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"The Band FINCH"
"Lyrics From FINCH"
"New Beginning"
hand me down some photographs
spread across the floor
a broken record spins in circles
she can't listen anymore
she's turned around a thousand times
she set that bridge a fire
but did you wanna listen
you took the world with you
so what is left
so what is left for me
i called you on the phone again
just the other day
it sounds to me you found your place
and everything is great
but did you wanna listen
you took the world with you
so what is left
so what is left for me
i try
so hard to figure out
why
no explanation keeps me waiting
lets try
because i know you won't forget
i know
even if the story is over
but did you wanna listen
you took the world with you
so what is left for me
so what is left for me
but did you wanna listen
you took the world with you
so what is left
so what is left for me
what's left for me
"Grey Matter"
Bite the tongue to live with what you've done
It's so good
It's so good
Lie to myself while I lie with myself
It's Monday and it's raining
It's Sunday in the sun
It's so good, but...
Would it be so bad if you were to pretend that you were so happy?
Keep it to yourself
Don't let the secret go
If you were so willing, but...
Let's pray for the suicide
And all these pictures falling down around me
I've surrounded myself with all I have inside
Would I bite my tongue and live with what you've done?
Just continue sleeping?
Selfishly consumed with everything you've wrought
There's nothing I can do, but...
Let's pray for the suicide
And all these pictures falling down
One wish full, step to the side
And please just let me know
"Are you happy? I'll decide."
"These stories are so old, how they match your eyes."
But...
Let's pray for the suicide
And all these pictures falling down
One wish full, step to the side
And pick these pictures from the ground that surround me
"Three Simple Words"
Open up my eyes,
Flood it with delight.
Another sleepless night turns color black and white.
With all the things I've said,
There is just regret.
A beating in my head.
Hands into a fist,
Static in my head.
Now I'm sitting face to face with lonlyness.
What did I expect?
Did I see forever
in you?
I never wanted it to hurt
more than it should.
I hope your satisfied,
I never could.
Time to close my eyes
Forget about this mess.
Tried to fix this trajic loss of innocence.
But how can I forget,
The things I haven't done.
When everything is dead?
With my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
With my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
with my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
with my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
WHO WILL STOP ME!? (WHO WILL STOP ME NOW!?)
Can't you see that you left me
here on my own.
Give me on good reason why I should let go now....
"Letters To You"
Can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and i'm all alone
Get me through this one
Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I'm writing again these letters to you on much I know
But i'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart
No more looking i've found her
I'm gone away...
"Atreyu"
"Lyrics From Atreyu"
"Deanne The Arsonist"
Coward, the next time you want to fuck me over stab me in the front
Can I still see my future in your eyes,
or can I picture myself dead in your embrace
And your cruel crimson red smile, kills
Everyone cared about you. Why couldn't you
Instead your greed compelled you to steal other silver linings.
No one could have their moments free from your withering touch.
Fuck off like you're the only person that has ever cried or been broken by love
Spare me your pity party drunk off your own misfortunes
Wallowing in your blissful melancholy
.can you taste my blood. You knew that this would kill me. But you carried on and on
with your selfish shit., everyone cared about you. Why couldn't you
instead your greed compelled you to steal other silver linings.
burnt down my world, you killed my hope
spread out the ash and walked away
how could you just close off your eyes.
turn tail and run, you are the greatest coward
damn right I am still pissed..
next time I see you we will see who has the upper hand
kiss me fist. Taste the floor. Tired of your games. fuck off goodbye.
"At Least I know I'm a Sinner"
Lift up a stone and you will find him,
cherish the beauty in the world around us
Not in buildings or crosses made by man
Judge me, fuck you, stop playing god,
Your forked tongue prophecies,
carelessly caressing the wounds of the weak
People like you should be crucified,
then maybe just maybe you would have an idea
Of what you are talking about.
My only solace is that one day,
judgment will come for the wicked, then we will see who burns
Raise your heads, unclasp your hands,
your weakness makes me tremble
True strength comes from within
And we were given this life to live,
not exist under standards, set by some bullshit rule book
What prayers of yours, were ever answered, by degrading others
Spare me your biblical back peddling nonsense
For the people that you've hurt, and the being your dishonor,
Your fall from grace, will finally justify my means
Judge me and now you are me and what's worse
You are now a traitor to your god
Tell me Judas, how does it feel to be looked down upon
Sinners like you, should be stung up from the highest tree
you judged me and now you are me, stop playing god
"Tulips Are Better"
Crystal clear I see the rose is frail,
the thorns hid easily in its beauty, as I go to grasp it in my hand
My heart is torn beating from my chest
Let me be captivated, by your beauty
Then let me fall from your grace, unto my broken knees
Close my eyes so tightly, the tears are welling up
You aren't worth the waste, of the salt or the water
Fuck all your false beauty, it was transparent just like your smile - liar
Your thorns caress my flesh, crimson drops on a snowy field - liar
I have watched you retrogress, I have seen what you've become - liar
Please take your eyes off of me,
it's funny how fast blue eyes fade gray - liar
And you are deceit
Watching the sun play in your hair
I couldn't really care, care any less about you
Just wither away real beauty is forever in you
Just wither away
"The Ataris"
"Lyrics From The Ataris"
"Summer Wind Was Always Our Song"
These break-up songs make sense again
And i really wish they didn't.
Sinatra's singing summer wind
And i'm thinking of the night we met.
Just one last time
Can i hear you say?
"You're my little boy
I never want you to go away"
Where are you?
Please believe in me.
I'm not hanging up the phone
'til i hear you say,
"I love you.
I need you near."
Just give me one last chance
And i'll never let you down again.
Oh and what i wouldn't give
Just to kiss your lips again
To hold your hand next to my heart
And wake up with you in our apartment.
Just one last time
Can i call you my sweetheart?
My best friend
Why do all good things come to an end.
"Takeoffs And Landings"
On this coldest of January nights
We drive out past the runway and watch the planes go flying by
The runway lights are the deepest blue like the colors of your eyes
So close them tight and kiss me one last time
If you could go anywhere right now
Where would you go?
And would you miss me when you get there?
No place that I would rather be
Please don't let me go falling from the sky
The "fasten seatbelt" sign just needs to go out
If only you could be right here by my side
Home wouldn't seem so far from here
Passport, customs, carry on, remember
To shut off all of your electronic devices
Fell asleep on Tuesday woke up Monday afternoon
I slept right through your International Date Line
If you could go anywhere right now
Where would you go?
And would you miss me when you get there?
No place that I would rather be
Please don't let me go falling from the sky
The "fasten seatbelt" sign just needs to go out
If only you could be right here by my side
Home wouldn't seem so far from here
Please don't let me go falling from the sky
The "fasten seatbelt" sign just needs to go out
If only you could be right here by my side
Home wouldn't seem so far from here
"Hey,Kid!"
I wait for the day to come when I'll wake up and be a star. I dream of a different world... somewhere where we will go far.
I bitch about my life. I bitch about the scene. I hate this fucking town and wish that it was all a dream. Bitch, bitch, bitch! That's all you ever do. Bitch, bitch, bitch! Your ego will destroy you. Bitch, bitch, bitch! That's all I have to say. Bitch, bitch, bitch! Now I'll just fade away. Just as long as I act cool then people will suck up to me. They won't realize that I'm a fake and that's what I'm always going to be. A dreamer and a kid who changes every day. Someone that has to talk when he's got nothing to say. Hey kid, it's a great big world out there that you think you need to see. Hey kid, go on and live that life... But live it without me! Bitch, bitch, bitch! That's all you ever do. Bitch, bitch, bitch! No one's more punk than you. Bitch bitch, bitch! Your life is just a trend. Bitch, bitch, bitch! We'll see who's happy in the end.
"Senses Fail"
"Lyrics From Senses Fail"
"Stephen"
(Goodbye)
November 10th , a cold dark night
You could feel that something wasn't right.
That night many hearts did cry
When we learned we had to say goodbye.
All embraced under one common song
the body is dead but life lives on.
Good-bye Stephen. Good-bye you friend. You were so young.
The Cars lined the streets, as it was coming to an end.
The sun shined so brightly the day we buried our friend.
Losing in the fall, lost innocence came down
An 18 year old boy was buried in the ground.
A family's broken hearts, a friend's streaming tears.
The light lost in death, the living's growing fears.
Of Eternal darkness or is it spiritual light to come with terms with death on the darkest night.
A brother lost a brother, a friend lost a friend, a mother lost a son but stephen's soul will never end.
(You were so young)
(Good-bye)
A brother lost a brother, a friend lost a friend, a mother lost a son but stephen's soul will never end.
"Free Fall w/o A Parachute"
Well I had a dream last night and in my dream I took a knife to you.
I slit your throat from ear to ear
The wound was gasping for the air.....your scream so clear
But every dream could never come true.
Only in my sick mind can I do these things to you.
With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse
The walls are getting smaller and I am six feet beneath the earth.
And I will be, oh I will be, lost.
I had a dream last night and in my dream I robbed a country club.
A 5 year old tried to stop me, but I shot him through the head, and now he's dead.
Your heart.
Oh it's better too...... Rush upon this blade
Then give into the fear in your heart.
These dreams never cease
"Dreaming A Reality"
Is this what it's like?
A dream lacking serenity?
A wordless conversation, a "you and i" without me.
Well I try and i won't get far,
i'll die and i won't get far
i'll try and know that everything's ok
So I guess this is where I lie
where the days are endless and the nights, they just don't belong.
Dreaming my reality
where truth and fiction don't seem to exist
Confusion is home here, but believe in you is what you insist (it's what you insist)
Nights, don't belong, the nights, don't belong, and the nights, they just don't belong.
(Nights don't belong) I'll never be ok, as long as i'm dreaming a reality.
"Prevent Falls"
"Lyrics From Prevent Falls"
"The Woods Are Burning"
when i know no place to be.
i really must not stay.
in a time when i can? find myself.
looking back on all the times.
with memories we cry.
i fade into the past now i am not real.
hey you find out.
find out you don? know.
what i would do.
no solution.
the woods are burning.
and i lose touch.
sometimes what is right seems wrong.
and i can? stop what was to come.
i hope it? not just in my head.
and i can? believe my world.
i threw away the girl.
that was suitable for my life.
but decadence it takes its toll.
and time is our control.
i fade into the past now i am not real.
"Outward"
such a strange way two ends meet.
building things we all fall down.
this commitment you don't see.
you don't know what we could be anyway.
down stairs.
where we fall.
you repeated.
just like all.
we move outward, you move on.
spoken words don't mean a thing.
it is a conflict of interest.
you take back what could have been my dream.
it's a waste of life that we are used to.
inside of you no reason to be yours.
"MxPx"
"Lyrics from MxPx"
"Something More"
i've lost all words to say, driving everyone away
am i really all that bad, or am i going mad?
i'm a face from yesterday, always in the way
hiding all my pain, it's driving me insane
if you fell this way, each and everyday
there's got to be something more
you want your like to change, something's got change
so live for something more
no one ever calls, you're sick of it all
your friends don't come around, they all let you down
what's gotten into you? there's nothing you can do
to make it all seem right, so why put up a fight?
"Middlename"
Emotion, is my middle name
I lay in bed and listen to the rain
Put happy thoughts in to my head
But I find instead the hurting words you said
Why won't you believe me
When I tell you the things that I see?
And I'll still see you tomorrow, at the show
It's been a long winded, long time
I wish I'd never met you
I wish I could forget you
And what you said
You're directing your complaints to me
I should walk away, I could easily
Never hear a word you say
I'm not your robot or your slave
I won't behave, I'm not your toy
Go on go bury me with self righteousness
I confess, I'm just a boy
"YellowCard"
"Lyrics from Yellowcard"
"StarStruck"
Where is your inspiration, you lost it, oh so long ago
so much for innovation, I saw this coming long before
You had no motivation, your hopes are high but trapped below,
This constant competition, we've won but your still keeping score
But I grew up, wishing on a star
Your think I won't ever get too far.
So high on dedication, it feels so good to get away,
From all this repetition, this angry town, this battleground
So now we'll break tradition, we'll leave you swimming in our wake
Without your inspiration, you won't survive, you'll surely drown
But I grew up, wishing on a star
Your think I won't ever get to far
But I grew up, wishing on a star
You think I won't ever get to far
Where is your inspiration, you lost it oh so long ago
"Rock Star Land"
Christmas break of ninety eight just flipped me upside down
One coast out to the other following the sound
Headed west to get the best of what we all knew then
One ocean to another waves come crashing down
Carrying just me aunt Stephanie she held my hand
Told me why I was
Blazing down that highway on my way to Rock Star Land
California, a place they say glistens gold.
I wanna go there and never come back home.
Staring up at freeway sings in dreams that make me sad
One coast out to the other
One ocean to another
We cruised out to the other side
Loved us in Nebraska how they cheered us in Mattane
Told me why if I was
Blazing down that highway on my way to Rock Star Land
"SureShot"
Get up face this day
Find some way to make the mean kids pray
Playing it safe, it's your morals at stake
You're a young man who's willing to wage war
Break from the mold, never do what your told
After all what are feelings of rage for
So I say, I got a sureshot way to work things out
All of this arguing has worn you down
I got a sureshot way to kill your doubts
Find what your following and chase it down
Get up, face this year
days will fade with all your childhood fears
All of the nights, all of the friends and the fights
You're a young man, who's burning to break free
Here are your rights and your name's up in lights
Don't abuse be the best that you can be
Bye mom and dad, you're all I had
I'm finding out I'm all alone, I am all alone
Break from the mold
I've got a sureshot way to work things out
all of this growing up has worn you down
I've got a sureshot way to kill your doubts
find what your following and chase it down
"Dungeon Siege Stuff"
