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Im back,


I am sooo xcited the biggest shopping day of the year is approaching, and am I happy hell yea. But enough of that. Yesterday was a meloncholy day I felt all twisted over the man I am in love with, or at least I think that it's love. I know my on my end it's love. I know that there is a past of mine that he has to deal with, (i was a stripper) NO i wasn't but he acts as if this is soo severe. I just had experience in other departments and he can't accept that I am just that good. I wish that I could just put it through to his head that I am not going to hurt or cheat on him. For the first time in my life I am not trying to run away from a commitment with a man. I have always thrown caution to the wind and done whatever i thought would be the right way to shield myself from being hurt. My man is a little verbally abusive, as far as that he makes some inappropriate commentary and almost always at the wrong time. Damn. I am so caught up!!! Okay enough. I get paid today I am soo happy, in my mind my mother has taught me that money can not make you happy but it sure will make you all better, for the moment of rapid spending, malls, and the whole rush that money is slipping from my hands. Anyway I will probably be back. I am at work, TUNE IN FOR THE NEXT TIME.