As I lay here on my bed
I close my eyes
And slowly open them again
As i look around the room
My vision is blury
My thoughts are confused
I slowly wipe the tears from my eyes
Oh God tell me why do I cry
I turn to my side
Then painfully remember why
I shed these tears
Its because of my one big fear
I slowly sit up
And tightly shut my eyes
I can feel the warm tears
Sliding gently from my eye
I lay my head against the wall
All i want is 4 you to call
I long to hear your voice
But i guess thats not my choice
I lay back down on my bed
And close my eyes
Never to open them again.
