I'm bleeding poison
My lip is busted
I can't keep my hair up
Running around in circles in the bitter cold rain
Can't get a fucking cigarette
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I'm happy and laughing
Jumping around
I'm hyper and smiling
Listening to the sounds
I'm keeping my mask on and dancing
Keeping up the hope that once was
I'm choking on acid
My shoes are untied
I walked under a 13 step ladder
Crying in the dark in my pink, big room
Can't get a fucking drink
Chorus
Making sure everyone can't see me
I'm laughed at by envy
My arm is scared
I love the one that hates me
Walking down the hallways to vomit
Can't get a fucking break
Chorus
Hiding in the dark corner of the room
My tears are blood
My mind is twisted
I look behind me paranoid
Smelling the fumes of the paint
Can't get a fucking job
Chorus