x-x june 21, 2005 x-x
the best feeling in the world, is to wake up next to someone who loves you.
x-x june 20, 2005 x-x
i seriously almost dropped the remote when i saw gerard from my chemical romance singing his sexy heart out. he would make a pretty boyfriend... for another boy -smiles wide-
the chick from the video is a beauty as well. dark hair is sooOoo pretty.. to bad id look awful with it.
one last thing.. two of my wisdom teeth are finally above my gums now. theyre very pointy.. and i have the need to chew on things.. but then get a "gag" factor going because i wedge weird objects in my mouth to chew on and they slip and choke me...
x-x june 19, 2005 x-x
im watching jackass the movie. its pretty funny.
its 12:22 am and i cant sleep..
ive realized im really falling for zac, hard. i dont have any control over my feelings any more for him and its a little scary. i really like him. i just wish i could be in control of how hard i fall for him. i dont want to be his space filler, i hope he feels the same for me.
x-x june 18, 2005 x-x
i cant wait till the fourth of july.. hopefully i can spend it with zac.
x-x june, 17 2005 x-x
metal spoons can be very hot when eating sweet and sour chicken..
x-x june, 16 2005 x-x
golf carts are a good time.
x-x june, 15 2005 x-x
i lost a friend today. just for you. karma will make me pay. i have hell to look forward to. but i obediently lost a friend… just for you.. today.
x-x june, 14 2005 x-x
life is harsh.
people arent permanent.
in a moments notice life can be ripped apart.
suicide is a personal choice.
the cheaters way out.
when you choose suicide to enter your life, you stab every loved one in the heart.
life can be fixed, dont give in.
