: either way
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe. you go both ways.
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: for lack of something less cliché, i want to say
pandabutt1313: go on ahead
DarkPrinceSweden: i love you. but i don't know if it's meaningful enough.
pandabutt1313: i love you too
pandabutt1313: seriously
DarkPrinceSweden: ::shit..butterflies::
pandabutt1313: yeah
pandabutt1313: damn butterflies
DarkPrinceSweden: now, if i were there, we'd make out.
pandabutt1313: yeah
DarkPrinceSweden: lol
pandabutt1313: definently
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: wow. we've talked about some seriously personal shit tonight.
pandabutt1313: yeah
pandabutt1313: cool
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: want to keep talking? i love talking with you
DarkPrinceSweden: most people i despise talking with.
pandabutt1313: i love talking
DarkPrinceSweden: especially if i'm repeating myself.
pandabutt1313: in general,
pandabutt1313: but with you it's special
DarkPrinceSweden: but with you
DarkPrinceSweden: i feel comfortable
DarkPrinceSweden: normally, i can't talk to girls without A) blushing, or B) not being able to look at their face
DarkPrinceSweden: but..i dunno. i'm a little more comfortable with you.
DarkPrinceSweden: ::stupid butterflies::
pandabutt1313: that's why it's easier online
DarkPrinceSweden: yes it is.
DarkPrinceSweden: thank you for using instant messenger.
DarkPrinceSweden: lol
pandabutt1313: i'm happy to, my pleasure
DarkPrinceSweden: nothing would have happened, perhaps.
DarkPrinceSweden: unless you had told mike you liked me
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: which i doubt you would have
pandabutt1313: i woulda toldu, i was gonna tell u on the fone
DarkPrinceSweden: and so, ultimately, unless i called you again, we'd never have talked.
pandabutt1313: when u were at mikes
DarkPrinceSweden: really?
DarkPrinceSweden: really? that fucking rules.
pandabutt1313: ya
DarkPrinceSweden: did you get butterflies on the phone?
pandabutt1313: yeah
pandabutt1313: i have the stupidest grin on my face
DarkPrinceSweden: is that why you say you're boring? because you're really just too scared to talk straight?
DarkPrinceSweden: so you make idle chat on the phone?
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe.
DarkPrinceSweden: when i talked to you, i actually sensed something.
pandabutt1313: lol
pandabutt1313: me too
DarkPrinceSweden: i sensed that it wasn't the same person exactly as i had talked to at the party
pandabutt1313: maybe i was drugged,
pandabutt1313: oh, i didn't take my add medicine at the party
DarkPrinceSweden: that night or at the party?
DarkPrinceSweden: SO? add is a fucking phenomena.
DarkPrinceSweden: god. i could SO rant about add
pandabutt1313: ive got adhd
pandabutt1313: actually
DarkPrinceSweden: fuckers. stupid assed bastard whore masters handing out blue and yellow pills.
DarkPrinceSweden: no, you don't.
DarkPrinceSweden: you're a normal person
DarkPrinceSweden: EVERYONE has ADHD, according to THEM
DarkPrinceSweden: i was 'depressed'
pandabutt1313: i take prozac
pandabutt1313: i'm clinically depressed
DarkPrinceSweden: i became suspiciouis when the doctor was like "huh. this is the fouth kid today with the same thing:
DarkPrinceSweden: "
DarkPrinceSweden: there aren't THAT many people like that.
DarkPrinceSweden: you need to realize
DarkPrinceSweden: you don't need that shit.
DarkPrinceSweden: it's a placebo.
DarkPrinceSweden: it's inside you
DarkPrinceSweden: man
DarkPrinceSweden: shit.
pandabutt1313: i know
pandabutt1313: it just helps
DarkPrinceSweden: being "depressed" is part of the release of fucking chemicals in your body
DarkPrinceSweden: that happens NATURALLY in the teen years
DarkPrinceSweden: however
pandabutt1313: some is more severe
DarkPrinceSweden: i will make the valid point that in the later years of your life, that should come into balance
DarkPrinceSweden: but some people mature faster than others, yes?
pandabutt1313: definently
DarkPrinceSweden: people are different; there is no need for all these people making a monopoly out of normal human functions.
pandabutt1313: during the teen years some become more depressed than others and troubles were magnified
DarkPrinceSweden: that's why i walked to my doctors office to tell him "fuck this shit. i'm not taking any more fucking placebos. you can keep your pills and your prescriptions, and don't you EVER try to contact me again."
DarkPrinceSweden: this is also true
DarkPrinceSweden: some people are different
DarkPrinceSweden: but it's still NORMAL
DarkPrinceSweden: have you noticed
pandabutt1313: yeah yeah
DarkPrinceSweden: that there are perfectly fine people in other countries
DarkPrinceSweden: who by our standards would be depressed
DarkPrinceSweden: and have lived JUST FINE without meds?
pandabutt1313: but like.. i'm lucky i haven't killed myself, and i dont know what it has to do with
DarkPrinceSweden: jesus. that's my pill/placebo/depression/adhd rant
pandabutt1313: so fuck the system
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: please..make the promise i made you
DarkPrinceSweden: do not kill yourself.
pandabutt1313: i will
pandabutt1313: i wont kill myself
DarkPrinceSweden: to me, you're kind of more or less what's keeping me alive.
pandabutt1313: damn butterflies
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: i think you should just pretend to take your meds. your mom can't tell if you take them or not.
DarkPrinceSweden: just take them from her and throw 'em out.
DarkPrinceSweden: it's BULLSHIT
DarkPrinceSweden: but..it's also YOUR perogative. your choice
pandabutt1313: nah, i'm just gonna keep taking em, i mean, it's not like i spend my money to buy them
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe, butterflies indeed.
DarkPrinceSweden: that's a valid point, as well
DarkPrinceSweden: but they made me fat.
DarkPrinceSweden: i'm not lying
DarkPrinceSweden: they increased my appetite AND slowed my metabolism
DarkPrinceSweden: so in the end they fucked me over
DarkPrinceSweden: i used to be hella-thin
DarkPrinceSweden: liike..jeff thin
pandabutt1313: ew...
DarkPrinceSweden: or skinnier
DarkPrinceSweden: i WAS a rail. a picket fence.
DarkPrinceSweden: wait..jeff's thin, right?
pandabutt1313: i dont like really skinny people
pandabutt1313: yeah
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe..i might be remembering wrong.
DarkPrinceSweden: yeah, well..i liked it.
DarkPrinceSweden: but i dunno. maybe it's just that i'm sick of ridicule
pandabutt1313: fuck it.. screw everyone else
DarkPrinceSweden: i get made fun of for liking guys, (although only online), and for being fat (although only in live)
DarkPrinceSweden: yeah, zen master for you.
DarkPrinceSweden: that's what it boils down to
DarkPrinceSweden: i never care anymore
pandabutt1313: y for me?
DarkPrinceSweden: i just retort to them something that points out their flaws.
DarkPrinceSweden: you know what i mean
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: shit i'm tired.
pandabutt1313: me too
DarkPrinceSweden: screen is blurry.
DarkPrinceSweden: i want to stay..but i'm sure you want to go
pandabutt1313: u can go if u want
DarkPrinceSweden: the main thing i like to do
DarkPrinceSweden: is just lie down (with clothes on OR off..hehe) and just get real close
DarkPrinceSweden: and rest. or sleep.
DarkPrinceSweden: nah, i don't want to. if YOU do, you can.
DarkPrinceSweden: I don't want to.
pandabutt1313: i'm staying
DarkPrinceSweden: when you do, i'll go up and read, and then sleep.
DarkPrinceSweden: wow..we're both really stubborn
pandabutt1313: yeah
pandabutt1313: were a bunch of jackasses
DarkPrinceSweden: :-D
DarkPrinceSweden: fuck.
DarkPrinceSweden: :-D
pandabutt1313: huh?
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: there we go.
DarkPrinceSweden: i hate that little one.
DarkPrinceSweden: he looks like a lemon oreo
DarkPrinceSweden: my conversation with joanna just now: jojocole: she seemed nervous
DarkPrinceSweden: about what? me? or you?
jojocole: she reminds me of you
DarkPrinceSweden: she is almost exactly like me.
DarkPrinceSweden: i have noticed the insane similarities.
DarkPrinceSweden: i asked her what she thought of you
DarkPrinceSweden: that's what she said.
pandabutt1313: hehe, we are insanely alike
DarkPrinceSweden: O.o
DarkPrinceSweden: soul mates, perhaps?
DarkPrinceSweden: ....?
DarkPrinceSweden: hello-o?
pandabutt1313: probably
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe.
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: where'd ya go?
pandabutt1313: damn solitare
DarkPrinceSweden: have you won yet?
DarkPrinceSweden: joanna said you seemed nervous. are you?
pandabutt1313: nah
DarkPrinceSweden: i think you are. butterflies..butterflies..
pandabutt1313: didn't mean to be if i was
pandabutt1313: yeah
pandabutt1313: all ur fault
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe.
DarkPrinceSweden: :-(
pandabutt1313: damn u and be and nice a sweet
pandabutt1313: damn, why the hell aren't you here!?!?!?!
DarkPrinceSweden: what? what a weird phrase.
DarkPrinceSweden: because..i'm..here.
DarkPrinceSweden: and i don't discuss existentialism after midnight.
pandabutt1313: with me
DarkPrinceSweden: :-D
DarkPrinceSweden: i'd rather be with you than any other place in the world
pandabutt1313: i would rather be with you too
pandabutt1313: damn butterflies
pandabutt1313: i am about to cry, because i kind of realized that i found someone that knows how i feel and who is really truely great. thank you, paul.. thanks for ever calling me in the first plaec
DarkPrinceSweden: ::sob::
DarkPrinceSweden: dude, i cry really easily. thank you for pointing that out
DarkPrinceSweden: ::tears;:
pandabutt1313: no
DarkPrinceSweden: no
pandabutt1313: i dunno
pandabutt1313: being random
DarkPrinceSweden: i'll join in.
DarkPrinceSweden: basketball.
DarkPrinceSweden: let's just say one random word that comes to mind at a time
DarkPrinceSweden: that's hella-fun
pandabutt1313: okay
pandabutt1313: panda
DarkPrinceSweden: butt
pandabutt1313: orange
DarkPrinceSweden: holy shit
DarkPrinceSweden: that's what i was thinking
pandabutt1313: ha
DarkPrinceSweden: i bet that'll happen a lot.
pandabutt1313: shit, we shouldn't play this game
DarkPrinceSweden: let's start agian.
DarkPrinceSweden: again.
pandabutt1313: ok
pandabutt1313: lemonade
DarkPrinceSweden: pizza
pandabutt1313: the hulk
DarkPrinceSweden: telephone
pandabutt1313: crystal
DarkPrinceSweden: middle toe
pandabutt1313: david
DarkPrinceSweden: no! YOU DID IT AGAIN!
pandabutt1313: what
DarkPrinceSweden: who do you know named david?
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: that's what i was thinking.
pandabutt1313: woah
DarkPrinceSweden: what's the david you know's last name?
pandabutt1313: hickel
DarkPrinceSweden: ah.
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe :-D
DarkPrinceSweden: whoa
DarkPrinceSweden: there's an "alanna.net"
pandabutt1313: i'm a book
pandabutt1313: it's called alanna of talibon
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe
DarkPrinceSweden: of talibon?
pandabutt1313: no
pandabutt1313: shit
pandabutt1313: i forget
DarkPrinceSweden: hmm..
DarkPrinceSweden: okay..
DarkPrinceSweden: i thought you said "taliban"
pandabutt1313: i did, i didn't realize it though
pandabutt1313: i didn't mean that
DarkPrinceSweden: hey mister taliban, hand over binladen. or we'll come and we'll bomb your ass
DarkPrinceSweden: hehehe..good song.
DarkPrinceSweden: (sung to the tune of "hey mister tally man")
pandabutt1313: got it
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe..it's from SNL
pandabutt1313: ur the first guy i think has mademe cry from joy
DarkPrinceSweden: i did that?
pandabutt1313: yeah
DarkPrinceSweden: holy shit.
pandabutt1313: maybe i'm just emotional today, but i doubt it
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe.
DarkPrinceSweden: god i love you
pandabutt1313: i love you to
DarkPrinceSweden: now you have me crying
DarkPrinceSweden: and trying to keep quiet at the same time.
pandabutt1313: no no no, you cant cry
DarkPrinceSweden: ::can't stop::
DarkPrinceSweden: ::starts laughing through tears::
DarkPrinceSweden: all this started with a phone call.
pandabutt1313: i know
DarkPrinceSweden: i am amazed O_O
DarkPrinceSweden: i never knew this side of me
DarkPrinceSweden: but..
DarkPrinceSweden: this side of me is
DarkPrinceSweden: ou
DarkPrinceSweden: you*
DarkPrinceSweden: my emotional side
DarkPrinceSweden: my true side
pandabutt1313: aw
DarkPrinceSweden: that no one ever really sees.
DarkPrinceSweden: until you
pandabutt1313: i love you so much, we're so alike, but still can learn from one another
DarkPrinceSweden: yes, we can.
DarkPrinceSweden: joanna pointed out to me
DarkPrinceSweden: that i looked especially happy today
DarkPrinceSweden: and she says "you seemed to carry yourself taller"
DarkPrinceSweden: i can't wait until saturday.
pandabutt1313: i probably had a big stupid grin on myself today
DarkPrinceSweden: hehe
DarkPrinceSweden: i know i do RIGHT NOW
pandabutt1313: me too
DarkPrinceSweden: how are we going to talk to eachother through ear to ear smiles?
DarkPrinceSweden: wait, scratch that.
DarkPrinceSweden: no talking.
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: :-D
pandabutt1313: we'll be busy
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: yes.
DarkPrinceSweden: talking is for internet.
DarkPrinceSweden: ..stuff is for saturday.
DarkPrinceSweden: lol
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: one thing i just remembered i like, but it's not necessary
pandabutt1313: shoot
DarkPrinceSweden: i like making out against a wall, where you're against the wall, and you have your legs around me, and i'm pushing you against the wall with myself and kissing you and holding you
pandabutt1313: oo..
pandabutt1313: sounds good
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: i love doing that.t
DarkPrinceSweden: i don't know why.
DarkPrinceSweden: don't be afraid...i might 'poke' you by accident.
pandabutt1313: havent done it
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: i'll make sure i wear blue jeans.
pandabutt1313: great
DarkPrinceSweden: well..god. if i get it up talking to you like this, who knows what'll happen then.
pandabutt1313: lol
DarkPrinceSweden: want to see something funny?
pandabutt1313: sure, why not
DarkPrinceSweden: (__)__)================D
DarkPrinceSweden: heh.
pandabutt1313: good job,
DarkPrinceSweden: lmao
DarkPrinceSweden: damn it.
pandabutt1313: huh
DarkPrinceSweden: i wish i had met you earlier
DarkPrinceSweden: you would have helped my self esteem.
DarkPrinceSweden: i really cut myself open
DarkPrinceSweden: no scars, though. i take care of myself.
DarkPrinceSweden: i opened this im window at 11:38. right now it's 12:57.
DarkPrinceSweden: damn, we have said a lot.
pandabutt1313: i just wanna say thanks.... just thanks for asking me out. THanks for being so sweet, never change.. please
DarkPrinceSweden: haha, i'll try my best.
DarkPrinceSweden: you know, i was about to ask whether it was you really liking me, or you were just desparate, but then you said "pandabutt1313: ur the first guy i think has mademe cry from joy
DarkPrinceSweden: "
DarkPrinceSweden: and i knew
DarkPrinceSweden: you definitely meant every word sincerely.
DarkPrinceSweden: i'm sorry i doubted you
DarkPrinceSweden: it's just that..i hate myself enough to think that most other people do to
DarkPrinceSweden: too*
DarkPrinceSweden: and that the just use me when they need me.
DarkPrinceSweden: but..i'm sorry i doubted you.
DarkPrinceSweden: i truly mean it when i say
DarkPrinceSweden: i love you
pandabutt1313: paul, i could never ever hate you. never, not even if you.. i dunno, did something really bad, i really do love you, dont ever think i dont
DaRkPrINcESWeDEn: i promise, i won't ever doubt you.
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: god. i want you so bad.
pandabutt1313: slow down tiger
pandabutt1313: lol
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: haha. i mean it.
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: you're too wonderful to be real.
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: i must know how you do it.
pandabutt1313: you are too... dont ever doubt how sweet you are, you could get anyone... just let them know who you really are
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: i must know how you can be so fantastically amazing.
pandabutt1313: same way you do it
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: it's hard. i've established this whole..cloak around myself. it prevents people from seeing within.
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: aww
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: god, making me cry.
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: jesus. i'm serious..i really cry easily.
pandabutt1313: my name's alanna, not god, but you can call me god if u want
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: alanna, if i did that, it would be sacriledge.
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: ;-)
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: ^_--
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: as if i care.
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: i still thank him for you.
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: for your intervention in my miserable life
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: i think you could be what turns me around
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: into the light
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: so i don't kill myself
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: and have horrible misery and self pity all the time
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: you are my saving grace
pandabutt1313: you're so sweet, i dont deserve you at all
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: nay.
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: it is the other way around.
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: i am not worthy.
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: but
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: i am if you so deem me
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: which you have
pandabutt1313: y wouldn't i? how couldn't i?! you'er absolutely amazing
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: again, with the flattery
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: i truly don't deserve such sweet, melodic words.
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: before
pandabutt1313: i can't help it, i'm just a hopeless romantic
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: i was lost.
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: but..
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: i think i have managed to discover the true me
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: j'ai me trouvé
pandabutt1313: we're both hopeless romantics
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: haha
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: no
pandabutt1313: on saturday we are going to wind up making out, then crying
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: we're both in love
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: en l'amour
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: haha, yeah.
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: i'm going to post this conversation on my webpage. it's web restricted; i will let only who i want to see it see it.
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: so i won't put it on livejournal
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: because we said some pretty damned private things.
pandabutt1313: yeah
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: i just want to save it.
pandabutt1313: me too
pandabutt1313: i was telling my friend online, she was saying how it was going to make her cry
pandabutt1313: then she wanted the conversation and i was like.... NO
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: hehehe
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: i updated my livejournal
pandabutt1313: cool
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: and i updated my profile
pandabutt1313: your profile is gonna make me cry again
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: ::smiles real wide::
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: thank you for the comment on LJ
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: i smile at your livejournal entry.
pandabutt1313: i cried at yours
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: aw, god damn.
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: this is going to go on forever
DaRkPrINcEsWeDEn: ::has huge grin on face;:
pandabutt1313: i know..