Lyrics

Old School
1) More Like Phobos
2) Megaman
3) Myself and You
4) Critical Mass
5) John Candy
6) Why (Here We Go)
7) My Country
8) Nothing to Lose
9) My So Called Life
10) Wash With Like Colors
11) Please Mom
12) Bria
13) White Claudia
14) Thanx Alot

More Like Phobos

My own worst enemy
Is sleeping next to me
And only in my dreams I'm breathing
A living tragedy, that meant too much to me
My enemy is my regret

Close my eyes and think of you
And the time I spent on you

Now I'm up against the world again
With one more chance to make things right
But every now and then
I can't control my dreams

You say your playing games
But your suffocating
Asphyxiation on your new obsession
You used to haunt my sleep
You're now a memory
A fixation on a fake confession

Critical Mass

Hold on 'cuz I'm crashing down
On a one way trip to sudden death now
All my ambitions fading
All this shit just stays the same
Too much that I hold too close to myself
When I lose my time, I lose control
And you keep saying "things will change"

What I know
Is where and who I am
What I feel
Is that I'm losing control
Losing control
I can't pretend that I'm in control
I can't pretend I'm in control

Sharp swerving to right
I'm through with all of this
Would you miss me, would you miss me now?
Did you belive in me?
Cuz I believed in you
And when you turn your back I feel the same
Am I so paranoid that I keep on wasting time?
You left me lying, thinking that things would be allright

Bria (Song About a Girl)

Bria, promise me
You won't go ripping my heart out now
Dump him, come with me
When I fall down, will you still hold my hand?

She calls my name
Distantly
Over my head, cuz she's talking to me
She talks to me, preciously
Watching my mind as she takes it away

Bria, here's my heart
Open, bleeding before you
Just don't depend on me
To be hip or cool or what you need

She calls my name...

(bridge) I wanna tell her but she'll never understand
That's cuz she took me in her car for a twelve second stand
In my pants

Megaman

Where have you gone, megaman?
Yellow rockets from your hands
Always there to make me smile

Now you see me now you don't
I think I'm finally home
What will this convey? Light so distant and obscure
Now they hunt me 'til I'm sure
But I can't run away

Now that's about the time I went insane
Hence the disconnection in my brain
Loneliness is all I ever had
Nothing left, I'm tired of feeling sad

No matter where I go, they are
They always trace me from so far
I guess they want me to be the same
I am the abductee escaped

Myself & You

Myself and you
Myself in you
Myself and you
(x2)
And it seems so frightening today
Living like you don't know if tomorrow will be the same
You don't know what you wanna be
You're quite considerably sad
It's almost to the point where you can't take it
You're fucked up in your head
But still doing allright
And you don't know where you're gonna go
Cuz' no one's here to understand
Why can't people care?
Why can't people care?
Oh, oh, oh, oh

So you say
You wanna change everything
And make it all like it was back before I came
And you say, that you won't change at all
And you wish that I'd jump out of some window, someday

Well I'm waiting, waiting, waiting for you
But you never come to me
Won't you just come back to me?
Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
But you just don't care

Why (Here We Go)

Holding on to just what I can
Don't understand just who I am
To sit and think, to waste my time
Seems so right when I can’t lie
So here we go, here we go, I'm alone now
Walk away, walk away, get away now
Wasting time, wasting time with you was all I ever had and now it's gone

Fill my dreams with emptiness
I swear I’ll fall, I’ll fail this test
Am I so wrong, to think I’m right
I gotta get outta this teenage life
Here we go....
Walk away....
Wasting time, wasting time with you was all I ever had

(chorus)

Life’s so gay
And I don’t believe in love
I contemplate
But I never want to trust
So why do I...
Why do I....

All these times
I watched TV
You’re over me, already
To sit and think, to waste my time
Seems so right when I can’t lie
Promises, promises that I’ve never known now
I’ll die tonight, this is what I vow
I’m getting bored and I’m heading nowhere
So here we go, alone again...

Life’s so gay, cuz I don’t believe in love
I contemplate but I’ll never want to trust
So why do I breathe? Why do I breathe?

(bridge)

I’m driving around, alone in my car
Almost out of gas but I’m not going far
I stop at the beach
Of parking lot streets
Asking myself, "Why can’t they see?"
I'll never grow up, things stopped being fun
I turned my back on the people I need
I’m taking my time, I'm killing my mind
It's taking over me and I don't care
Life’s so gay....

A Day in the Life

Benny Erwin, stuck and looking for a fix
A shotgun shell is lodged up in his brain
Stories he told me that I couldn't comprehend
Indecent acts of selfless disregard
(Fuck every-one...)

Wakes up everyday alone, from drunken lonely nights
He doesn't seem to mind he's got no friends
His tractor, his big steel child will soon take him away
Gives his life in the ultimate sacrifice
Fulfills his life

One too many brain cells blown on
Bittersweet toxic fumes
It's the oxygen that steals his breath away
Born on heroin, born proud and free to make his way
Compensate, there's nothing left to gain

Not growing up
Fuck everything
Just watch my dreams
Get ripped away

My Country (Tis of Thee)

Love for a dying nation
Controlled by subjugation
When theres nothing left at all
Torn liberty and justice for all
Stuck in the still-sad stature
Violence is human nature
Through mistakes we are risen
Ever lasting patriotism

Who coined the phrase
Land of the free home of the brave?
Country of the timid and afraid
Personal liberty, externally controlled
??????????????????

Hope for the new today
Don't live for tomorrow
So lifeless, so lovely
Why progress, fuck everything
One nation, one reason
4 faces, 4 seasons
A country without hope
Is a place I don't wanna be

Please Mom

Something's wrong again
But my room is clean now
And you won't talk to me
Is something wrong?

Mom, I never had a chance
You always took it the wrong way
And you'd never understand
If I tried to explain

Here it goes again
Holes in my wall yeah
I can't keep it in anymore
Mom, you never tried to see
All the pain that's inside me
I think back to 10 years old
When things were allright

Two more
Years now
Till I make my escape

Please mom, I feel really bad
Just don't let me be touched by dad
I wanna be better, and I mean it this time
If you keep telling dad
Please, please, please don't kick my ass
Please understand

(end chorus)

When I was a kid
You cared about me
Held me when I cried
But now I cry alone
Can you fix it, please say yes
Looks like I failed one last test
I'm not coming home this time
At least I never lied (to you)

Wash With Like Colors

Another day
I soak up knowledge to fill the space you left
But anyway, if this is tomorrow
Then forget about today
But it's not easy when your wrong
And your living on a lie
And it's not easy being me
When you regret everything

Another night I spend on you
Another night inside my room
The way I see things you owe me
Cuz I spent so much on you
And this I know, I'd sell my soul
I can't deny you anymore
These stupid dreams are precious things
That mean the world to me
Please don't leave
Cuz without you theres nothing left for me

I live my life
Learning lessons from the past I never had
I proved I'm right
If this is learning then I'd rather be confused
My superhero's running late
An unclear future still remains
And if I push it all away
Would you stay behind for me?

So sorry
Life won't wait
For me to make your mistakes
I'm reaching
For lost dreams
I know I'll show you someday...

Thanx Alot

Is this a test
To prove your frame of mind?
To give the world a sign
To push it just past the line

You demand respect of choice while ya can't give
The same shit to everybody else
a daaa deee ?????
a blahh be wee ?????
Well Fuck you, cause you're never gonna get me!
man will sucks at singing and lyric writing...I quit