Emptiness takes me over I sink deeper into darkness
The shadows that I created, the darkness that I previously caressed
The fragile blue sky’s betrayed me, blinded by the sunlight
I fell for the sake of finding the duration of my flight
The downward journey makes me feel I had reached my goal
A traveller lost in slumber, I sold my innocent soul
To now have pennies as memories I cry empty tears
Forgotten by my illusions I depicted all my fears
Dreams are now being scattered I have very little say
Time is passing me by slowly I am regretting each day
My flaws have many stories; my high points only have endings
I question if you ever wonder how I am feeling
Did I ever listen to what my heart was saying to me?
Did I just pursue what the world was showing me?
Many speculation arise from my indecisive mind
All in the name of what happiness I may find
To be glanced at and left, I am only to be blamed
To step onto centre stage untalented, I am to be shamed
Emptiness fills the air around me today
I feel I need a clean slate and undeniably pray
My emptiness will be the death of me
My feelings you never glanced back to see
Here lies me, myself and I
Here slowly die all the questions why
Why the emptiness?
Where’s the happiness?