Pit in my stomach and I’m crying on the floor
Trying to forget that I can’t take it any more
Trying to remember Yesterday
When you held my hand and I was ok
What a fool I am, a shame and disgrace
Lost all of my beauty, joy and grace
Put it all away inside a box
Lock it up tight, buried under the rocks
My love is locked away, i’m not responsible
I can’t handle love it’s impossible
So they rip it away
Save it for another day
A day that’s not coming until I die
After all my pain, hurt and cries
I will not love, for I’m not worthy of joy
What I have is a heart, but they think it’s a toy
Try to break the box of stone that holds my heart
The thing that took my happiness and ripped all apart
Screaming I can feel blood out of my veins
They say I’m obsessed, no, I’m just insane
Over you, Crazy over you, you’re gonna let go
I’ve screwed up just like this more times than you could know
NO! Don’t take away my love, take my pain instead
My face is filled with tears and it’s growing red
Fell to my knees now you have what you wanted
I’ve been tortured in pain, a misfit, I’m taunted
Love me....Please Love me for no one else i know will
I’m climbing up a mountain that i thought was just a hill
And I’m crying again, don’t bother calling it surprising
The sun is calm and slowly rising
While I’m still crying, sobbing away my pain
As soon as it’s gone theirs more hurt to gain
NO! Give it back, I’m begging you, anything
A love that’s true, I ask you to bring
She’s gotta love me I know i’m insane
What I don’t know is why you have to bring this pain?
