Ninth Grade Music
Bitterness
Chorus:
We are so close
But so far away
I just don't know how to say
The things I need to say
Missed each other by a mile
All I want is to see you smile
Keep the faith so alive
And then we'll live in constant strife
Casting away the thoughts of yesterday
The times that used to be so pure
I wish for once I could be sure
That all I imagined was really true
And that at that time my world was actually you
That nothing was really made in my head
The thoughts I would think as I drifted to bed
In hopes for each night to take me to you
And as my dreams didn't, my hopes always grew
Chorus
The days were unbearable in my own little world
Doubts each day brought and herald
As slowly my fantasy faded away
Leaving me left to carry on another day
Left in the bitterness that you have grown
Soon my bitchyness began to be shown
And along with my life, hopes of you were left
Within my dark room I sat and wept
Chorus