Dreaming
Dreaming of a unseen past
Dreaming of times never been had
Times when my heart was bright
Times when I was not so sad.
Dreaming of life without you, scared to lose.
Lost in a feild of emotions and sensations
Lost in a feild of what I have nothing of
Happiness has left me
The touch of grass
Smell of spring
Gentle breeze on a cool autumn evening
All that is left is shadow
Tears yet to be cryed among the many already shed
Soon my tears will all be spent, warmth passed from my body
A vessel with no emotions
To soon I will be dead.
Why must I suffer?
Why must I cry?
Why do my dreams of you haunt me?
Why cant I just die?
Why do you stop me?
Your words are poison
All just a lie.
When I have passed
Your dreams will be filled with sorrow
You will understand what you took from me
Wounds to deep never to be mended
Wounds to old
Never have you tended.
Death within my eyes
Hold me one last time
Hold me befor my demise
Your bittersweet touch is all that warms my cold soul
If only this careing you give wasnt sooner this story not have been told
No longer can you save me.
And as I lay here in your arms
I wonder.. Did you ever love me?
Did you ever care what we might have been?
Did you not dream of me and you and back then?
Tell me fast, the wakeing world is cold and dead
I have not much time left
A bitter soul gone cold
Hate and sorrow much to old
I cannot take it anymore
I need to know
If never you have loved me
Give me some tears to cry
Give me a sweet dream ere I die....
