I was always just second best to you
When to me you were my world
You were my dreams that one day I wanted to persue
but then i realized all the lies that were said
I didn't know what to think but I know what i felt
My heart had stop I was almost dead
How much of it was lies and how much of it was true
was i just a joke
or did you mean it when you said " I love you "
What ever did i do to deserve this pain
this never ending mess
All i can do is ask why with no anwser to gain
I need to except that I was just a mistake
I need to give it up
For my own sake
Im just holding on and hurting myself as well as you
I need to learn the truth
Im the worst part of you
I have never accually felt this way
like my heart is accually breaking inside
and Im lost with nothing to say..
